By AnimeGamer
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No Day But Today...
-Theme of Broadway Play, Rent
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"Sakura-Sama?"
"I...im sorry Syao-chan..."
"......I...understand..."
It was hard to take. On the outside, it looked like I took it well. On the inside...my felt my heart stop. I knew once I was told that it would be hard...but I wanted to try anyway. Now I cant do a thing...all I can do is wait...
I will wait for you...
It was something between the time I left and the time I got back. Yet, all I have to blame is myself, myself for going away, and myself for going into a dead end. You see, im deeply in love for you...yet, I knew...it was not meant to be that way so easily. There's only one thing I can do...
I will wait for you...
He said "I love you" and "I'll be with you forever", only to leave months later to dump you for someone else. I was told that months back, but I didnt care, I tried anyway, but I didnt make any headway. You swore a vow, a vow you keep now. Because of this, I feel down...just when things were up. I just feel like crawling into a cup, just because I ran out of luck. Yet, through all of this...
I will wait for you...
You said "I will never be with someone again..." and I tried. Yet, it was no use...then my heart ached when I asked...
"Do you think we can be?"
You replied in a way I didnt fore-see...
"...no...im sorry...Syaoran..."
I fell to despair...myself inside crying softly...on the outside, still composed, stern faced. I didnt want you to see me sad. You said you'd be sad if I was sad, and I didnt want you to be sad. I hoped you didnt see through me, though from what I said afterward...you might have known...yet, I just cant forget you. I just cant run off to leave you alone...by yourself...you deserve more than that. So I will stay...my heart for as long as I can put it out there still yours. So I wait...
I will wait for you...
I still hope you'd change your mind...it might have only been a few days, but it felt like months. We're so close, yet, so far. Have I misjudged you? Have I misjudged love? Or...have I misjudged how I felt? I saw the warning signs...but I just ignored them...so I ask...where do we go from here? Did you even love me? Are you predicting my future? Do you think I will leave you like that other guy? Do you think I will find someone else? Where do we go from here? I just cant handle these questions...and it just makes me more sad. The bottom line is that...I...
I will wait for you...
I will wait for you...until you are ready...or until...