Okay I'll be honest I have been wanting to write this for a while I have another idea for one like this but of course different. I had been wanting to write this since New Moon..soo yeah any ways I hope you like it and remember comments are love ;] Oh and I named it Full Moon because of the song by the black ghosts and its very au
"Full Moon" Chapter one "The Desperate Kingdom of Love"
Santana and I have been bestfriends since pre-k, but one day during the summer before we started our freshman year of highschool. I had been getting restless and felt like I could take on the world. Santana had told me she needed to talk to me. She had told me that the reason I felt so invisible was because I was changing just like her. Changing into a wolf, a shape shifter she told me. I thought maybe she was just messing with me like the time she convinced me that if your hand was bigger than your face you had cancer and then smacked my hand to my face cause I fell for it, but she told me to come over to her house. Her whole family told me how it was true, and that on that same night San and I were changing wether we liked it or not.
That same summer Santana and I grew closer so close that we fell in love. I remember how most of the wolves told me how they met their soul mates. They said it's called 'marking' because as soon as your true love touches you, you see a flash of the future with them and a tattoo appears where they first touched you binding you eternally to your one true love. Santana never believed it though. She said that because of how we feel for one another it was more than enough.
It was our first day of Sophmore year when it happened.
"Hey baby, I was thinking we could try-" Santana had been standing right next to me after I shut my locker when I saw her. I was instantly drawn to her. I mean who wouldn't? She was the most beautiful girl in the world. She had long golden locks, her eyes were a hazel storm that put me through a daze. Till she walked past me giving me a blushing smile, but before I could lock eyes with her Santana caught my attention.
"Are you even listening to me?" Santana asked oblivious to the fact that I just saw my soul mate.
"Huh?" I asked as I watched the blonde walk down the hall.
"I knew it! I knew you weren't listening to me! I said we should go try out that new steak house tonight." Santana repeated.
"Yeah...sure whatever you want...I got to go." I said breathless. I left out of Santana's sight slipping into a janitors closet. I pulled out my phone dialing my bestfriend Sam's number.
"Hello? Rach? Where are you?" she asked.
"The janitor's closet by the gym, hurry!" I say, and not even a minute later she knocked three times before I opened it.
"Hey, what's wrong?" She asked furrowing her brows together.
"I think I just got 'Marked'!" I hissed.
"What! No way!" Sam whispered. "What's their name?"
"I don't know, but she's breath takingly beautiful." I say sitting on the ground.
"Well you know it doesn't happen until she touches you." Sam sighed.
"I know, I'm just so scared. I don't even know her, and yet she already has my heart. What if she hates me?..Oh shit what about Santana?" I ask freaking out.
"Well we won't know till you talk to the two of them." Sam sighed sitting next to me.
"I want to, but I can't hurt Santana." I say running my fingers through my hair.
"You know better than to hide your soul mate, Rach." Sam said. "Look I'm not gonna lie, it will hurt Santana, but she'll understand in time. Lets just both go to class because were both already late." Sam chuckled.
"Your right, just don't tell San, alright cause I want to tell her." I say. Sam nodded as she let us both out.
I looked down at my schedule and sigh in frustration. I had ap english with Mr Graves again that guy hated me, well he hated the fact I would always go into his class late. As I entered the room Mr Graves sighed and said "Ahh Ms Berry how lovely of you too finally join us. What's your excuse this time?"
I stood awkwardly in front of the class room facing the glaring teacher. I kept thinking of an excuse, but sadly I used them all up. I looked to the side and saw my friend Amy and whispered "A whole summer and you would think I would have some new excuses." the class still heard me and all lightly laughed.
"Be glad no one counts tardy's during the first week of school. Now go take a seat in the back next to Quinn Fabray." Mr Graves sighed pointing towards the back.
I looked back and saw her my breath hitched as she smiled at me. I headed back towards her as if she were luring me to her eyes.
I sat next to her. My body was tense and stern. I heard her pencil fall, and instantly went down to grab it. I had forgotten about the desk and rammed my head against picking up the desk with it.
"Oh my gosh! Are you alright?" she asked touching my wrist. As soon as her eyes powerful green brown eyes snapped up to mine I swear just like John Steinbeck once wrote sound stopped and movement stopped for much much more than a moment.
I suddenly saw flashes of our lives together. Images of us making love, laughing to just smiling. Their were more, but they were all going so fast I didn't get a good look at them.
I felt pain wrenching around my wrist and pulled it back from her touch. "Ahh" I grimaced.
"Oh my gosh I'm so sorry I didn't mean too-" I cut her off.
"No! No really I'm fine none of this is your fault...my wrist is just really sore right now." I say.
"Hows your head?" Amy called out.
"Uhh it's fine really." I say.
Mr Graves began teaching again, but I was restless the pain was unbearable. Like a knife running over my skin over and over, and being next to Quinn wasn't helping. She could see how uncomfortable I was and began checking herself out making sure she didn't smell or had something in her teeth.
I looked down at my wrist. My eyes began to widen. The inscription was slowly appearing, and people could see if I didn't do something soon. I couldn't stand it anymore and ran out of the classroom.
I ran to the nurses office grabbing some gauze when she wasn't looking and ran to the janitors closet. I quickly sent a text to Sam and waited patently.
As soon as I heard Sam knock three times I dragged her in. "What's wrong?" she asked.
I pointed down at my wrist where my new tattoo had appeared from where Quinn touched me.
Sam's eyes nearly bugged out "Holy shit." she breathed out.
I nodded "What the hell am I sappose to do Sam?" I whined "I am freaking out!"
Sam rubbed her hand over his face "I don't know Rae...your just gonna have to earn her trust..you know get to know her."
After my chat with Sam I then left for my next class which was Food Science, but that's just a fancy for saying Home Ec.
Before I walked in the classroom the teacher checked my schedule. "Go to table number five." she said.
I looked up and there she was again sitting behind the counter on a stool. 'Damn it, this isn't going to be easy.' I think to myself as I walk towards her once again.
"Hey..so you think you can actually stand being around me this time? I mean I may not be pretty, but jeez you really know how to cut in deep." She said to me with hurt on her face.
I sat next to her "I'm sorry..I didn't mean to hurt your feelings."
I saw Quinn's eyes follow my wrist and her eyes widen. "I don't remember seeing that there."
I pull my hand away from her gaze "Makeup." I say.
"Oh..did you just get it? Is that why it hurt so badly when I touched you?" she asked.
"Yeah...will you...um..help me cover it?" I asked pulling out the gauze.
She nodded "Sure"
Her soft hands took up my wrist. "Faithfully...why the word faithfully?"
"I'll tell you when I find out." I smile before she could question my answer our teacher Mrs Kegans came out.
"Alright guys who here knows how to bake blueberry muffins?" She called out.
Jacob Ben Israel turned around grinning at me "If you don't turn around Israel I'll shove this shit in your gossipy little mouth." I snarl grabbing the baking soda.
He instantly turned around then turned back around snapping a picture with his phone. Blinding both me and Quinn. Right before I could jump him Mrs Kegans came from out of no where and snatched up his phone.
"You can pick it back up at the font office. No phones in class guys! It's pretty simple!" She shouted walking back to the front.
"Who is that?" Quinn asked.
"Jew Fro." I grimace.
"Rach!" Sam shouted smiling like crazy walking in.
"Excuse me what are you doing in my class?" Mrs Kegans asked as Sam walked over to me.
"I'm in this class duh" Sam said making me laugh. Sam handed Mrs Kegans her schedule and smacked Jew fro with a spatula randomly causing both of us to go into a fit of laughter.
"Very well take a seat next to Je- I mean Jacob." Mrs Kegans corrected herself.
I chuckled at Sam who had to sit next to the little twerp. Sam took off her shoe throwing it at me. I chuckle picking it up and throwing it back at her and she picked it back up and threw it at Jew Fro.
"Oww" he said in a nasley voice.
Sam and I had to hold in our burst of laughter when Mrs Kegans looked back at us.
"Okay guys go ahead and read the directions and get started." She smiled walking off to her desk.
"So do you have any other tattoos?" Quinn asked.
Sam looked back at me from the corner of her eye.
"Yeah, yeah I do." I say putting the eggs in. "Do you have any?"
"No..I'm really scared of needles." She chuckled.
"Oh...so where did you come from." I ask.
"What makes you think I lived somewhere else?" She smirked.
"Cause I would have remembered you." I say giving her a soft smile as she blushed.
"I moved here from Auburn." She said pouring the batter in the muffin holders.
"Yeah? Why?' I asked. She smiled at me then looked back down "Oh I'm sorry I didn't mean to-" She cut me off.
"No it's not that, I was doing the same to you just a moment ago it's just..." She stopped what she was doing putting the cupcakes in the oven and starting the timer. "It's just that I mean I hardly know you, but theirs just this pull that I have towards you." She says looking in my eyes.
I don't know how long we stared at each other, but when the timer buzzed I snapped out of it. I bent down grabbing the tray and putting it on the stove.
"Oh my gosh! Are you okay?" She asks quickly grabbing my hands and putting them under the faucet running them beneath the cold water. The water sizzled off my hands letting steam off.
Sam made a face at me, telling me to act like it hurt. "Ow! Fucking A! That hurt."
"What is it with you getting hurt around me?" She asked chuckling.
"What can I say you make me lose focus." I smile at how true that is, seeing her blush.
"Dud your swagger sucks." Sam said shaking her head.
I laughed picking up her wayyy over cooked muffin and threw it at her back. I heard her say "Omf" and laughing.
"Do you need to wrap your hands up?" she asked.
"Umm sure." I say anything for her fingers to graze my skin once more.
"Okay all done." She smiles "Umm can I see your schedule?" She asked.
I chuckled "Sure." letting her grab it from my pocket.
"Wow.." she smiled.
"What?" I asked.
"You have all your classes with me." she smirked.
"Are you stalking me?" I asked laughing.
She smacked my arm lightly "Funny." she said smiling. The bell rang and Quinn handed me a baggy filled with two muffins.
"Come on you can show me where our next class is." she smiled hooking her arm through mine.
Sam walked past me muttering "Santana at three o'clock."
But before I could get ready Santana stepped in front of me. "Why the hell haven't you been answering any of my texts, and why do you have gauze on? And who are you?"
"Uhh ummm" Santana looked down at our hooked arms. I quickly unhooked them "This is Quinn she's new and we have like all our classes together."
Quinn looked a little pissed at me and smiled at Santana "Hi."
Santana nodded to her then looked back at me "Why do you have gauze on?"
"Ohh I wasn't thinking and I grabbed the tray of muffins without oven mitts on." I say and she quickly catches on.
She closed her eyes shaking her head. "Please be more carefull."
"I will...oh here these are for you." I smile hoping she would stop being mad.
"Thanks baby." she smiled kissing my cheek "I'll see you later, okay?" she smiled.
"Welcome." I say back watching her leave, and turn back too see Quinn walking off.
"Hey wait up." I say running towards her.
"You have a girlfriend." she said.
"Well..." I say tilting my head.
"Rachel you either do or you don't." she said getting frustrated with me.
"It's hard to explain." I say.
"Yes or no?" she asked.
"...Yes" Quinn started walking off. So I ran after her again "But, I'm breaking it off with her."
Quinn rolled her eyes turning towards me "Why?" she asked.
"Because...because we don't belong together." I say. "Look Quinn I really like you more than you know, but if you just give me sometime to explain to you why I would really appreciate it." I ask.
Quinn sighed "I don't know Rach."
I feel hope when she gave me a nickname "Please? How about after school we get to know each other a little better? We can go to this great diner I know." I plead.
"Okay..., but first lets go to class." she said slowly.
I smiled widely "Alright." I took her hand smiling and led us to our next class which was geometry.
During class I had been barely paying attention. I kept my gaze on Quinn the entire time listening to only her heart beat. I noticed how when she would look at me her heartbeat would quicken then slow down when she went back to focusing on the teacher speaking.
"Rachel?" Mrs French called me out.
There was Quinn's heartbeat again beating fast. I locked eyes with her and never looking away I said back to the teacher "Yes?"
"Are you paying attention?" she asked.
"Yes mam." I say back.
"I don't think you are." she chuckled.
"Why don't you come move over here in front of me." she said.
I looked over at the seat. It was right in front of her desk and far away from Quinn. "Nehh I'm fine right here."
Mrs French sighed and smiled at me "Okay then, but pay attention or I'll move you."
I nodded and she went back to teaching. I looked back over at Quinn who silently chuckled and pointed at the teacher mouthing "Pay attention."
I silently chuckled back and turned my head towards Mrs French.
The bell rang for lunch and we walked off heading downstairs for lunch. I usually sit with the rest of the pack, and bringing Quinn to sit with us might be a big deal, but I know my friends will have my back.
"Hey guys, this is Quinn." I say looking at all their faces I guess Sam must have told them.
Everyone in the cafeteria stared at all of us.
"Rach..." Santana says standing up and whispering in my ear. "You know she can't sit here."
"Why not?" I asked.
"You know why." Santana said back.
and right on cue Mercedes walks up "Hey Q! Hey Rach!"
"Hey Mercedes" Quinn smiled giving the diva a hug.
"Hey" I smile. "How do you too know eachother?"
"Our moms know eachother." Mercedes saw Santana's glare and quickly said "You should come sit with us." knowing how tight our group is.
"Yeah you should." Santana mumbled load enough for all of us to hear. "San!" I say.
"No..it's okay..I'll see you back in class." Quinn said then walked off with Mercedes to go sit with Artie, Tina, and Kurt.
I sigh watching her sit and talk with them, and sit back down. She smiled at me and I smiled back. At the same time people caught our attention. 'Hey I told everyone execpt Santana.' Sam told me through our minds. 'Alright, now shut up so I can hear what their saying.' I message back.
I clear my thoughts listening to Quinn's conversation.
"Girl are you crazy sitten with them!" Mercedes said.
"What? Rachel is really nice and Sam seems so too." Quinn defended us.
"Oh no it's not them I'm worried about Rachel is great she's in glee club with us. It's Santana I'm worried about. That girl will bite your head off." Mercedes said taking a bite of her carrot.
"How long have they been together?" Quinn asked.
"Well they were bestfriends since pre-k then the summer before freshman year it was love. Their always together. Once I heard Santana kneed Noah Puckerman in the groin because he looked at Rachel the wrong way." Kurt dished.
"Once Santana stomped on Finns foot cause he asked out Rachel right in front of Santana." Tina said.
"I swear that boy is dumber than bricks." Mercedes said. "But another reason I took you away from their table is cause their have been rumors about them." she whispered as I rolled my eyes.
"What kind of rumors?" Quinn asked.
"Well theirs this one about how their tattoo is a symbol for something." Kurt said.
"They all have the same tattoo?" Quinn asked.
"Yeah on their shoulder it's this Celtic, tribal style moon, waxing crescent. it's really cool" Tina explained.
"Oh..well that would explain why she said she has more tattoos." Quinn said.
"You like her don't you?" Mercedes said.
I didn't hear anything so I guess Quinn nodded.
"Well just be careful okay." Mercedes said.
"So babe what time do I pick you up?" Santana asked snapping me out of Quinns conversation.
"Umm for what?" I asked.
"For dinner tonight remember?" Santana said.
"Ohh!" I put my hand to my face "Right I forgot baby I have plans after school."
"Oh..well then, next time." She smiled then kissed my cheek and walked off. Now don't get me wrong I love Santana I do, but now that Quinn's in my life she has this hold on me that I can't explain, but it doesn't mean I can't watch my girl walk away, and damn does she look goo in that swishy skirt.
I turned to look at Quinn and caught her watching me. I smirked as Sam walked to my side. "Hmm watching your girlfriend walk away then eye sexing your soul mate." Sam ticked her tongue then walked away when Quinn walked up to us.
"What's so funny?" she asked smirking.
"Just something Sam said, you ready?" I asked smiling.
"Yeah." she nodded smiling.
"Soooo how was it sitting with the gossipers?" I asked as we walked with her arm through mine.
Quinn smacked my arm "Don't call them that!" she hissed smiling.
"What? It's true, sometimes I think they make up their own so they could just talk about it. They always think they have us all figured out." I say not meaning to sound so agravated.
"They didn't say anything bad about you-" She said but I cut her off.
"Just Santana." I say.
"How did you know?" she asked.
'Fuck!' I thought to myself "Because she's Santana Lopez. Everyone thinks she's this hardcore bitch, but she's not. She's good person, she's just not good at letting people in." I say. I hate when people talk bad about her. She knows, but she just doesn't care.
"Just your little 'pack'." Quinn said using air quotes.
I laughed looking over at her "What?"
"That's what people call your group of friends. They say that you guys all have the same tattoo, and spend all your time together." She said looking down afraid to cross the line with me.
"Well..." I stopped in front of our class room. "I'm here with you. Right? I'm hanging out with you tonight not them." I say as she looks taken back a little and smiles at me in a sweet way that just makes me want to kiss her.
"Yeah you are." She says in a low voice. Everyone was in their class and out of the hallways. I inched myself closer and she turned away and whispered "You have a girlfriend."
"I'm sorry." I say.
"Don't be..come on lets go inside." She said opening the door.
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Our next class was our last one Volly ball.
We all had fun and played around Santana watched me from the sidelines as she showed new cheers to the cheerios.
"So did you have fun?" I asked as we walked out of the locker room.
"Yeah! You and Sam are insane together!" She laughed.
"So where are you heading?" I asked.
"I guess home." she said.
"No way! you should come over with me and try out for glee club!" I smile.
"I don't know I'm not really a singer." She said shyly.
"Yeah your probably doing her a favor." Santana said walking beside me.
"Santana." I grumbled. "Don't listen to her, it's fun and umm..fun!" I say smiling
"I'll think about it." she said.
Santana scoffed and walked off down the hall.
"Don't mind her." I say.
"I won't cause your not going out with her tonight your going out with me." she said to me.
My throat dried up "So what ime should I pick you up?" I asked opening her car door for her.
"Umm hows eight?" she asked getting in. I checked to make sure nothing was hanging out and shut her door for her.
"Sounds great, where do you live?" I asked.
"On 9205 Oakmont street." she said.
I nodded and said "So it's a date?" I asked.
She smiled looking down "Your breaking up with her right?" she asked in a low voice.
"I have too." I say.
Quinn looked up at me questionably. "All in good time Fabray." I say. "I'll be their at eight O'clock on the dot." I lean in to kiss her cheek. "Bye."
"Bye." she blushed. I heard her turn the ignition on and back up slowly. She waved at me and drove off.
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When I walked in the choir room I sat next to Santana. "Why do you keep hanging around that Fabray girl? And why do you still have that crap wrapped around your hands?" she asked me.
"Ohh haha" I chuckle taking off the gauze. except my wrist.
"Why not the wrist too?" she asked "Because it looks cool." I say smiling.
Santana just chuckled and kissed my cheek "I love you." she whispered.
"I love you too." I say trying so hard not to cry. "Remember that Santana." I say.
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I parked in front of the Fabray house a minute early. To just figure out how in the world I can be with her and not hurt Santana. I look at the clock It's 8. It's too late I already have.
I sigh getting out of my car and walk up to the porch. I knock and hear her running down the stairs, but when the door opens it's not her it's her mom, who has deep blue eyes. Which is odd since Quinn has hazel. Speaking of the angel herself "Here she is." I say out loud. Making her blush, and I see Mrs Fabray look back at her pleading daughter.
"Hello, Mrs Fabray, Quinn." I nod to her.
"Come in, and please call me Judy." Mrs Fabray says politely.
"Yes mam." I say walking past her.
"Ah ah it's Judy. Mam makes me feel old." she laughs. "Please have a seat."
"Mom." Quinn groans.
"I just want to talk to her dear, that's all." Judy says getting Quinn to sit beside her.
"I am so sorry." Quinn says shaking her head.
"Don't be I would love to get to know your mother." I say.
"Would you now." Judy smiled. "See that Quinn she wants to."
"Mom!" Quinn pleads.
"Okay, okay. Rachel what are your intentions with my daughter?' she asks taking me completely off guard.
"I would love to catch her when she falls completely head over heals in love with me." I say looking in Quinn's eyes.
"Well I hope you will." Judy says watching her daughters expression.
"I will, I can promise you that." I say.
Judy stood up "Well you two have fun." she smiled at me and walked around the coffee table taking me in a hug I've never felt before. A mothers hug.
"Please don't hurt her." she whispered in my ear.
"I wouldn't dream of it." I whisper back.
Quinn still stood where she was with the same shocked expression, but a good shock.
Judy smiled at me then said "Well come on now sweetie, don't be rude!"
Quinn and I were at the door when I asked "Would you like anything back Judy?"
"Ohh no it's quiet alright thank you." She smiled.
"Are you sure they make a mean pecan pie." I grin.
"Well when you put it that way!" she laughed. Then kissed Quinn goodbye. She watched as I opened the door for Quinn and drove off.
"Head over heels in love with you huh?" Quinn asked smirking as I stopped at a stop light.
"No." I say and Quinn's smile falters "You messed it up you forgot I said I intend to catch you when you fall hopelessly in love with me."
Quinn smiled and chuckled "You said 'I would love to catch her when she falls completely head over heals in love with me.'"
I laughed "Nobody likes a smart ass Fabray." She laughed.
Once we got to the dinner I opened up the door for her and walked her to the door opening it.
We sat down and ordered and got our drinks.
"So tell me what your life it like." I say. I had been dieing to know everything about the blonde.
"What do you wanna know?" she asked smirking.
"Everything." I say back.
"Well I used to go to a private christian girls school, but my dad left me and my mom, and my mom couldn't pay tuition any more so we moved here to get away from everthing there." Quinn said.
"Why did he leave?" I asked.
"He had an affair with a tattoo bimbo." she said.
"Ahh so he pulled a Jesse James huh?" I asked.
"Yup." she said.
"How is your mom okay with you being a" I say and she finishes.
"A lesbian? Well I told her and that's another reason my dad left he didn't want a gay daughter." she said looking down. "What about you?" she asked.
"Well I grew up being very opened minded. My fathers are gay men. They adopted me when I was a baby." I say back.
"Wow really what are their names?" she asked.
"Johna and Jim." I smiled.
"What do they do?' she asked me.
"Well my dad Johna is a pediatrician, and my dad Jim works at a law firm." I say.
Quinn smiled "Did you ever have a hard time?"
"Yes, but that's when Santana helped me she would beat up any one who messed with me. Then when we came to high school people never say a thing...well at least not to our face." I chuckle.
Our food came and we ate and talked, learning more and more about eachother. Once I paid the bill which we argued about for like two minutes. I opened the car door for her driving her home.
I walked her to her door. "I had a really great time with you tonight." she smiled.
"So did I." I grinned back.
We stood in an awkward silence when she said "Well I guess I'll see you tomorrow."
"Quinn?" I called out.
"Yes?' she asked me as I stood face to face with her.
"Can I kiss you?" I asked.
She blushed looking down and nodded slowly.
I took in a deep breath hearing her heart beat at hyper speed or maybe that was mine?
I lifted her chin meeting her the rest of the way and lightly kiss her on the lips. I had to stop myself by placing my forehead against hers. Breathing in her insanely additive sent.
"You smell amazing." I sigh out loud.
She giggled "Um thank you, you smell amazing too." she grinned.
"I'll..I'll see you tomorrow." I say backing up and hugging her.
She chuckled as we let go and kissed my cheek whispering 'goodnight.' and left.
I stood their in a daze then walked to my car turning it on and thought to myself. "That's my soul mate." I grinned and drove off into the night.