A family vacation, that was it supposed to be.
Yet I sit here in the back listening to my family scream at me while holding my crying two year old daughter.
I shake my head at their comments.
You're such a slut.
You can't do anything right.
Why did you have to keep that abomination?
She is nothing but a cry baby.
God can't you shut that stupid brat up!
No I can't shut my daughter up with 4 of you screaming at her mother.
My step-mother is the most sluttest looking mother since Madonna. Her bottle blonde hair was a curly mess, looking like some really bad sex hair. Her shit brown eyes were looking at her reflection in the overhead car mirror. The blue eye shadow and bright red lipstick reminds me of a clown. She was wearing a tight tank top that stop just above her bellybutton. The short shorts she stole from my 15 year old half-sister covered nothing. And im hoping that when she moves her crotch don't show.
"Hey bitch what are you looking at?"
I roll my eyes and look out the window that my half-sister, Brittany, is looking out of.
Her bottle blonde hair that looks just like her mothers was down in a wavy mess of fake hair. You can see her extensions clearly through the blonde hair. She was dressed just like her mother but her shirt just covered her boobs and that's it. She was the typical popular slut.
My half-brother, Nick, was the typical jock. The jersey he wore was tight against his "muscles". He is wearing a small jersey to make it look all tight against his non-existing muscles. It was sad really. He had sandy blonde hair that was natural, since he got that from my father.
And speaking of my father, that fat greasy old mess can't do anything but drink and smoke. He used to be something but then my mother died. Once my mother died, his always perfectly styled hair became a disgusting greasy mess. He became a drinker and a pothead when he met Mandy, my step-mother.
I looked over to my father and shake my head at the sight. His blue eyes were bloodshot and huge. His teeth were yellowed and cracked. My father's stomach was so big now that it was pressed up against the steering wheel.
"I know it's a gross sight." I smile a little when I heard my step-brothers voice in my ear.
I looked up to the only family member, besides my daughter, I like. Brian was the best older brother every. He stood up for me every time our family deicide to scream at me and Lilly. His dark brown hair was a spiked up mess. He has a short and ruff looking beard. It makes him look tough and scary. But what also makes him scary is the bulging muscle in his arms and chest. Brian was built like a body builder but one of those good looking ones. Which he is.
I felt a tug on my shirt and I look down at my daughter. I smile at her and wipe her tears off of her face. She smiles at me and cuddles up to me.
I look down at my beautiful baby girl. Lilly Rose Sanders is my daughter's name. The brown hair she inherited from her father was pulled away from her face by a black head band with a purple flower on it. The crystal blue eyes, she got from me, was shining with happiness as she plays with Brian. She has her father's lips and my nose. She had my dimples and her father's smile. She has my lovable and sweet personality and her father's always joking around one. She was a prefect mix of me and her father, Brian.
Yes I had sex with my step-brother but it was when we both were drunk and hurting. I just got dumped by my then boyfriend because he was banging Brittany. And Brian was dumped by his girlfriend cause she didn't like that he can't ever be serious. Me and Brian got drunk together in his room and fucked on his bed. I don't remember it at all but it doesn't matter. Me and Brian aren't in love with each other at all, we only think of each other as siblings. But both me and Bri love Lilly with all of our hearts.
"Hey you ugly fat cow pay attention when I talk to you." I snap out of my thoughts when I heard Mandy's squeak voice call out to me.
"Mommy no listen, you berry pretty." I smile down at my daughter and kiss her brown curls.
I know im not ugly or fat. I was a size 2 in jeans and my breast sized was 36 B. I had a great body that im proud of. And my looks just compliment it. I have light blue eyes and black hair I got from my mother not my father seeing as his blue eyes were a dark blue that was almost black. I have high cheek bones and small but kissable lips. My dimples always pop out when I smile. I have a spider bit piercing on the left side of my bottom lip. My right eyebrow was pierced twice and the right side of my nose was pierced once. I had 5 tattoos. My first one I got when I was 15 it was a bright blue butterfly on my left hip. It is for my mother. The second one was when I was 16 and it was a snake wrapping up my whole right arm. The tip of the tail was on the tip of my pinkie and the head curved up the back of my right shoulder and stopped at my collar bone. The third one was when I was 17 after I gave birth to Lilly. It was a white lily and a red rose in the hold of a baby's hand. It was tattooed on the back of my left shoulder. Next was the words seize the day tattooed on the side of my left foot. And last is the one I got 3 weeks before coming on this family vacation. Tattooed on my right hip is a bloody crown. Never knew why I wanted to get it but once I saw it in my dream I wanted it.
"Are we almost there yet?" Me and Brian both shivered as Brittany's preppy voice echoed through the car.
"Im gonna stop at this gas station so just calm down." My father answered her.
I looked with a cocked head as my father pulls up to the gas station. In big lights was Captain Spaulding's Museum of Monsters and Madmen. Next to it was a sign stating fried chicken and gasoline.
I got out of the car with Lilly in my arms. She looked at the big clown head in fear. I looked at with sick fascination. It looked pretty cool.
We all walked into the store and I laughed a little at the deco. Brian looked down at me with a smirk. I elbow him in the side and he looked over with a raised brow at the clown behind the counter.
"Welcome to Captain Spaulding's Museum of Monsters and Madmen. I am Captain Spaulding. How may I help you folks today?" I smile and nod my head at the clown when he looked at me.
"Yes I need gas and a map to Austin."
"You are a long way from Austin." Spaulding smiled and his yellow teeth showed.
"You two hungry?" I shake my head and look down at Lilly. But she was too busy looking at the clown. "Lilly baby, do you want something to eat?" She doesn't answer just kept staring at Spaulding.
"Can I also get some of the chicken, pops?" Nick jumped in as his parents started to fight.
"Sure Kid, and chicken too." My father snapped at the man.
I watch as the clown's face twisted into something evil looking before it went back to normal. "It's gonna be awhile for the chicken but if you want you can go into the museum till it's done." He said while lifting one arm to the museum door.
"Sure lets go family." I watched as everyone but me walks forward. Lilly stayed in my arms with her head laying on my shoulder. My father looks back at me and his granddaughter.
"You all go, I don't want Lilly getting nightmares from the monsters in there." I told my father and Mandy rolled her eyes before starting to bitch that I was just scared to go in.
Brian looked back at me, "Do you want me to stay?"
"No go on and have fun with the madness." I smirked up at his 6'2 frame. He nodded and walked into the museum with the family. I placed Lilly on the counter and looked down at my daughter. "Do you want something to eat, baby?" She nodded and looked around.
"Does she like chicken?" I jumped and Lilly screamed as Spaulding came back from the museum. "Sorry sweetheart, didn't mean to scare you." He smiled down at Lilly and held out his hand towards me. "You can call me Cutter."
I shook his hand and smiled a little at him. "Im Candice and this is my daughter Lilly." He smiled down at me and my daughter once more before going into the back room. He came back out with chicken strips; he placed them in front of Lilly. Lilly looks up at me and I nod my head.
"Thank you." She said quietly before grabbing a piece of chicken.
"I see you don't get along with your mother." he leaned back against the counter behind him with his arms crossed.
"No Mandy is my step-mother. My real mother died when I was 3 from cancer." He nodded and looked down at Lilly.
"Cute kid."
"Thank you." I smiled at him and he smiled back.
"She reminds me of my daughter when she was that age. My little Baby." I look down at my daughter and wipe of the chicken crumbs off of her purple and black dress. She looks up at Cutter when she was done and smiled up at him.
"Do you ave uice?" he looks at me confused
"Do you have apple or grape juice?" he walks away and pulls out a bottle of apple juice from the drink section of the store. He takes out a straw and places it in the open bottle and hand it to my daughter.
"Thank you." He nods his head at her and watches as she drinks her juice.
We look over at the museum door as it opened. Mandy and Brittany came running out screaming. I shake my head at the wimps and pick my daughter up. I place Lilly on my hip as Brian walked out last. He walks over to me and looks down at our daughter.
"Did you and mommy have fun?" He takes her from my arms and let her sit on his forearm.
Lilly pulls the straw from her mouth and answers her father, "Yup me and mommy had lots of fun with Cappie, Daddy!" He smiles at his daughter brightly and kisses her temple. Lilly goes back to her drink and looks down at me. "I taller than you mommy!"
"Funny since everyone is tall then mommy." Brian smirks down at me. Yes im short. Very short since im only 5 feet tall. I punch Brian in the side and walk out while waving bye to Cutter, who smiles knowingly down at me.
I climb into the van and close my eyes as Brian and Lilly climb in next to me. Soon everyone else is in the car and we are driving once more.