There she is, her red headed glory. God how I wish I could just go up and talk to her. She's beautiful anyone can see that but I feel like there is something else behind her, something more intense. So i sit and eat my stupid peanut butter and jelly sandwich trying not to make a total idiot of my self while I am unconsciously staring at her. Fat Amy and Jessie come to sit by me, all to well knowing the look on my face. "Beca you're drooling", Jessie teases. I glare at him about to punch him in the shoulder but in the corner of my eye I see that same red head, Chloe, looking at me with what seems like a knowing glint in her eye. I immediately drop my fist and grumble under my breath about Jessie's smart remarks. I have only known Jessie about a year because I had just moved to Barden High School, and he just so happened to be my neighbor. Being the happy- go- lucky father I have he says go hang out with him he can't be too bad. Yeah right, Jessie is like family to me but he is also a big fat pain in the ass. He has had the biggest crush on me since I moved but I don't like him like that, it would be too weird for me. So he flirts with and teases me while I make his life a living hell. I met Fat Amy through this accapella group my dad forced me to go to because apparently, I am an antisocial, ungrateful girl who needs to be happier and have friends. I like myself just the way I am but apparently that isn't good enough, the step monster (Sheila) fully supports him to no surprise, and she is extra intolerable because she is pregnant. So yeah those are pretty much the only people in my life wanted and unwanted. Where was I? Oh right Chloe. She plays volleyball an basket ball, likes purple, and happens to be the biggest crush I've ever had in my life. She is in both of my classes which is both a blessing and a has the whites teeth possible and the most adorable giggle and smile. She manages to have nicely tanned skin considering she is a ginger. Last year basically all I did with her was small talk and staring but I am absolutely convinced I can make a change this year, I just have no clue how too.