I sat down at my vanity and looked at myself I felt ashamed I felt sad and most of all I felt abandoned...
suddenly a cold hand lay on my shoulder I turned around to see who it was. It was Bella she didn't look like she was crying at all while I had red puffy eyes her eyes were emotionless. ''She's gone'' I sobbed Bella tucked me into a tight hug I was crying on her shoulder. All my life its been Bella,Andy and Cissy but now it was just Bella and Cissy it feels so different Bella was patting me on the back and whispered ''she didn't go she left...'' even though she didn't show it I could see that she was hurt when she said that sentence I heard a crack in her voice and in her eyes I could see that she wanted to cry she wanted to bawl her eyes out and just scream and shout but this was Bella we were talking about she has too much pride...
''I just need to go for a walk Bella'' I let go of her and headed for the door I felt dizzy like the whole world was turning upside down As I walked through the hall,through the family portraits I could feel that this house no longer felt like home.