I've witnessed a few too many
unusual events
been shocked and confused about a lot
(for the last 3 years of my life,
I was literally half dead)
but no thought, event or outcome
has left me this breathless
wanted answers, so went searching for them
found out some things
I would have preferred to remain hidden
he was much less trouble to despise
when I had only ever seen him as a monster
he was just a kid
excited for his job
then someday he turned his back,
on those he considered family.
...it could have been me
with jazz lying bleeding on the ground
this awful boy and i
have a bit too many parallels
and i would much prefer
to not consider the chances
of it happening to me