A/N Hey guys, it's been a while hasn't it? Heh... Okay, originally, this story was meant to be a remake of my other ongoing story 'Can't breathe without you'. YES, I am currently remaking it, and like I said, this prologue was meant to be a remake BUUUUUT I thought about it and thought it suited this one much more. (This one was also a remake but was never posted xD) I hope you'll enjoy this!~

Trigger warnings: Self harm mentioned.

Disclaimer: I don't own glee, if I did there would be much more klisses and klex. xD

17 Years

Prologue

Blaine let out a quiet sigh, how long has it been? God, he's missed Kurt so much. Blaine shook his head and stood up from the dusty bathroom floor dropping his razor into his bag, brushing off his pants.

He never thought he'd ever start considering harming himself, let alone doing so. That is... until the big break up between he and Kurt happened.

'It's my fault' Was all he ever told himself since they broke up, what else was he supposed to say? 'Good job, you broke you soulmate's heart?', he couldn't bear it, every time that subject is brought up his heart sinks further and further into his chest.

Blaine sighed softly, walking out of the small Mckinley bathroom, his head low while he covered the fresh wounds on his wrists with his sleeves.

He's changed, and the whole school has noticed the change in Blaine, he hasn't talked to anyone no matter how hard they tried, he doesn't even attend the Glee club meetings anymore. Everything is so painful, everything reminds him of Kurt. He would have transferred back to Dalton, but that's impossible since his parents kicked him out, now he's living in a small shoebox apartment forcing his way through school, as well as fighting to keep himself sane and living.

Blaine had also felt sick months ago after he and Kurt hooked up at Will and Emma's wedding, he thought back to when he had went to the doctors- after Kurt went home to New York- to get checked on with the constant sickness he had had the week after.

'Mr. Anderson, you have a rare gene, only very few other men have this gene, you have the carrier gene. The carrier gene allows you to carry and deliver children. Mr. Anderson, you are pregnant, congratulations.'

That moment left Blaine completely shell-shocked, at the same time he felt thankful in a way. He will always have a reminder of Kurt if they never end up getting back together, he's going to try as hard as he can to gain Kurt's trust back, as well as his love.

If he had to be completely honest with himself, he's already beginning to give up, he's trying not too, but with a baby on board and living all by himself in a tiny apartment with no friends, how could he not? He loves Kurt, with all his heart and soul, but... Kurt's with that Adam guy... He'll be fine, with Adam.. Not him... Not the one who completely broke him...

It's only a matter of time before anyone would begin to notice him being pregnant. He stared down at his slightly protruding stomach, resting a gentle hand on his stomach he smiled softly, one of his first in months.

Blaine stifled a sob he felt bubbling up inside him, all that was heard was a broken whimper before he dashed out of Mckinley, he ran to his car letting out everything, his pain, his sadness... loneliness...

All he felt was a deep depression build up inside of him, he doesn't know how he's going to last before he finally breaks and ends it all.

But he couldn't, not yet, he has a child to take care of, love he needed back. 'It won't come back' He reminds himself, but there's a small spark of hope deep in his heart knowing Kurt will come back eventually.

A/N I hope you liked this chapter :3 Hopefully the next chapters will be longer and... better :$ If you liked it go ahead and leave a review :3 It'd mean a lot~ I'll try to update as much as I can :3

~Bailey