div style="line-height: 21.2999992370605px; color: #444444; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif; font-size: 15px; text-align: center;"span style="line-height: 22.7199974060059px; font-size: 12pt;"I keep having the same dream but with so many different girls. Beautiful women. Women I love and women who confuse me. The love of my life at the end of a hall way, but my reality is so far away I don't understand because 'the love of my life'? I was never someone to belive in such a thing, being pullled by two girls either side and my voice echos as I scream before I can stop it. "Stop!" The women I love turns to me but her face changing from Jenny to Alice to Shane like a TV that cant choice which channel it wants to be on. Suddenly I am part of this tug and war fight but the face has settled and Shane stands crying and unsure of what to do. Shane looks at me and I know that look I tear myself away and the two women also stop. True love is unmistacable when you see it in the eyes of the women you truly love yourself. /spanUnfortunatelyspan style="line-height: 22.7199974060059px; font-size: 12pt;" this love was not for me and as Shane went to speak I backed away. Whispering the words "I wish all the best." But like all dreams it came apruptly to an end as my alarm clock screamed my faviorite song, Pinks unbelivabley good 'Perfect'. I sit up and find myself lost again. Shane? Really Courtney you really have to get yourself together. /span/div
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div style="line-height: 21.2999992370605px; color: #444444; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif; font-size: 15px;"A great love affair always starts with someone so very unexpected and ends in tears and sometimes even blood. This was my love affair and this is my story. /div
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div style="line-height: 21.2999992370605px; color: #444444; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif; font-size: 15px;"A fantisy of who I always lougned to be but feared the cocqences. A love so great everyone hated it. A beauty so strong the christrains couldn't even describe it as a mirical so turned to saying it was an abomination. A large adventure so forbiden that I had to go. This is the story of where my dreams escaped my mind and becanme a reality. This is my L word/div