I know I'm horrible for not updating Tormented, because I've been writing two more stories. Speaking of, here's one of them. I've got mostly all of it written, so i'll update as soon as possible. This story really isn't all quincest, but I'm hoping you'll like it just as much. Let me know what you think!

Sorry again about Tormented

Lindsey POV

I've dedicated my life to one of my biggest passions; Photography. Through the years, I've gotten farther in my career than I have ever expected. I mean, I'm touring with Canada's most famous twin sisters, Tegan and Sara. How lucky am I? I couldn't be happier….well… there's always a price to pay for happiness, and I've found that price. You see, ever since I began this tour with the lovely Quin twins, I've been questioning my sexuality. I lived my whole life so far choosing men as my partners, but there's something about Tegan and Sara, well, Tegan specifically, that makes me think that I've been living my love life wrong the whole time. There's just something about her. I'm drawn to her, in ways I can't even describe.

Right now, I'm at the music video shoot for Against me! Borne on the FM waves of heart, a song that Tegan gleefully accepted to be in, even if she's busy touring at the moment. That's another thing I admire of Tegan; she'll go out of her way to help someone, no matter what. I know if I ever need something, I can trust that Tegan will at least try to help.

I was standing behind Tegan, trying not to get in the way of the filming camera. I had my camera in front of my eye, pointed towards Tom, as he sings for the filmmaker. I see Tegans movements as she sings at the right time, and I wasn't completely satisfied with the view, so I moved to stand right next to the filmmaker, giving a perfect view. I watched as Tegan bounced, and the way her fingers groped the microphone. She was giving this her all, putting so much emotion into this 'performance' and all I could do was objectify her. I couldn't help myself.

I knew it was the very end of the song, so in order to get a better view of Tegan, I looked into the easily viewable screen on the filming camera, and immedietly saw Tegan lick her lips then smile, all while pushing her bangs out of her face. The last chord rung and there were cheers throughout the crew. Damn you, Tegan.

After the shoot, Everyone stuck around and helped clean up. My camera was attached to my face half the time, and then I too, helped clean up. I saw Tegan (well, Tegan's ass) bent over rummaging through a big box. She quickly turned around, not giving me enough time to look away, and our eyes met. I blushed as she smiled as she started walking towards me. Did she catch me staring? Oh God…

"Hey LB! After we're done here, wanna go grab a bite to eat real quick?"

"Sounds great," She gave me her adorable little gummy smile, and walked away.

I was sitting across from Tegan in a booth of a small café. I watched as she took a small bite of her pita wrap,

"This is really fucking good, are you sure you don't want anything else?" She asked, after she swallowed her food

"Nope, I'm perfectly content with my giant plate of fries," I told her. She reached over, snatched one of them, and bit the tip off of one with a sexy smile. My phone interrupted this moment.

I looked at my screen and internally rolled my eyes. It was my boyfriend, Jacob. I already ignored his calls 3 times today, so I have to answer now

"Hey Jake."

"Don't 'hey Jake' me, why haven't you been answering your phone? I called you like six times,"

"Sorry, I was at a photo shoot. What's up?"

"I just want to talk to you. What are you doing right now?"

"Erm, well, I'm kind of busy at the moment, can we talk later?"

"Busy with what? What are you doing?"

"I'm having lunch with Tegan,"

He scoffed

"Oh so you're choosing me over that dyke bitch again?"

My eyes shot up to Tegan, to see if she heard, but she snatched another fry and popped it in her mouth cutely, obviously not paying attention to me.

"Seriously Jake? You're so rude. I'll call you later, bye." I hung up quickly

"Everything okay?" She asked, concerned

I smiled

"I'm fine,thanks for asking."

"Oh c'mon Linds, I'm not stupid. You know I'm here for you, whenever you need me. Now tell me what's going on," She finished with a smile, and I just about melted

"It's just- I don't know how to word this, It's like, I don't want to be with Jake, but I do. I- don't know how to explain it….but I don't want to break up with him….but I do…"

"So what you're trying to say is, is that it'd be easier to stay with him than to break up with him?"

"Exactly! But…I don't want to hurt him, and maybe this might just be a rough patch. I still like him….I think,"

"Just do what your heart is telling you to do. What you feel is best for you. And if you want to break up with him, wait until he does something to piss you off and you guys get into a fight. It's always easier to do that kind of thing when your bloods boiling and your adrenaline's pumping"

"Wow, that's actually a good idea. Is that how you always do it?"

"Do what?"

"break up with your girlfriends,"

"I'm not much of a breaker-upper. I'm the one who usually gets dumped,"

"I find that hard to believe," Did I really just say that? Shit,

She just shrugged her shoulders and took a sip of her water.

Her blackberry vibrated on the table, and she picked it up and answered the call

"Hey Sasa! What's up?" She answered cheerfully

"Yeah, it went well….Really? alright, we're on our way…..with Lindsey, Yup….alright, see you in a bit."

She hung up, and looked up at me

"Sara wants us to come back to the bus, everyone else went to that arcade to play pool and she's alone,"

"Alright, I'm done with my fries anyways, I'll just put the rest in a to go box for Sara,"

We paid, and walked the slightly chilly night back to the bus. She opened the bus door for me and let me go first. I know Tegan did this instinctively, she's such a gentleman.

"Finally! I was beginning to think you guys forgot about me," Sara pouted.

"How could we ever forget get about you!? Sara!? No….." Tegan teased, sitting at the table across from her

"That's why you need a boyfriend. A big, beefy, hairy man to protect you and keep you company," Tegan instantly burst out laughing and looked at me and smiled, a genuine smile. I wish I could replay that moment over and over. The urge to just grab her face and kiss her right now is overbearing.

And then there was an awkward silence.

"Now what?" Tegan asked, breaking the awkward silence

"I don't know,"

"So you dragged our asses out of that restaurant to keep you company, and now we're just going to sit here?"

"What do you expect me to do!? Juggle or something? I don't know what we should do…it's cold out, it's October…." Sara trailed off in thought

"We should carve pumpkins! We haven't done that in a while, eh?"

"What A great idea!" I beamed

"Where would we get pumpkins at 9 oclock at night?" Tegan asked

"A grocery store, I'm sure they'll have some. Let's all go," Sara said, putting on her jacket. Tegan followed suit.

"You comin'?" Sara asked me

"Actually, do you guys mind grabbing me a pumpkin? I have some important…uh.. E-mails to take care of," I looked over at Tegan to see if she understood what I really have to deal with

"Yeah, of course. No big deal, right Sara?"

"Whateves, let's get us some pumpkins and party,"

I heard Tegan call Sara a nerd and giggle when they walked out of the bus.

I sat on the couch and stared at Jakes contact in my phone, deciding on whether or not to open up that can of worms right now. Ten minutes went by, and I made the decision to not ruin my night, and well, the girls' night either. I'm going to have fun and forget about him.

Another 20 minutes went by, and then I heard a mixture of laughing. I knew it was Tegan and Sara. Sara walked on first, only carrying one, and then Tegan walking in juggling two.

"Wooooooooo! Pumpkin party time!" Sara yelled

"Nerd alert," Tegan giggled, setting the pumpkins down

"You bitch, I am not a nerd,"

"And I am not a bitch,"

"Yes you are. You are my bitch," Tegan playfully hit Sara, and Sara rubbed her arm,

If anyone didn't know Tegan and Sara, they'd think that they were flirting, but that's just how they act. They're so fun to be around.

Sara told me which pumpkin was mine, and we all cut the hole at the top and began gutting out our pumpkins, while playing music on the surround sound bus speakers.

I decided to carve a ghost onto my pumpkin, using the stencil of course. We were all concentrating on our carvings, and when I was about halfway done, Tegan got up and went to the fridge. Sara and I were singing along to the music.

"Tegan!" Sara shouted, I instantly turned around to look at Tegan, she was eating a brownie,

"What?" she asked, taking the last bite of the brownie

"Those are the weed brownies from that one fan!"

Tegan's eyes went wide, but she shrugged her shoulders and reached in the bag for another one

"They could be laced with roofies or some shit!"

"Oh come on, our fans aren't that psychotic. Now have some fun with me," Tegan held out a brownie, and Sara took it. She then held out another brownie to me

I hesitated, but then I grabbed it from her

"Allllrrriiiighht!" she growled,

I slowly chewed the small bite, and swallowed quickly, afraid that I'll taste it. I've never had pot brownies before, and I haven't gotten high in years.

Tegan stopped after two brownies, as did Sara. One was enough to give me a mellow high, so I stopped at one.

Sara was now up out of her spot, and swiveled around me to take a look at Tegan's pumpkin.

She giggled, "Nice pussy, Tegan," She giggled again. The twins are so dirty sometimes,

I watched Tegan as she smiled her big gummy smile and I couldn't help but giggle at it.

"I fucked up the ear, but it's cu-" She spun it around to show me, but ended up spinning it too fast and it fell off the table and landed on the ground with a thud.

We all burst out laughing, and couldn't stop. I was hunched over in my chair and Sara was rolling around on the floor, Tegan fell back, stretched out on the booth stomping her legs on the ground.

After a while, all of our laughter died down, yet we just stayed in our exact spots. I spaced out, and felt myself getting tired. I heard one of the twin's steady breathing, and I closed my eyes, focusing on that breathing, which made me fall asleep.

I woke up when I heard a gaggle of people outside the bus door, and immediately noticed Tegan's sleeping form. Her upper body was on the booth, while her lower half hung off. Her head was turned to the side, one hand rested on her stomach, while the other arm dangled off the edge of the booth.

The bus door opened and the rest of the band popped in. I watched as Ted stopped in front of Sara, who was in the middle of the floor, curled into a ball, still sleeping.

"What the hell were you guys doing?" Ted asked, looking at his surroundings

I rubbed my eyes, still tired

"We were carving pumpkins.., and must have fallen asleep or something,"

"Why is there a pumpkin on the floor?...and a Sara?"

Shaun stepped in holding the bag of pot brownies

"Looks like they were having a bunch of fun…."

"Lindsey! Care to explain yourself?"

"Wha- oh come on, It was Tegan's idea! Ask her!"

I looked over at the still sleeping Tegan. Johnny stood over her, and poked at her. She groaned, and swatted her hands at the air.

Johnny leaned in close to her face before yelling "FIRE!"

Tegan shot up, almost knocking Johnny in the face, but he was quick enough to back away

"What!?" She looked around, then slumped back

"You guys are assholes…" She grumbled, then rubbed her eyes.

"uuughhhh the pumpkins already dead, leave it alone," I heard Sara sleepily speak

"What are you talking about Sara?" Ted asked.

Sara sat up and looked around.

"Oh. Heeeyyy guyyss…." She slowly sat up, and stretched

"Way to invite us to the party,"

"You guys were off having your own, weren't you?" I asked

"She's got a point."

"I was having the coolest dream…." Tegan said

I yawned, and then Tegan did. Yawns really are contagious.

"I'm going to bed," We both said at the same time. We looked at each other and giggled lazily

"Aren't we supposed to be the twins?" Sara joked

"Goodnight everyone," Tegan waved off, and disappeared to the back.

"I'm going to bed too," Sara told us, following me to the back as well.

Sara didn't even bother changing into pajamas, she just popped into her bunk. I grabbed my bag that was in my bunk, and took out a pair of pajama pants and a loose T-shirt. I quickly changed in the bathroom, and headed back to my bunk. Tegan popped out of the back room at the end of the hallway of bunks, rubbing her eyes. I took the time to look at what she was wearing, which was a pair of pajama shorts and a tank top. I noticed how she only had one pair of straps, belonging to the tank top, which meant she wasn't wearing a bra. Dear God.

She dragged her way to her bunk, and lazily collapsed onto it. My bunk was on the other side, on the top. Tegans was on the bottom, diagonal to mine, which meant I had the perfect view of her bunk from here. She always leaves a part of the curtain open, because she doesn't like how stuffy it gets in there. Plus, it's a bit claustrophobic, so I don't blame her.

After a half an hour, I was still half awake. Everyone has gone to bed, and the bus is dark, and completely silent. I rolled over onto my back and closed my eyes again. I felt something vibrating, but I shook it off, until I realized that it was my phone. I sleepily scrambled for it, and when I found it I immediately answered.

"Hello?" My voice sounded tired

"Way to call me back," I know that tone. It's Jake.

"Jake, do you even realize what time it is for me?" I tried to keep my voice down, I don't want to wake anyone.

"No. And I don't really care either. I'm pissed, you know. You've been too busy and keep forgetting about me, and I'm sick of putting up with this shit,"

I sighed, and began getting out of my bunk

"Hold one a second, okay?" I pulled on a hoodie and shoved my feet in my boots, and quietly opened the bus door and stepped out.

"So what are you even trying to say, Jake?"

"I don't know what I'm trying to say. I just don't want to feel like I'm at the bottom of your priority list."

"Oh really? You don't like how it feels eh?"

"What- what do you mean?"

"This is how you always treat me, and now you're getting a taste of your own medicine and you don't like it."

"What the fuck Lindsey? What the fuck are you talking about? This isn't about that. It's about you choosing some motherfucking dyke sluts over me!"

"You're such a prick! And yes, I'd choose 'some dyke sluts' over you any day! Unlike you, they actually treat me how I'm supposed to be treated. I'm so sick of you Jake, I'm done. You ignorant asshole,"

I hung up on him, with steam shooting out my ears. I couldn't stop thinking about how he keep referring to Tegan and Sara in negative ways. They've done so much for me, and don't deserve to be called "Dyke bitches". He's just a close-minded asshole who deserves to get bitten in the ass. What did I even see in him?

I walked onto the bus, and went straight for my bunk. I heard a voice and froze in the middle of climbing onto my bunk

"Everything alright?" I turned my head around, to see Tegan's head popped out from the curtain

"Yeah,"

"Are you okay?" She asked, sleepily

"I'll be fine. Go back to sleep. We'll talk tomorrow,"

"Okay. Let me know if you need anything, goodnight,"

"Goodnight Tegan," She half smiled, then popped back in

I fully climbed into my bunk, and got myself comfortable. I listened to Tegan shift in her bunk, and for some reason, it made me smile, knowing she was near. I fell asleep, feeling as if a weights been lifted off my shoulders.