They were my family, my long lost and wanted family, I didn't want to do it but I had no choice, and he was the love of my life but there was no other way. They have been with my when I needed them the most, but there was a chance for me I couldn't say no, they were my family but they wouldn't let me go, they know my past they know I shouldn't be alone

I was left with my father when I was a child, not even seven, my mom said that she didn't belong in forks, and she left, so ever since I lived with my father, until I was seventeen, he died so suddenly, but I can't tell I didn't see it coming, he never tasted a vegetable in his life.

But even then I still had my mom, who by the time used to life in phonix with her new husband phil, and by the other hand I had them, the Cullens. The year my father died I met them, or should I say I met him!, Edward Cullen, the love of my life, and his family which soon adopted me as one more of their family, that year was the best and the worst of my life, after Charlie's dead my mom told me not go to her, which was good , at that moment because I didn't want lose Edward, but if I knew what I know now, I would have taken the first plane to phonix, so I lived by my own, but just for a few months.

After a great year with Edward, the school came to end and in July , when I came back to my house form Edward's there was a package in the front door, it was form phoniz, Arizona, my first though was, "Renee sent me something" so I took it and opened it once I was in the living room, there was a dairy , a later and a note it said:

I'm so sorry, I can barely handle the pain and I didn't find

Other way to let you know Renee passed way on 3rd July,

She wanted you to have this and there is a letter where I think

She explains everything I'm so sorry Bella, I wish I could do

Something but I can't now you are alone but I know you are

strong. have a good life!

Phil

In the letter she told why, when and what, and she warned me.

So I took everything I could in my bag, my money and my laptop, wrote a note and went to the door, one day they will understand but for know, this was the only way , I needed to let him live, I saw the note in the bed and breath his scent one last time, and with that I left

AN: sooo I hope you like this new fan fiction , please read and review, and to make it clearer the cursive words is like memories or explanations and in futures chapter dreams