I WAS THERE!!!

When Spike kissed Buffy for the first time, she was there. When Spike made love to Buffy, she was there. When Spike scooted off to Africa, she was there. And now in the shadows, watching him battle for his soul, watching him tying to give the slayer what she had coming to her and she was quite certain that it was himself. Drusilla watched on as Spike received his soul, feeling all the pain he brought to others. All the pain and delight he brought her. At least she hoped he thought of her. Then as if Spike heard her thoughts he walked towards the shadowed area of which Drusilla hid. "Dru?" There was no answer, "Are you there pet?" Drusilla stepped forward and into a light of a nearby torch. "Dru.what the Hell are you doing here?" There was a sadness in his eyes, a sort of resolve. "I've come to help my Spikey. The walls have been whispering it to me. One last chance to give Spikey a helpin' hand. To give him an interestin' future. Do you wanna be a sap Spike? Do you wanna wilt like a flower? Oooh.flowers.I wish I had a flower," She said airily. Spike looked confused, "Help me? Help me do what?" "Why Spike, have you gotten dumb in your old age?" She took his arm and pulled him towards the entrance of the cave. The moon bathed them both in light. Spike had to step back a bit, he had forgotten what a looker his ol' baby was. She wore a black, satin dress that tickled her ankles and covering her shoulders was a black, velvety material that was in a form of scarf. "I'm going to help you be a rebel with a soul," Spike only stared, "Do you want to go back to William's ways? Or Spike's?" "Spike," He said simply, "But Dru? How come you want to do something nice for me? Nice and Dru shouldn't go in the same sentence!" Dru stepped forward and pressed herself against him, "Chaos demons are not very nice either. They cheat and scam and lie. The even hit the ones they love out of spite. No, chaos demons are not nice, Drusilla has learnt that lesson. But Spikey has got a new love. Drusilla knows that now and wishes the up most happiness upon him." "Dru? What's wrong? Why are you doing this?" She started to cry and Spike held her in his arms for comfort. When the sobbing had subsided, Dru looked up at him and said, "I'll do you a deal," She stepped out of his clutches, "I'll help you deal with it, if you help me get rid of it!" Spike thought about this a moment, "Get rid of what? Oh my God! Dru! How? When? Huh?" Drusilla started to cry again, she fell to her hands and knees and was sobbing uncontrollably. Spike sat down beside her, "Dru why didn't you tell me? Why didn't you tell me you had a soul?!"