Hello to everyone. It is good to be back. I am so sorry that I was gone for so long. I am back for good but you all have to be patient because I am in my last year of college and I am very busy. I promise to do my best with the updates and also be patient with the grammar Spanish is my main language so any error you can tell but keep that in mind.

Let's get this show on the road.

Since I always like to know:

Bella and Jasper: 27

Edward: 32

Emmet and Rosalie: 28

Alice: 25

I Don't own Twilight

Dress: Checked.

Veil: Checked.

Shoes: Checked.

Bouquet: Checked.

Hair and Makeup: Checked.

So everything is ready all I need is go to Church and finish getting ready.

-C-

"God I can't believe you are late" Alice said to me the moment I arrived at the church.

"I know I am sorry there was a lot of traffic" I said to her.

"I don't care you should have gotten earlier out your apartment. Is a very important day" she said

"But I am here now, just calm down"

-C-

Walking down the aisle was nerve wracking. I have never been more nervous in my life. All those months of planning, meetings, tasting, sleepless nights, trying to make everything look right -just perfect- have finally come to an end because and when I saw the Jasper's face of happiness when he saw Alice his soon to be wife walking down the aisle towards him it was all worth it.

He looked so full of joy, like he was going to burst with happiness.

I remember the day I met him when I went to school in NYU to study English Literature and he was studying American History. We met in our first semester through friends hanging out and going to study groups. We are so similar in some ways- mellow, calm people.

We quickly became best friends and where there for each other through the bad times. Like when my parents died in my second year of college or when his brother James died of drug abuse.

It was hard when he made the decision of going to Chicago to do his master and I was left in New York on my own.

He was the only family I had left. My parents didn't give me any siblings and they were from small families themselves. So he was all I had. We would make trips to see each other during the holidays but I still felt lonely and having a body against me at night wasn't enough to keep me warm.

I remember two years ago when he called that he had met this tiny pixie fairy like girl named Alice and told me about how lovely and bubbly she was. I would have never guess that two years later he was going to marry her – another thing that he and I had in common was the we were not the settling type; we believed in love sure, did we wanted that for each other, that all consuming love: YES but we were not in a hurry so it was a surprise when he called me about advice for a engagement ring.

At first I had my reservations but when she made my friends face look like that – even when sometimes she was not dress up - I had to love her too.

The first time I met Alice was for Christmas. I had come to Chicago to spend it with Jasper but he was also having it with the Cullen's. She had just attacked me in a massive hug; I couldn't believe that someone so small could give such hugs. She was graceful, her clothes where impeccable - they looked so expensive and of the latest season- her hair was shiny black, her eyes were a brilliant shade of blue, and her parents house was enormous, it was a mansion but beneath all of that they were the nicest most caring people I had ever met in my life.

Esme Cullen was an amazing caring mother, Carlisle Cullen was a doting father, her brother Emmet was a giant care bear and her sister in law Rosalie was Rosalie. She wasn't the nicest person to me when I first meet her but she warmed up to you, she is leal to a flaw and if you are on her good side she becomes you warrior.

Any doubt that I might have had or worry for my friend's welfare went away the minute I met this family. They were so was amazing that I kind of wanted to take Jasper's place and marry Alice myself.

So here I was celebrating their love and union to one another but I was also attending personal matters. I was moving to Chicago myself. I had gotten a job with jasper's help in the University of to teach English.

After the "I do's", kisses and congratulations we moved to the reception. Everything was covered in pink but not in sickly pepto bismol kind of way but it looked beautiful and stylish – that was another characteristic about Cullen women they had amazing taste.

When Alice showed me the dress I was kind of ugh. I am not a pink person but the minute I tried it on it was perfect, Rosalie has the same dress as she was the maid of honor but she altered to fit her belly as she was 6 months pregnant but she still looked stunning.

"Hey" came the voice of my best friend "want to dance?"

"Are you crazy" I said to him "do you want to spend your wedding night in the hospital? I don't think Alice will appreciate that"

"Come on, it won't be that bad" he said

He grabbed my unwilling hand and took me to the dance floor to dance with me or as good as can be done with me.

"So are you excited about your new job" he asked me

"Yeah" I answered "can't wait terrorized the students, like the teachers did to us in college"

He laughed "Are you seeing anyone?"

"If I were seeing anyone I would have stayed in New York" I said

"Alice knows some nice single guys if you are interested"

I looked at him incredulously "Really" I said "you want to fix me up on a blind date with someone. I can get dates on my own. I do not need your help"

"I know Bella, I just… I am so happy I want that for you and…"

I interrupted him "And I will get it or maybe is not for me but I have to be patient and don't want to marry the first guy I see"

"Ok, Bella" he said to me "but at least when was the last time you had sex?"

"Are you really asking me that? You want me to have a one night stand. I thought you were my brother and I was a little sister to you and you are giving me this kind of advice. You want me to have that?" I told him with a sense of outrage and anger

"That came out wrong. I just want you to be happy and find love"

"And I will"

"Yes but you don't seen very enthused"

"You know what let's not worry about me. It's your wedding day. How are you feeling? How does it feel different being married?" I asked

"I feel" he said in a dreamy voice "so happy" he then looked at Alice, who was chatting with Rosalie trying to feel her niece "you know we want to have a baby"

I almost choked on my spit and said "WHAT?"

"Sssshhh" he shushed me "don't tell anybody but she is already of the pill and stuff. We are going to start on our honeymoon. Maybe we will come back with a honeymoon baby"

He looked so blissful saying those words and was probably dreaming of Alice pregnant and a little blond haired blue eyed baby girl that I just couldn't put him down for it. I couldn't tell him that he was being crazy.

"I am happy for you. Really" I said to him "Congratulations on your wedding. I hope you have a good, exciting honeymoon and a happy marriage"

"Thanks, Bella. It means a lot to me" He said giving me a hug "You will always be my number one girl"

"Sorry to interrupt" sais Esme "but we are getting ready to leave"

"Oh, Ok. Well I guess this is goodbye. I will see you in a couple of weeks Bella" He said holding me tight.

"Bye. Have fun"

He left in search of Alice to say a round of goodbye and they soon left after.

-C-

As I was sitting there watching everybody around me hugging and laughing with their loved ones I began to feel depressed. So I did the only thing I could think of… I went to the free open bar to drown my sorrows in tequila.

After my fight shot I started feeling a more relaxed and confident about myself. I was not stupid I knew they were the effects of the alcohol. That is why they call "liquid courage".

On my way to the fifth somebody sat next to me. I started to feel peaceful. The smell coming from the person next to me was so enticing. It was musky, and citricy with a hint of some kind of flower and it was just all men.

As I turn to see who it was I came to face the most insanely gorgeous man I have ever seen. The first I took notice was his hair, the color was so strange was it brown? Red? A mixture of both? Then I move to his eyes were so green I almost thought they were contacts. His lips OMG, they were sinful and they had that hint of a smile, almost like a smirk. I looked down to see the rest of his body and again OMG, OMG, OMG. I wanted to fuck him, right here, right now, in front of everybody so they would know what I did and no other women would touch him again.

I knew that some part of what I was thinking had to do with the alcohol I had consumed and couldn't stop my train of thought.

As I came back to his face it was obvious that he knew that I was devouring him with my mind but he was also doing the same to me.

"Edward" he said extending his hand. His voice was so husky and smooth that it made me wet and I knew that if he wanted he could make me come by his voice alone. All the sex thinking made me think about his package.

In my mental musing I realized that I had lasted to long to respond so I quickly said "Bella" extending my hand.

When my hand touched his it was as if something had exploded inside me. Everything about this man called to me. I was like we were meant to be. I had to have him.

My conversation with Jasper came to mind. All that talk about love, marriage, babies, sex. So I took a risk and told him "Want to go to my room"

He looked shocked and surprised that I was being so forward and daring he must have found it disgusting because he made a move to stand up but I soon realized that he was standing up to give me a hand so we could go to my room.

That is chapter one. They were some small changes but nothing big. Hope you guys liked it.