just a little poem-like-thing i wrote for samara, purely out of random. it just sort of came to me, well, maybe it doesn't make sense and it isn't like her, but just enjoy.
paper rings, tear me apart
watch the sun come up, i'll smile and believe
for a second things could be as they should
daddy won't scream and mommy won't cry
the horses won't tear down their stalls make me want to die
make me want to cry, i can't can't close my eyes
all in front of me, i have to see
paper rings, tear me apart
twilight comes, another day goes by
am i in a void?
is this the truth?
bring me blue skies and moon pies
days days when the rain will fall and i'll think
think of you won't be blue
bruised black and blue by daddy
he hates me hates hatehatehatehate
guess what sammy hates herself
she can't understand
why was i born this way?
born to live and then you die
not me, i cry
not me, never me, i can't ever die
paper rings, tear me apart
go on forever, tear me apart
peppermint pixies, tear me apart
sunshiney sweetness, tear me apart
bring me evidence of what must be
tear me apart
i broke and you paid,
that you see is the law of the universe
live by, i live by, if you could call it
living and dying but i can never die
can't ever cry
at least when i sleep i can dream, she said
but i can't sleep can't dream
they just hate me hate and destroy
destruit me destroy destroy
broken toy i'm your pretty doll
dress me up march me in
behind these eyes maybe you see
i'm as messed up as can be
i wish i knew beauty but beauty is truth
and i know no truth to find truth
live and learn i can do neither
i'm a zombie with no meaning no purpose
i shouldn't be alive
mortals, don't understand how good they have it
life is more beautiful because they're doomed
any second could be their last
i wish i had that…
paper rings, tear me apart
broken hearts, tear me apart
black suns and acid rain, tear me apart
running water, tear me apart
screaming horses, tear me apart
i wish it weren't like this, i didn't ask
meant to be meant to be
please just let me be
i want to be free