A/N: So after years of lurking at FF, I've decided to submit something I wrote. I don't know how to write stories but this poem forced itself out. I'm giving it a T rating because it mentions war and alludes to death. I welcome any comments/suggestions on my first foray in fanfiction.

You and Me, or else my Sanity

I wish I knew how to write a story

A story about you and me

Once upon a time far, far away

I watched you flying so free

The sun was bright and so were your eyes

I couldn't imagine them so dull

But last month when you came back to fight

I could taste the fear, your need to cull

You walked into that forest with us all distracted

My heart had stopped for a moment

I didn't have time to think while fighting

What that gust of wind then meant

It was you

Walking by me

It was you

Saying goodbye

I have horrid dreams still today

The war made sure of that

Yet in my soul I knew you would live

You wouldn't abandon me without combat

We'd miraculously survive the evils of Tom

So you could feel the wrath of my fear

And soothe me with your true love, a needed balm

I simply needed you near

Don't walk away from me and shut me out

So much I need to deal with now

The loss of Fred is hard to bear

I need you, I need you, forever now

Be mine for eternity, that's what I ask of you

Use for me your humanity

Let us be selfish I ardently plead

Or I will lose my sanity