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But I wish I did
Chapter 1 A New Beginning
Bella's POV
Edward left me about eight mouths ago. Very long eight mouths I might add. He's never loved me but I always loved him and I still do, even though he left. I'm trying to move on like he said and live a normal human life. I do things to help Charlie I put on a happy face for and hang out with my friends just like he said, but that doesn't stop the hole inside of me to expand. It feels like it grows bigger everyday. Jacob my best friend who I hang out with a lot makes me happy to be with, he puts the pieces that are broken inside of me back together. I've always loved him but like a brother. Lately I haven't been able to talk to him he's always busy doing his werewolf stuff. So it feels like the hole in my chest it just getting bigger without him here to stop it. I haven't been around anything that reminds me of him. I threw all away my CDs, took out the radio they gave me, or claw out.
Apparently I'm going to a concert with Jessica and Angela so I just broke the not listening to music rule. It's 6:00pm and the concert starts at 8:00pm. Angela is picking me up. I decided to wear the blue blouse that he complimented me on with some blue jeans and wore my hair down. I try to look my best for Charlie and everything but deep down I'm sad and depressed witch I can't help. I act like my old self on the outside but I'm hurting in the inside.
Beep! Beep! Angela's car honked outside. Who knows how long she's been out there. I ran out the door and locked the door behind me, and put on a fake smile.
"Hey guys! How's it been?" I said as I got in the backseat of the car.
"Great! The drive might take awhile though the drive is an hour," Angela replied.
"O I don't mind," I responded.
"That's great, but I do," Jessica responded glumly.
Angela, Jessica, and I talked the whole ride their about school and some gossip Jessica scooped up. Before I knew it we were there. We were going to see The Veronicas. Who Jessica loved. We started to get out the car and get in the stadium. The stadium was huge we weren't that far from the stage but had a great view. I had to admit Jessica parents got good seats for us. Before long The Veronicas came out and I was actually enjoying myself with singing and dancing.
At the end of the concert Angela drove us home and we talked how awesome the concert was all the way back home. Angela dropped me off and I said my goodbyes. I ran into the house and went straight to me room. Charlie was a heavy sleeper so I doubt he could hear me. I got out a piece of paper and started to write a song when I was writing it, it felt like I could express my feeling with it. When I was down I started signing it.
Oh Oh
So much for my
happy ending
Oh Oh
So Much For My Happy Ending
Oh Oh
Oh
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it
something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me
hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a
breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And
I thought we could be
[Chorus:]
You were everything,
everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but
we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade
away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy
ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
You've got your dumb
friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But
so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All
the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do
You
were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could
be
[Chorus]
It's nice to know that you were
there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like
I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for
watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done
[Chorus x2]
[x2]
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
So much for my happy
ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
The song made feel great to just let out the feelings. The song was based around him it was obvious.
Hey everyone hoped you liked it the song is
'My Happy Ending' By Avril Lavigne
HOPE YOU LIKE PLEASE REVIEW!!!!!!!!!
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