It Led Me To My End
By: Jackie D.
I should have tried harder.
Because then I wouldn't be dealing with this murder.
It hurts to think about it.
How could she just up and quit?
I could have done something.
I was to slow and now I sit here shaking.
Why did it have to be her?
Why couldn't it be me, does it really differ?
Why couldn't she have been spared of this pain?
Why couldn't I keep her sane?
I can't help but to think that I led her to this.
How could this be the thing that I had to miss?
She expected me to be there,
To be the one that helped her repair.
To make her understand that today isn't the day.
The day that she'd finally parish and fly away.
She didn't die alone though,
And deep down, that's good to know.
I'm glad she died it one piece.
She died without air, but she'll always rest in peace.
To this day I still can't believe it.
She's gone and now I'm left to admit.
I can't help everyone, it's not possible.
I can't believe, I was living the impossible.
I'm sorry, I never thought it would sum up to this.
But don't worry I'll soon feel bliss.
I couldn't be a murder, I was suicidal.
I tried to be strong, but it was feudal.