Another One-Shot! I Seem To Incapable Of Writing Happy One-Shots!

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'Mad.'

Oh baby, I know sometimes it gonna rain
But baby, can we make up now?
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain (Can't sleep through the pain.)

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you,
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me,
No, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you,
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me,
Oh no no no.

Mad - Ne-Yo

Edward's Point of View:

"I just want to understand, Edward."

"There's nothing to explain and you know it!" I sighed with frustration.

"The hell there's nothing to explain!" Bella shouted.

"There isn't." I growled.

Bella moved closer so she was standing right in front of me. I looked down at her; I had never seen her face so angry. In the 8 years we'd been together we'd never fought this bad. Ever.

Bella closed she eyes and sighed, she didn't say anything for a while. I thought the atmosphere was going to calm down now.

"You see!" She pushed against my chest with her fists. Apparently I was wrong about the atmosphere calming down. "This is why. You just deny everything!" She hit me with her fist again.

"There's nothing to discuss anymore, Bella." I was trying to stay calm now. It wasn't going to take much more for me to snap.

"So you're going to deny that text message are you?" She stepped back and folded her arms.

I didn't say anything. Bella could obviously tell from the look on my face what I would have said.

"I thought so."

This did it. "You just don't get it do you?" I shouted. Bella didn't flinch from the anger in my voice which she used to do if I ever got angry or frustrated. "If you-" I snarled. "- hadn't gone through my stuff then we wouldn't be having this conversation." I balled my hands up into fists at my sides.

"I think I basically have a right to do that." Bella shouted right back at me.

"How?"

"Does the word 'marriage' or 'wife' not mean shit to you?" Bella closed her eyes for the tiniest second and when she opened them again, there was nothing but rage. "Obviously not. Because if it did, you wouldn't feel the need to be fucking some nurse, in your 'spare time'" Bella turned on her heels and started to walk away.

I grabbed her arm and tried to pull her back round to look at me.

"Don't touch me, Edward." The venom in her voice made me drop my hand automatically.

Bella carried on walking until she reached the front door.

"Get out."

"But Bella I-" She cut me off.

"Get. Out."

"Fine. Well you know what?" I walked, well more stomped towards the front door.

"What?" Bella yelled back in my face.

"I don't need this. And I don't need you." My voice was laced with venom as I walked out of the door and down the steps. I heard the door slam as I reached the pavement.

I stuffed my hands in my pockets and went to cross the road.

I heard the squeal of brakes, but by that time it was too late.

xoxoxo

I woke up some time later. I heard lots of sirens and people shouting and asking what the hell was going on. I was about to ask the same question.

I looked over to where everybody else was looking and saw something which was probably a body lying on the ground with a white sheet over the top.

What was going on?

There were tons on policeman around. Among them I noticed Charlie, Bella's Dad. Somebody was talking to him; his mouth went into an 'O' shape as soon as the person had finished talking.

"I'll go tell Bella."

Did he just say Bella?

"Shouldn't one of us do it, Sir?" Some other policeman spoke to him.

"No." Charlie snapped at him. "Let me handle it."

What's this got to do with Bella? My Bella.

I guess she probably wasn't mine anymore. Not after what had just happened.

I hated her being mad at me. I hated being mad at her.

I ducked underneath the 'Crime Scene' tape, thinking that somebody would stop me. Oddly enough, nobody did. What was I? Invisible? I laughed quietly to myself. Invisible, Ha. Get a grip Edward.

I started walking back towards our house, I was going to apologise and Bella was going to listen, whether she wanted to or not.

Shoot, I didn't have my key. I climbed the steps up to the front door and knocked three times.

Nothing.

I knocked another three times.

Nothing.

I heard footsteps behind me and moved out of the way. Charlie came up beside and knocked three times.

Bella opened the door about a minute later. Had she been ignoring me?

"Dad?" Bella's face looked all red, like she'd been crying, she sniffed. "What's going on?"

I didn't look at Charlie to see. I couldn't take my eyes off of Bella. Why couldn't she see me? I was standing right here!

"Bells." Charlie's voice was thick with sadness.

"Spit it out, Dad." Bella folded her arms and frowned.

She looked so adorable when she did that.

"Bella. There was an accident…"

"Oh. I heard all the sirens and stuff…" Bella's eyes widened. "Dad. What is going on?" Bella was almost shouting again now.

"Bells." Charlie sighed. "It's Edward."

Bella made a small choking sound and her hand flew up to her mouth. "What?" She whispered.

"He's gone, Bells. I'm so sorry."

"NO!" Bella screamed. "No, no, no!"

What? Dead? I'm standing right here!

A few strangled sobs came from Bella's mouth before she collapsed into a heap on the floor.

Charlie sat down on the doorstep with Bella and wrapped his arms around her.

Bella was crying hysterically and shoved Charlie's arms away from her.

"You're lying!" Bella hiccupped. "He's going to come home! He has to come home!" Bella screamed, and started sobbing harder than before. "Oh no, no, no!" Bella slammed her hand down on the floor and started sobbing more.

"I'm not dead!" I shouted. "Bella, look at me! I'm standing right here!" Nobody moved. Nobody even flinched.

Bella was still sobbing hysterically on the floor; Charlie was sat next to her. Trying to hug her every so often. Bella just pushed him away every time.

I couldn't be dead. Could I?

But then I remembered everything. Bella and I fighting. Shouting at each other. Bella telling me to get out and me stepping into the road when I car was coming.

Idiot, idiot, idiot.

I couldn't leave her. I wouldn't.

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I was back in our house now. Bella was sitting on the couch with her knees pulled up to her chest. Crying.

I was sitting the other end of the couch. Just watching her.

I wanted to reach out and wipe her tears away, to comfort her and tell her everything would be okay. I couldn't. I knew that everything wasn't okay.

Bella never said anything; she just sat there, rocking herself back and forth. Sometimes she'd get up and move around. I always followed wherever she went, in case there was some chance she'd see me. I knew that would never happen.

At some point that day. Alice & Rosalie came by.

Alice was my sister. Rosalie was Bella's other best friend. They always did everything together.

They sat on the couch together, crying and hugging each other. Sometimes Alice or Rose would bring something up making them all laugh, but then Bella would just start to cry again. My heart broke every time I saw her face in pain.

"Don't go." Bella whispered. "Please."

"We won't. We need each other right now." Rose hugged Bella tightly.

"Thank you." Bella whispered back before another round of tears came.

What I wouldn't give to just wipe her tears away, and kiss her and tell her everything wad going to be okay. I was here, we'd be okay.

I walked towards the fireplace in the living room. On top of the fireplace there was a picture of us on our Wedding Day. The next picture was from High School Graduation. I couldn't bear to look at the rest. I knew my heart would break even more if I did.

I sat down on the floor by the fireplace, watching Bella. Even when she was upset, she still looked heartbreakingly beautiful. She never understood why I wanted to be with her. She always said that she was 'plain looking' and that why would someone 'like me' ever want to be with her.

To be honest, it just made me love her even more than I already did.

I don't know how long I sat there, just watching her, sometimes laughing, sometimes crying.

I'd never be able to tell her how much I loved her, and how sorry I was at everything I'd done. I'd never be able to kiss her beautiful lips again, never be able to hold her in my arms.

If only we'd not been mad at each other. None of this would have ever happened.

"I'm sorry Bella. I'm so, so sorry." I whispered before I broke down into silent tears. "I love you so much, Bella." I was never one to cry, I guess being dead had changed things. The tears were flowing freely as I continued whispering; hoping a miracle would happen and she'd hear me. "I'm sorry for being mad at you. Please don't be mad at me. I love you."

Love her I would. Forever.

The End.

A/N: Sorry If I Made You Cry. I Cried, And Amy Cried!

I Hope You Liked It. :) I Seem To Not Be Able To Write Happy One-Shots. I Swear The Next Time I Get An Idea For A One-Shot I Will Try And Make It Happy.

Now. I Can Turn This Into A Short Story. By Going Back In Time. If People Like It. :) But If Not. It Will Stay As A One-Shot! Another Option Would Be I Could Do Bella's POV. :)

I'm Not An Edward Hater. This You Guys Should Know! Someone Had To Die. That Was The Whole Point!

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