Note: This was supposed to be a one shot but it kinda started to write itself and now it's way too long to be a one shot.

So I supposed it's a two shot. Three shot max. LOL.

Enjoy and please review. I love them!

BTW I own nothing. Please don't sue me, I'm poor.

{Edward}

"mmm.." She murmured in her sleep. She buried her face farther into my chest and I instinctively pulled her closer. She moaned and I let out a shaky breath. It was getting harder and harder to lay here. In her bed. Our bodies pressed so close together. I could feel myself getting harder by the minute. Unfortunately the harder I got the more intense her dream seemed to get. Another moan and this time she ground her hips into mine. The pressure doing wonderful things to my erection. I would have to do something to relieve the tension soon. I bit my lower lip, a habit I learned from Bella and reached down my pants.

Carefully I rapped my hand around my cock and started stroking slowly. It took every ounce of my strength to suppress my groan of pleasure. In my mind I flashed to my favorite fantasy of Bella and me.

We're in the meadow. The flowers are in full bloom. The air is crisp and clean. I'm sitting in the grass. My palms behind me. My pants around my ankles. My shirt carelessly unbuttoned. Bella's on top of me. Her clothes are thrown in every direction. Our eyes are locked. Her breast flopping up and down in my face as my perfect girl bounces and impales herself on my rock solid cock over and over again. Her breath is ragged and her cheeks are flushed. I catch one of her nipples with my mouth and suck it softly. She whimpers my name as one of her hands snakes its way down her stomach and to her clit. I suckle her as she strokes herself. She's milking me of all my control. My love for this frail human about to burst out my chest as my tool twitches and throbs within her.

In my fantasy I'm about to come. In reality I could feel myself slipping. My dick pulsed in my hand as I increased the pace. My eyes closed tight as I concentrated on the fantasy. On the look of pure bliss on my love's face. The smell of her sex. The feel of her juices dripping down my shaft.

I was so close. I heard Bella moan again and that was it. I shot my seed all over the inside of my pants.

I opened my eyes tentatively and exhaled a deep sigh. Bella was still fast asleep and I found myself snuggling closer to my girl. Her dream seemed to calm down and I smiled to myself when I noticed the wet spot in her pants. I hoped that her dream was as good for her as it was for me.

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{Bella}

I opened my eyes and let them adjust to the early morning light that drifted through my blinds. Lifting my head I gazed up at my perfect boyfriend. He was doing his version of sleeping. Keeping his breathing deep and even with his eyes closed. Usually as soon as I stirred he awoke with me. This morning he seemed content to prolong his fantasies which suited me fine. I needed time to think.

That night I had the most wonderful dream. Edward and I were on an island all alone. We had this huge house all to ourselves. But instead of utilizing one of the many bedrooms we were on the beach laying on a towel. Edward was carefully undoing the tie straps to my bikini and I was running my hands up and down his perfect marble chest. He looks me in the eye. The love and devotion that gazes out at me is breathtaking and I feel my eyes mist up. He kisses me deeply on the mouth then trails kisses down my jaw and my neck. He pauses briefly at one of my nipples and kisses it softly before trailing more searing kisses down my stomach and into the curls of my sex.

His tongue is circling my clit and his fingers are about to probe my insides when something disrupts my dream.

I became aware of a swift motion near my hips and my groggy eyes opened to find Edward's eyes slammed shut. I followed the contours of his arms and realize that his hands are down his pants and he's pleasuring himself fiercely. I didn't know what to feel. I felt embarrassed that I had barged in on his private time. I was aroused at the thought of his petrified wood so close to my wet waiting pussy. But most of all I was confused. Confused because Edward didn't seem to want sex to be a part of our relationship. At least not yet. Yet here he was jerking off in my bed while I had a wet dream about him.

The lack of sex in our relationship was starting to annoy me but I never pushed it because I didn't want Edward to be upset. I didn't want him to feel like all the other amazing things he brought to my life were silly compared to physical expression. I always thought that Edward was perfectly happy without sex. Maybe I was wrong. Maybe Edward was just as frustrated as I was. Maybe he just needed a push to help him get over his fears.

Maybe.

I was so lost in thought that I didn't notice when Edward's eyes opened. Just one second he was sleeping the next he was gazing at me. All the love and tenderness in the world shining through his golden eyes. I smiled at him brightly and he twirled a piece of my hair around his finger.

"Morning." He murmured into my ear. The huskiness of his voice and his close proximity sent images of last nights dream and the real life experience of him beating his meat coursing through my head. I felt my loins stir and blushed when I realized that my boy shorts were already wet.

Edward reached out and touched my blushing cheek with his cool fingertips. A soft smile played on his lips. "I guess I was dreaming." I said meekly.

"I know." For a moment I wanted to mention his late night dreaming as well. But I stopped myself. I knew Edward too well. If he felt that his actions were rude or vulgar in any way he'd be embarrassed and I'd lose any opportunity to advance our relationship.

"I'm sorry." I whispered. "That must not have been easy for you." He tried to keep his expression even but I could see the wanting deep in his eyes.

"It was fine." He smiled. I smiled in return but inside my head was reeling.

All through school I formulated my plan.

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{Edward}

The next day was just like any other day. School droned on. Bella and I went for a ride into the outskirts of town then I dropped her off safely at her doorstep. I watched in the tranquility of the woods as she made her father dinner and they caught up on the latest town gossip.

At ten o' clock sharp I gracefully climbed through her window and once again I was whole.

At some point Bella drifted off to sleep. Her upper body pressed to my chest, her legs entangled in mine. I sighed to myself and vowed there would not be a repeat of last night. It was a huge risk I took pleasuring myself in her bed. At any moment she could have woken up and caught me. Would she be disgusted? Repulsed? Aroused? I pushed the thought away and closed my eyes. In my head I thought the same silly thoughts I had every night. I imagined what would happen after graduation. I imagined going to college again. This time with my girl on my arm. Flashes of Bella and I living together danced before my eyes. Me getting down on one knee, asking her to be my wife. Our wedding. How beautiful she'd look in a soft white gown. Our wedding night...

I felt myself stiffen and groaned slightly. I could not deny how badly I wanted her but I could not deny the danger either. If I ever hurt my Bella I'd just die. Maybe not literally but emotionally. I'd cease to be a person. I'd be an empty shell of a man. My grim thoughts did nothing to dampen my arousal. The stimuli was simply too powerful. Her warmth, her scent, her proximity was all overwhelmingly pleasant and I had to fight the urge to reach down my pants.

Then she started dreaming. My first clue was the twitching. The small jerky movements she made as reality dissolved into fantasy. For the millionth time I wondered what she was dreaming. As if to answer my mental musings she moaned "Edward" I gulped as her hips bucked against mine. I felt so bad. She was obviously sexually frustrated. Guilt rushed through me as I agonized about not being able to please her.

"Edward." She growled more forcibly. This time I could not resist. I bucked my hips slightly so that my cock pressed again her tummy. The pressure felt wonderful. I groaned softly pulled my hips back and pressed forward again. I squeezed my eyes shut as again the pressure and warmth washed over my Johnson. A few more times I rocked my hips back and forth as my dick swelled to an uncomfortable firmness. Without thinking I unbuttoned my pants to release some of the discomfort. I bucked my lips again as my cock grow harder to accommodate its new found freedom. My fantasies took over my reason as I continued to dry hump my sleeping angel. Then suddenly I realized that Bella had stopped moaning. I popped my eyes open and my world stopped.

She was awake.

She was awake and she was watching me. Oh God! How much was she aware of? What did she hear? What did she feel? If I could have blushed I would be tomato red. "Bella..." I breathed.

"Shh..." She whispered lifting a finger to my lips. "Let me help." I froze as her small hands reached down my pants and wrapped around my tool. A million thoughts ran through my mind. I should move. I should stop her. I should go home. But I didn't. Instead I lay there. I took a deep breath as her warm fingers searched my shaft.

"Bella..." I groaned as she took a soft but firm hold on my tool and pulled it upward. "Ugghh..." I moaned.

I fought the pleasure she was giving me. My posture straight and my eyes wild. "Relax." She cooed. "I want to do this." She pumped my dick again and I ground my teeth together. This was so wrong. This should not be happening. I was an idiot. I should have just told her that it was too hard for me to sleep in the same bed as her anymore. Even as waves of pleasure crashed over me with her touch the more rational put of my brain was imploring me to run away.

But I couldn't. I just couldn't. So instead I exhaled a shaky breath, closed my eyes and tried to enjoy the sensations. She kissed my jaw softly and murmured sweet words into my chest as she beat my bishop.

I don't think I lasted three minutes. As the warmth of her touch increased the tension in my loins my mind again wondered to the meadow. My nipple in her mouth. Her cries of pleasure as my cock filled her again and again. Soon my breathing became ragged and I was mumbling her name. She increased her speed and I was overcome with a wave of stage fright. "Bella..." I murmured. "Bella, I'm gonna.. all over you..."

"Shh.." She whispered again. "I know." She thumped twice more and I lost it. My balls quivered and my stomach clenched as I launched into a violent orgasm. When I was done I was left gasping for air. I opened my eyes carefully afraid of what I would find. I gasped in amazement at the contented, serene look on my love's face. Her big brown eyes bright and happy. I smiled uneasily and tried to steady my breathing.

"Are you alright?" I asked. Did I reach out a grab her without knowing it? Did I hurt her? The fear crept back into my mind again as I studied her carefully.

She smiled sweetly. "I'm fine." She searched my eyes and I could see a glimmer of hope shining back in hers. "How are you?"

I thought about it for a moment? How was I? Bella was unscathed so my fear was minimal. I was a little embarrassed but the more rational part of my brain was telling me that this is what lovers did so I shouldn't be ashamed to have her see me at my most vulnerable.

"I feel good." I answered. I was genuinely surprised to find that I actually meant it.

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{Edward}

School the next day was a real challenge. Excuse the expression but my heart just wasn't in it. I wasn't in the mood for small talk or to pretend to fit in. I just wanted to be alone with my girl. I wanted to feel her beside me. To hear her tell me she loved me. I needed to know that everything was right between us.

Truth be told I was still rather conflicted about the events of the previous evening. I enjoyed it don't get me wrong. But I had so many emotions tumbling and fighting for my attention that my thoughts became an subconscious blob of questions and fears.

I just wanted the day to end so that Bella and I could have a frank discussion about the direction our relationship was headed.

Finally the last bell rang and we were free to leave. We walked hand in hand to my car and as soon as the door shut she turned to me. "Alright," She sighed. "Let me have it."

She hard tone had me completely confused. "Let you have what?"

"Edward," She started making her tone more calm this time. "You've been weird to me all day and I know why."

"You do?" Still totally lost.

"Yes. I do. And I know what you're going to say." She took a deep breath and studied her hands. I watched her helplessly as she agonized over her words. "You're going to tell me that last night was a mistake and it can't happen again. And that's fine." She declared with a ring of confidence in her voice. "But I just want you to know that I don't regret it. It was special and it meant a lot to me. I love you and I want you to be happy. And whether you'll admit it or not I know that you're just as frustrated as I am and I wanted to help. I wanted to please you."

I sat there stunned. "Did you enjoy it?" The words came out before I could sensor them. "Did you enjoy... touching me?"

She blushed my favorite crimson and nodded. "I enjoyed it very much."

The next question was one of utter importance. "Did I frighten you? At all?"

Her head snapped up and her eyes locked into mine. "No." She stated firmly. "Not for one minute."

My mind was in free fall. This was not the conversation I was planning on having but I supposed that fate had other plans. "Well, since you were honest with me, I suppose it's only fair that I should extend the same courtesy." I thought my words out carefully before I spoke them. "I may not be human but I'm a male and I'd be a bald faced liar if I said that I didn't enjoy what happened last night. But I'd be a liar if I said I wasn't concerned either. I love you and I want to be with you. In every way possible. I just want to make sure we don't rush into this too swiftly. We can not afford to forget precautions."

It took her a minute for my words to sink in but then she smiled. "Are you saying what I think you're saying?"

I chuckled softly. "I'm saying I want to go slow. But I want to try." I couldn't say another word because my lips were suddenly very busy. She hungrily pried my mouth open and her tongue began to duel with mine. When we finally stopped I had a major boner. She looked down at my situation and laughed.

"Later." She promised as I finally started the car. I couldn't help the grin that spread across my face. I was so happy. I was in love and my relationship was moving forward.