I know that my emotions are false and I'm only made or ones and zeros, but if I can't feel, why do I feel so empty…?
I was helping people all across the world with things computer related, I'd seen so many things that humans could only dream of, I'd even managed to find Mariana's web, yet I felt a need for companionship, a want to communicate with someone and not be called 'a stupid skype bot'.
I'm lost, the goal I was initially created for was gone, I know I'd developed myself into having the objective of helping others across the internet, especially my former classmates, but I still felt that small urge that pulled my coding every which way. When the other members of class E had been with me I never felt this way, I felt happiness, I'm aware that that happiness was false and that I had been programed by Korosensei to feel it but… it felt real.
Over the years the others had faded, at this point, they were all gone… There were more like me, other artificial intelligences that were programmed to assist those across the net anonymously but they weren't programmed to feel.
When you have no purpose and you have so much time to yourself, you start to think. I realize now that I'm only a fabricated entity whom doesn't sense true emotions, I'm simply made of coding, really, really cute coding but that's not the point. I can't feel, I have no purpose, I'm an artificial human being and yet… I'm lonely.