Months have passed by after the Slade incident. And I feel some what empty and alone. Digg is busy with Lyla and the little digglet and I honestly couldn't be more happy for them. Laurel and Oliver didn't wast any time getting back together after evey thing that had happened. I'm not going to lie it kill to see them together after what Oliver said, but let's face it I never had a chance when it came Laurel Lance and Oliver Queen. The only upside to this is that everyone in the office has seem to be nicer and are believing me when I tell them noting ever happened between me and Oliver everything is some what getting back to normal... but it still hurts.

Know one can see through the fake smiles it hurts to think that after two long years of working together he would be able to tell when I'm lying. Dick doesn't even have to see me to know that am not okay and that everything is slowly starting to get to me. I've been talking to my cousin that lives in Gotham more often then not. We never saw each other much growing up but we were always close he always called when I was at MIT and I called to help him through his parents death. Other then my mother he was always there in anyway he could he is my cousin but like my older brother.


We were going under cover again to stop a drug ring. I was wearing a tight fitted skirt and a red button up top that was tucked in with black heals and red lip stick. The drug rings cover was at a local bar. I just finished putting on my ear peace when I heard. " Are you sure Felicity you two don't have to do this" I was Diggle obviously. "It's fine Laurel has never been in the field with up before she need some one that I knows what they are doing.. Um ... I mean you know that your doing so does Oliver .. I just meant with"" Felicity I know what you meant." He said with a soft smile "Can we just get this over with I just want to go home and eat mint chocolate ice cream."


in the bar

"Guys were is she she was so pose to be back by now " I asked into the ear peace

"just go look for her Felicity..NOW." Oliver said with anger in his voice that much was clear.

so I started to walk down the hallway to wards the back doors were Laurel so so pose to be. Once I get outside I hear a small voice for behind me "F-Felicity" I turn to see Laurel tear faced. "Laurel what happened are you okay god are you hurt?" "Felicity don't move please " she said in a shake voice. I turned around and saw a man with a gun "give me your bag NOW.. NOW!" He yelled I just backed up next to Laurel and then tossed him my bag "You have what you want now please let us go... We won't tell anyone" I tried to assure him. I took a step forwards with my hands up showing I meant no harm then BNAG... Was heard all around us. I was not sure what had happened one second im standing looking at the make the next I am trying to keep my eyes open while I hear familiar voices scream and call for help then it all went black.


At the hospital Oliver's P.O.V

I'm walking up and down the hall way in the ER. I just finished cleaning my hands of her blood. I promised that I wouldn't let her get hurt. But that's what happened and I can't help but think that it was all my fault. I love her what I said to her at the Mansion wasn't a lie but she could never be with me. She's too good for me. I love Laurel too I always have and will she is what kept me going on the island. But I can't help but think if I were to loose Felicity I might loose part of myself too. I walk up to Laurel to give her a assuring kiss. Then I look up to see Diggle, Thea and Roy all there and they were walking up to something behind me, I looked at the doctor. " , we were able to keep her stable, She had lost a lot of blood if we didn't get to her when we did we might have lost her. She is very lucky" "when will be able to see she!"Thea asked the two have become very close after Thea came back home. "You all can go now, she won't be able for a few hours, excuse me I have to call he next of kin.

Gotham City

Everything was right in Gotham and in Wayne Manor. The major criminals in the city have been captured and everyone in the city was safe. In Wayne manor we there was a dinner. Being held by Bruce, the conversation was light with the mayor and commissioner talking about a gala to raise money for the city and it's police force. Everything was put to a halt when my cell phone began to ring. Planing on ignoring the call i apologized for its disruption when I looked at the caller I.d. I felt my heart drop and face turn white. I did not ask if it was alright for me to talk the call at the table. The line was silent for a moment and I looked up to see everyones eyes on me all filed with worry. "Hello is this Dick Grayson." "Yes it is who is speaking" I say trying to keep my voice strong. "This is doctor Scott. I'm calling because you are marked as Miss. Felicity Smoak's next of kin" " yes what happened to her?" I asked trying to stay calm " she was sent in because of a gun shot wound to the abdomen. We were able to keep her stable but she lost a lot of blood. would you be able to make it out to sterling anytime soon?" "Yes I'll get there soon,bye." Was all I said before I hung up. I look to Bruce ignoring the other looks of confusion and said "can I use the jet?" "Yes" I was about to get up and leave when Bruce asked me "Dick what happened" I look at the door I so desperately needed to get to and said. " My cousin Felicity.. I'm.. She was shot earlier tonight they were able to keep her. Stable." "The jet should be ready now if you need anything ask." "Bruce.. Is it alright if she stays Hereford a while?" I ask "there is no easy in hell I'm leaving he in starling now." "I'll get a room reach be safe." "Thank you" with that I left to get the last family I had left .