I realize now that I don't know how to dream about anything but you
My most inner fears still creep through that limbo line called conscience
But it's different. How? My mind keeps track of the scent of iron, that sight of tar
Still, I've come to the conclusion that you're the centre of my everything
And I wished that somehow I could one day grasp your Infinity
So when I wake up, trembling and screaming
It's not a ghostly no-faced figure taunting me anymore. It's you
You're killing me. You are shortening my breath.
You are handling my heart with one hand
'Till I've descended the 28 steps of Death
See what you have done to me?
I can no longer be myself because of you
All my efforts are in vain. In me there's nothing but pain
And Silence envelops my body like a fine layer of lies
I'm compromised. And the Desert is my home.
And when I fall, you're not there to be my world anymore
You know, I'm tired. I have no life left to live
Thank you for stealing my soul from me
Thank you for touching me with your irresistible darkness
Thank you for controlling my Destiny
You are tormenting me. But I'm surrendering to you.
I'm surrendering to your eyes, whose I gave up to resist
Surrendering to your hands, whose doubtful tenderness bruise my skin
Giving in to your voice, left unspoken and unrequited
And you know that voice inside my head?
I've had it named after you…