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Remilia's POV

Sometimes it was difficult... Sometimes it was beautiful... And sometimes it was just sad and depressing. I'm talking about the life I've lived so far... As the owner of the Scarlet Devil Mansion. My name is Remilia Scarlet, and now I'm going to tell you the story that I simply call my life.

Around 600 years ago

„But why do I have to stay here? There's nothing I..." There was a depressing glance of tears in her eyes. I turned my face away from hers. I didn't want her to see me almost crying.

„Stop it, Flandre! It's for your own and our all safety. Please don't make this decision harder for me than it already is!" These words were the hardest that I've ever said. It made me feel so guilty in a way I've never felt before.

„But... *sigh * Onee-chan will be alright without me too, won't she?" She said this while holding my cheeks, so that I looked straight in her eyes. Her words broke my already broken heart.

„I promise I will!" At this moment I couldn't bear the situation anymore. I left her alone and sealed the door to the basement. That was the last thing that I said to her in a long time. I never said good-bye to her...

The reason why we locked her in the basement was this... incident in the Human village where she weren't able to control her powers anymore, probably because they raised more and more. She carelessly killed everyone without even realizing what she was actually doing.

Every full moon, I went hunting, while Flandre and Meiling, our former head maid, prepared the Mansion for dinner. Flandre has always been a little difficult. Her psyche was very unstable and so she lost herself sometimes. It always ended in a pure disaster. When it wasn't half of the furniture, it were other things that got destroyed by her.

Anyways, that one night at full moon when I went hunting, Flandre followed me, overtaken by her own powers, not even a bit able to control herself. I never found out the reason why she ran away from the mansion neither the reason why she had lost herself again. Maybe there was no reason at all.

I didn't notice Flandre following me. I was too focused in searching for food. When I finally arrived at the Human Village, I sat down beneath a tree close to the Village's bar. Drunkards often walked through the streets... alone and helpless. They are easy to knock out and sometimes their blood even taste good.

So I sat there, beneath this tree, hidden by some other plants and bushes and waited for some victims. This night I just had to wait a few minutes until the first drunken people walked out of the bar right to the dark passages. When I saw a younger girl with long blonde hairs, I've made my decision, that she would be tonight's dinner.

Following her was easy because she had this sweet scent of fresh blood. It was even so intense that I didn't need to see her. After a while she had finally reached a corner where the houses had no windows I rushed towards her. She couldn't even react when I put my hand on her mouth and pushed her to the ground. Vampires are a lot stronger than ordinary humans. She tried to scream with all her power but she weren't able to do it. My grip was way too strong. When I got her where I wanted her to be, I started feeding from her. She tried to scream even more in her agony, but it was impossible for her.

While I was busy with her, I heard some screams in the distance. First I wanted to stop feeding from the blond haired human, but then I would have to search for another victim. I rejected this thought as fast as it came into my mind. When I was finished with drinking her blood, I hit her head hard in the back, just in the case that she would survive. The humans I feed from survive pretty often and it would be disadvantageous if they knew what happened with them afterwards or even worse if they tried to get help.

When I saw the girls fragile body lying there in unconsciousness, I turned away from her just to look into my sisters scarlet glowing eyes. Her skin and clothes were covered in blood and she stared sad towards the ground. In her hand, she held a freshly decapitated human head. It had bite marks all over it.

„Flandre!" I almost screamed her name in shock, looking unbelieving to this grotesque scene in the front of my eyes.

„I'm... Sorry..." Slowly I walked towards her and hugged her tight.

„Why Flandre? Just why would you do this?" I asked her with tears in my eyes. She hugged me back and finally dropped the head she held stiff in her hand. Shivering, she buried her head in my chest.

"I... d-don't know" She stuttered heavily „I... just... w-wanted to do the s-same... as you." She looked into my eyes, crying. At this moment I realized the blood trail that led directly to our position.

„Flan, we need to get away from here. Before the others will find out what happened!" I spread out my wings, ready to fly away as fast as I could. But Flandre didn't move a muscle. „What are you wai..." She interrupted me.

„I think... there are... no others." First I didn't believe what she was saying. After a short time I didn't want to believe it. She looked so innocent with her gaze. I followed the blood trail to the next corner when I saw all these human corpses lying all over the way.

„Flan... What the hell did you do?" My legs got weak and I fell down to my knees. I burried my face into my hands. And began to cry violently in shock. Flandre now stood behind me, seconds later she pulled me into a hug.

„I'm...Sorry." She said with the same whimpering voice as before.

I turned my face towards hers. „Let's just go home, ok?" I tried to sound strong but my voice cracked more with every spoken word. She nodded to me and we flew back to the mansion without sharing any more words. When we arrived, a smiling Meiling waited in the garden.

„Dinner's ready!" She shouted

Well that was chapter 1! Umm it's my first story in English and my first Fiction too so please don't be mad about some bad mistakes (hiding my face with my arm) Anyways I hope you enjoyed this chapter! Next one will be up soon!