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AN: Ahh …. This is my first story guys, so like please don't kill me . Reviews and ratings?? Yes please! … Well anyway, on with the first chapter!! . . . .
He's been lying down on his bed for a very long time now staring at the blank ceiling and listening mindlessly to any thing that'd make a sound. This is one of those nights …. One of those nights were his mind wouldn't allow him sleep.
Instead of gripping his sheets and gritting your teeth due to the frustration of sleeplessness, he moved his head to the direction of the now empty closet, shortly followed by a sigh.
Back then, he was uncomfortable with the thought of having a girl sleep in his closet. "Invading my privacy." Was what he thought; but now, it seems as if there's something major missing and that's what's keeping him restless and awake.
Right now, he didn't need light in order for him to see the closet, its image burned into his mind, along with a short raven haired girl with those deep purple eyes that are wiser than of an old man but as carefree and childish than a mere toddler.
This time, as the memory of Rukia burned into his mind, he groaned and clutched his hair and quickly sat up on his bed. After a few minutes of trying to keep his cool by breathing in and out, his hands left his hair and silkily dropped onto the bed. He threw the sheet away from his body and got out of his bed. He then opened the window and got out, making his way to the roof.
As he slowly sat on the roof, he lifted his head up and looked at the sky above him, seeing countless stars scattered everywhere. He sighed and looked ahead.
"It's been so long …." He whispered to himself.
The wind suddenly leap into life, touched his skin lightly and swirling around his body, as if it was hugging him, trying to push his sorrows away but as always, it was no use.
His watch suddenly beeped, he looked down and noticed the time. 3:00 am.
He sighed heavily, bowed his head and closed his eyes. After all these years, he still doesn't know why he likes this place; besides, what happened here was painful but every time he'd come here, it surprisingly soothed his troubles, his raging emotions, his anxiety … even by just a little bit.
"Why am I here? Why do I even come here?" He asked himself.
Is it because of the stars? No.
The moon? He shook his head, No.
The wind that have always comforted him? No …. well …. maybe.
Was it because this was where he saw her last? …. Yes? No? Maybe?
Or … do you come here hoping to at least see her shadow or even better … see her again??
"I …. I …. I don't know." He whispered.
He raised his head and looked ahead. The moon's beams reflecting his eyes, as if they were glowing. If someone had looked at his eyes during that time, they'd be surprised to see them full of loneliness. Too full of it.
It was one of those nights. Nights when he's lost, scared and lonely. Nights after Kuchiki Rukia left …. exactly 5 years ago.
"I miss you."
AN: Okay …. so that was the first chapter. How was it guys?? . I think I'm talking to myself here but whatever tee hee Tell me by reviewing okay?? I'll read them, promise … Since this is my first story so I wanna know what people think. I think there were a few problems but uhm …. whatever. I'll try to write the next chapter. REVIIIEEEWWW!!!