The cold January air

bites and nips

At my nose and fingers

but still I sit by you

my guitar in my lap.

"The other night dear as I lay sleeping

I dreamed I held you in my arms

But when I awoke, dear, I was mistaken
So I bowed my head and I cried

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You'll never know dear how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away"

I smile down at you

Still strumming

the guitar slowly

"its already been three years hasn't it?"

You don't answer me,

but its ok

I didn't expect you to.

Three years since..

"I know you don't

really like this version

of the song,

but hey

none of your

precious British bands

did it

So don't complain"

You don't,

but its ok

I didn't expect you to.

Its been three years,

why would you?

Setting the guitar down

I kneel beside you

"No one else

could ever love you

the way I do,

and I want to be by

you forever.

Will you marry me?

I put it in my will,

that when I die,

I can be buried by you"

You don't answer.

I didn't expect you to.

But I wish you could.

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You'll never know dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away


Dedicated to my own Arthur, thank you for being my happy chapters in a tragedy