Title: I cry
Author: Ash (AshletX512@aol.com)
Summary: Mid-ep "30 years," a Will introspection
Spoilers: If you haven't seen "30 years, " you'll probably be confused, but it's not really a spoiler.
A/N: Just thought of this and I had to write it. Bear with me, I did this in 10 minutes and had no beta.
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I cry.
I cry for a different reason than the obvious.
I cry, with blood streaming out of my mouth and onto my CIA issue sweater, and with this god-awful contraption in my mouth. He probably thinks I cry because it hurts.
Though he thinks I cry because I am weak, he is not truly correct.
I cry because I finally understand.
I cry because I know now why Sydney once came home and flinched whenever she drank something cold. Why she lied and told us she tripped down the stairs and lost her tooth. Because I was stupid enough to believe her.
I cry because this guy obviously loves his job and she probably has to deal with this evil side of the world everyday. And I brushed off her job as a pointless obsession. That I pressured her to quit.
I cry because she had shed so many tears to me, but in a similar situation than I am in, she would probably bravely retort that the circumference is 2πr if asked the same question.
I cry because she has to be stronger than me and can't cry.
I cry because I know that my disappearance has probably caused her to shed tears.
I cry because I know she is probably risking her life to save me.
I cry because she shouldn't have to.
I cry because even though they said they wanted me alive, I'm worried she won't find me that way. Worried that it will destroy her.
I cry because I know there is no one else like her.
I cry because of her.
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What did you think?
~Ash
Author: Ash (AshletX512@aol.com)
Summary: Mid-ep "30 years," a Will introspection
Spoilers: If you haven't seen "30 years, " you'll probably be confused, but it's not really a spoiler.
A/N: Just thought of this and I had to write it. Bear with me, I did this in 10 minutes and had no beta.
()()()()()
I cry.
I cry for a different reason than the obvious.
I cry, with blood streaming out of my mouth and onto my CIA issue sweater, and with this god-awful contraption in my mouth. He probably thinks I cry because it hurts.
Though he thinks I cry because I am weak, he is not truly correct.
I cry because I finally understand.
I cry because I know now why Sydney once came home and flinched whenever she drank something cold. Why she lied and told us she tripped down the stairs and lost her tooth. Because I was stupid enough to believe her.
I cry because this guy obviously loves his job and she probably has to deal with this evil side of the world everyday. And I brushed off her job as a pointless obsession. That I pressured her to quit.
I cry because she had shed so many tears to me, but in a similar situation than I am in, she would probably bravely retort that the circumference is 2πr if asked the same question.
I cry because she has to be stronger than me and can't cry.
I cry because I know that my disappearance has probably caused her to shed tears.
I cry because I know she is probably risking her life to save me.
I cry because she shouldn't have to.
I cry because even though they said they wanted me alive, I'm worried she won't find me that way. Worried that it will destroy her.
I cry because I know there is no one else like her.
I cry because of her.
()()()()()()
What did you think?
~Ash