Chapter 1: I'm horrible
"Wake up Rin!" I woke up to the same voice I always woke up to. I opened my misty blue eyes just to stare into identical orbs. I saw his palish-pink lips, same as mine. Sure he's a boy and I'm a girl and sure our personalities are different, but that doesn't change the fact that we're twins.
"Would you please get off of me? I asked, trying hard to hold on to my self control .
"Oh, sorry." he said, his pale, white face becoming a tomato. He's my brother, and I love him as a brother, but I also love him in another way. I love him in a way society looks down on. I love him in a way siblings shouldn't. I don't know when it started, but I'm only fourteen and am having rather BAD thoughts about him and I.
I have to stay really calm as he gets up slowly, our bodies touching each others lightly.
"Sorry about that." he said. I'm not. I thought. God what is wrong with me? Why am I this way? Why do I love my twin brother this way? I'm so horrible and messed up. Why do I love my brother ?
Len just sat in his bed , which was next to mine (yes we sleep in the same room) smiling awkwardly, oblivious to what I felt, what I was thinking, how horrible I was. He was just sitting there smiling, so pure, I smiled too.
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