Dear Edward;
I love you
~ Bella

Smoke
heat
scorching
more smoke.
The crib, tattered remains.

My dearest Bella
I love you always.
~ Edward.

Nessie,
where is she?
I've got to get out of here.
Flames dance in reality as well as in my dreams

Dear Alice,
Don't spend all Jasper's money.
~ Bella

Swirls
White hot light
no merciful numbness
Why am I still here?

Dear Best friend Bella
I won't, I'll look out for him
~ Alice

Dress billowing
Memory
I still smell smoke
Burning stars

Dear Nessie
I'll talk to you in the wind
~ Bella

Scream
ashes
Broken glass
Red anger in my veins
Blue and fruity bruises blooming on skin and heart.

Dear Mommy
I'll listen for you in the silence
~ Nessie

Fresh agony exploding
searing
the oh so pretty colours that leave such a bite

Dear Jasper
I'll be by your side
~ Bella

Faith and logic don't matter
it's all the same bank of the river

Dear darlin' Bella
I'll be by your heart
~ Jasper

Ghost's of fantasy's
Yet even more smoke drifting into the night
There's that blood stained crib again

Dear Rosalie
Stay blonde, you hot bitch
~ Bella

Concocted desires trying to be overwhelmed
Why can't I go back?
Back to the end of beginning

Dear Bestest friend for everest
Stay brunette, you sexy whore
~ Rose

Scorching
blistering
Fuck What the hell is keeping me here?

Dear Esme
Keep me on your mind
~ Bella

I can't speak any more
My throat feels remorse
I will rule my land as a mute

Dear my lovely Bella
You're always on my mind
~ Esme

But what is a queen without a king
as a castle without a knight
My lips are without water
The pain is numbing,
dulling my nerves
frying my reflexes

Dear Emmett
Never forget you, big brother
~ Bella

No pain anymore
That damn crib is still in the damn corner
I can't see anything
Falling and Fractured

Dear little sister Bella
As is I could for get you
~ Emmett

Kisses of fire
fury
always here never any where else
stuck

Dear Carlisle
Save lives, doc.
~ Bella

Melted spine
Cracked skull
electric pulses

Dear heroic daughter
I'll save them because of you
~ Carlisle

I try to remember why I'm here and my mind won't let me
the crib has gone
Everybody's gone.

I try to cry; I can't.

The dead can't cry.