Summary: Sam's thoughts in Point Of View.
Love Is Not An Option
Through the mirror,
I watch them.
She loves him.
How can I be jealous?
But I am.
I watch as he kisses her.
Does he think of me?
I have to look away.
I can't love him.
Can't help but love him.
When he looks at me
Will he think of her?
I'm not jealous.
Am I?
How can I be jealous of myself?
But she is not me.
She was married to him.
Him and not him.
She and not me.
I love him.
I can't love him.
Look away.
Bury my feelings.
Maintain control.
Always control.
Love is not an option.