Remember when I said I was going to post this when my other fic's chapter is done, I changed my mind xD
I just had to post it!
I couldn't wait any longer, it's just, well... I'm weird, nuff said XP
Plus my friend wanted me to post it, she even said she'll come over and make me pancakes if I post it. I know how to make them, but why not just let someone else do it? Right?

WARNING: TRY NOT TO GET EMOTIONAL!

That's all I have to say, and enjoy.

And this story shall only be 3
I repeat

3

chapters!

Karin P.O.V

I awoke from my slumber, today... I felt lonely once again. Shi-chan is with me of course, but if feels like she (he?) was trying to avoid me, like all the others. I can't help but cry in the corner of the room. Himeka-chan has changed, not for the better, but for the worse. As well as Kazune-kun. I don't understand, what have I done? I know I sometimes got Kazune-kun irritated at times, but after a while, I just try to avoid him. Either way, I get yelled. Himeka-chan has been causing me so much trouble, she causes it! I get blamed! Sometimes she would pretend to cry and Kazune-kun would just... just scream at me. What has happen to everybody?

I felt hungry, I felt weak. Kazune-kun was very angry this whole week. So I only had one water bottle and a big biscuit for the week, I wanted to sneak into the kitchen to get a decent meal. I hope Kazune-kun isn't there.

I went downstairs slowly, I'm glad it was early in the mourning, but then again, Kazune-kun or Himeka-chan might be awake early today. Good, nobody was there. I refilled my empty bottle with water and got plenty of food, bread, rice, veggies, and fruits. Finally, something good.

I hid all of the stuff under my bed, I felt like walking a little even though I knew I'll face some consequences. It's just, I can't stand being imprisoned in that room any longer.

I was wondering through any places, I was in joy. So I thought...

"What are you doing?"

I froze, it was a female voice... Himeka-chan.

"Just walking."

"I haven't seen you in awhile, what have you been doing? You useless girl."

"I shouldn't be talking Himeka-chan..."

"How dare you, you bit-"

"What's wrong?"

No, no. Not him, why now?

Himeka had a smirk, here it comes, the fake tears, what bullshit. "K-karin-chan called me a useless girl and I should die because you aren't spending time with her!"

Kazune innocent smile to Himeka faded, was he tired of it all? Did he finally realize Himeka-chan has been lying this whole time. I wouldn't think so, since Kazune-kun is always blaming me! I stiffened, preparing for the scream...

Slap.

It was loud, harsh, but wasn't me... I opened my eyes to see Himeka-chan on the floor, a large red mark on her cheek. I was happy that she finally got what she deserved but I couldn't help but feel bad for her. Himeka-chan was really crying, not those fake tears I always seemed, it was a mixture of pain and hurt. To hurt Himeka-chan... he must be furious.

All I did was stare in pure horror, has he become a, a monster? Kazune-kun only stared at her, then his blue eyes were fixed on me. was frightened, was he going to slape me? Scream? What? I wanted to walk away, but how can I? My body didn't want to move, his eyes told me to stay where I am. He was walking to me. I wanted to run, my body wouldn't let me move. He grabbed my hand, tight. It hurts. His grip was painful. Where in the world is he taking me? I entered the living room, I felt tense.

"Sit."

I did as I was told, there is no way I was going to disobey. My heart was racing, telling me to run, now. That I will regret ever sitting down.

Kazune-kun pushed me down of the sofa, his blue eyes were completly blank, this wasn't Kazune-kun. Now I regret for not listening, I had the perfect chance for a getaway.

"Kazune-kun?" I asked.

"Shh..."

He was kissing my neck, I felt my warm tears run down my face. I kicked him off of me and ran to my room. I locked the door so he wouldn't try to get in, I can't stand this.

After crying to myself, I finally that...

I feel so alone, nobody even cares! I feel selfish for thinking such thoughts. This is it! I'm tired Of Kazune-kun treating me so bad, I'm also tired of being in fault. Himeka-chan just has to cause these things, but I'm always in blame. Or even take the blame for her stupid actions! She never did the favor in return... what kind of friend is she!? Maybe I should just die...

Die.

Nobody will miss me.
Nobody will even notice.
I'm going to end my life in two days.

I should start preparing the note.

And so I did, but how should I end it? Knife? I'm scared to make a blade pierce through my skin... Poison? Now where am I going to get that? A cliff... yes a cliff. I won't even feel anything. I'll have no more regrets. I rather be dead than mistreated.

I wonder for a while, no, they won't miss me either...

Kazune-kun and Himeka-chan...
Micchi and Jin...

They won't miss me... not even Shi-chan... Why! Why is life turning so upside down to me! All I ever wanted was happiness and friends, I had it, but now, not anymore...

That's it! Ch 2 shall be coming soon! And sorry if it's not good... :(