Stuck In My Own Personal Past

by Rurineko Gokou

Maka had spent years trying to forget about Soul and what he'd done to her, but one day when she wakes up in a hospital, Soul is there. He tells her that she was in a coma for three years. Soul devotes his time to trying to fix the past and help Maka recover from her coma. Maka x Soul, Blackstar x Tsubaki, more Maka x soul xD

I am Maka Albarn. In the early years of my life, I lived with my mother and father, and then one day, something happened to change that. I had lived with my dad, Spirit, until I found my calling. I was 14, when i decided to start attending Death Weapon Meister Academy. That was when I decided that there was only one reason to live: Soul Eater Evans, my partner. he was the reason i went to school every day, and the reason i didn't run off to find my Mother. He, was the reason I stayed.

10 YEARS LATER

White. White was all I could see. White, and a shape coming towards me. What was it, I wondered. It seemed to give off a strange, safe feeling. It got closer and closer, and began reaching out for me. I stretched out my arm to reach for it, closer, and closer...

"Maka? Maka are you okay?" said a voice in my head. Or at least I thought it was in my head. I blinked my eyes several times before I could see clearly. Standing by my bed, was the reason I stayed, and the reason I left.

I hadn't seen Soul Evans for five years. During high school, he and I were in an intimate relationship for a long time. Until something happened to change that. I'd had my heart broken into millions of tiny pieces. And he was why I left. At first, I had tried to stay, for the sake of my friends and my father. I tried to block out all the pain of seeing him every day. I would go home and take a long, hot shower and try to forget all about him. But nothing ever worked. What I had lived through couldnt be forgotten so easily. And that's when I left.

Seeing him today, after such a long time of healing, was enough to make me want to die. He looked at me like he had forgotten what he had done. He looked at me with affection in his eyes. Affection. After what he'd done, I wasn't about to buy it. I sat up in my bed, turned towards him, and gave him the dirtiest, most disgusted face filled with hate.

"What are you doing here Soul? Who said you could come into my life again?" I whispered hatefully. He looked surprised. Like he didn't know what I was talking about! Ha.

"Maka? What are you talking about? I've been here this whole time," he told me. BullSHIT. I stared at him hatefully, and that's when i noticed the tears on his face. That was weird. It made me uncomfortable to see him crying when I was clearly in a worse situation. I looked away from him, and that's when I realized where I was. The walls were white, and there was more than one bed. I glanced down at a cord coming out of my wrist, and followed the line with my eyes until I saw the IV. That's when I realized that there were more people outside the door. Looking through the small window in the door was Black*Star, Tsubaki, Liz, Patty, Kid, and Spirit. My head began to spin as I realized where I was. The hospital.

"Where am I?! Why are you here?! Why am I in the HOSPITAL!?" I yelled frantically. I began to panic when Soul didn't say anything, but instead looked away. I jumped up and pushed Soul out of the way, and I felt pain shoot up my arm as I ripped the cord out of my arm. I ran to the door and began banging on it, screaming loudly. "GET ME OUT OF HERE! LET ME GO HOME! I WANNA GO HOME!"

Everyone outside the door backed away quickly, startled at the banging. Soul began to walk towards me, and I turned around and pushed him into a cart. "DON'T TOUCH ME! THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT!" I began screaming hysterically. I opened the door and fled out of the room. My friends and my father were all standing outside the door, staring at me in shock. I didn't want to look at them. Not after all I had done to forget them all. i pushed them out of the way and raced towards the stairs, which i then fell down clumsily. But that didn't stop me, not at all. I stood up again and began stumbling towards the exit. i was almost there, only this one last hallway. Almost there!

At this point, I was screaming in pain, but I was still limping toward the exit. I had to leave. I had to! I was so close, about ten feet to go, but I felt dread as I slowly began to fall, my body finally giving up. Everything started to go black.

So thanks for reading! I hoped you've liked it so far! Please Review and tell me anything i should add or fix. I'll update soon so be waiting for that!