A/N I though – why not publish all of my stories at once… will at least give me more motivation to continue them… XP

"This was the best Spring Break ever!" I exclaimed happily as I laid down at our meadow facing him.

He smiled that heartbreaking smile at me and murmured a low 'mm'. Looking at him right now I was grateful for all the time we spent together making me almost a perfectionist when it came to blocking him from my mind.

"I hate when you do that" he complained.

I chuckled and shrugged before looking up at the gray sky. I wasn't ready for him to know that I loved him more then just a simple best friend. Even through I knew he would without a doubt reject me it was getting harder and harder to contain myself. I loved him, and I wanted him to know. It was as simple as that.

"I wish that Rosie had been able to go with us on the road trip" I said after a while of comfortable silence.

"I know, she wanted to, but you know how it is with the family and shit…but at least you got to drive the Vanquish – do you know how much shit Rose would have given me if she found out?" as he said the last part he went to a fit of laughter making me join.

"You know that that sexy Aston Martin V12 Vanquish is mine the minute I officially get my license?"

"If we go to Las Vegas the same weekend"

"Deal"

I would fallow him to the end of the world if he let me. Gosh! I sound as such a girl! If we ever would be in a relationship I would refuse to be the girl in it- he was the one who glittered so it had to be him, right?

"Why are you smiling and frowning at the same time"

I turned my head towards him.

"Still can't read my mind?" I asked bemused.

"Sometimes I wished I never told you about my ability ", he whined.

"Naw! Your poor little thing can use your little curse on me so you always have to complain about it" I said with fake concern.

"Shut up, Jake!" he said with fake anger and pushed me lightly on the shoulder.

"You know you love me" as a friend I added mentally still blocking my thoughts from him.

He didn't say anything, but his bemused smile and warm eyes said plenty as he slowly shifted his gaze back up to the sky.

"I wished our families didn't hate each other so we didn't have to sneak around as through we were criminals when we are just friends…" I sights absentmindedly letting my mind shield drop.

Edward didn't say a word while having that indifferent face he always had when we came into this subject refusing to meet my gaze. I wished he would just tell me what the secret behind the stupid vendetta. I knew hat he heard me, but as expected he pretended he hadn't.

"It will probably rain soon" he commented after a long while.

"It's Forks – if it doesn't rain something is seriously wrong" I scoffed.

"I still can't make myself sleep with humans" Edward said from no where.

"You know what happened with Melinda wasn't really your fault – right?"

It had gone two months since Edward slept with anyone beside Tanya or Irina. I didn't really know how to react to this fact. I was reveled in some since knowing that he wasn't sleeping around a much as before, but what if this went on further my chances with him – as small as they already were – would become nothing because of Edwards new found fears of intimacy with humans.

Even the way he touched me now days was with so much delicacy it was ridicules.

"It was! If I hadn't-"

"Please if you want to start with that self loathe, pity and the guilt party take it as far away from me as possible, and let us just agree to disagree on this argument knowing how we are both pig heads"

"You're a dick – you know that?"

"And you're such and emo – get over it!"

"Tell me what happening on the rez" Edward said softly after laughing at the accusations we gave each other knowing that they were both true.

"Well Quil is still pitifully trying to get Amber Whites attention, Embry got caught by his mom smoking a joint and is grounded and do you remember me telling you how Sam Uley just disappeared a month ago?-"

"You never told me" Edward interrupted.

"Guess I forgot – but anyways his back and acting as though he fucking owns the place refusing to tell anybody where he has been. He freaking looks as though he is on steroids and the Elders treat him as through he was some type of God or something!" I laughed as I imagined people at the rez bowing and asking 'all mighty' Sam to protect them against the deadly rain failing to notice the dark face E was making.