Chapter 1
Novas POV
I was sitting in the chair as some tears slid down my cheeks. My head was down in my arms as I cried and cried. I couldn't stop crying. I just couldn't the pain inside of me was to much to take. I couldn't handle it. But I knew that this was the end of me. I can't live like this. Why does it have to hurt so much. He made me love him...he made me love him with all of my heart... I can't live Without him... And I know I can't. He hurt me so much. I fell in love...I fell in love with him so much...it hurts.
The pain in my heart won't go away. And I know that it will take me a long time to get rid of. I didn't want to fall in love but...he made me feel safe...he made me feel loved...he made me feel special. But all of that doesn't matter anymore. It matters nothing! The way he hurt me makes all the things he said...all the things he has given...all of his love...trash! He makes all of this trash.
He has never loved me...and he never will! He played with me...he played with me like a toy...he never loved me...
"Nova." I heard Otto say from the other side of the locked door.
I hugged my knees closer to myself.
"Please nova open the door." I heard Gibson say.
I cried some more.
"Nova...we're worried." I heard Chiro say.
I stayed quiet and still. I panted a little as I quietly cried.
"Nova please." I heard Jinmay say.
"Nova open the door." Said Antuari.
I still didn't move.
"Leave...me..a..alone."I said in between cries.
I didn't hear anything anymore they must have left. I lifted my head up. My eyes hurt I knew they were red. Very red and swollen.
I couldn't stand I felt like my legs will give out if I try. So I just stayed seated.
The worst is that I am living with him...in the same place we call the super robot...
If I see him I will break down into tears. If I hear him ill be broken...
"Nova." I heard someone say. I knew who it was.
It was the guy that hurt me...
The guy that made me fall so deeply in love with him...
The guy that made me feel special...
The guy that ...I thought loved me...
Sparks...
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