It was Natsume's was staring at the a tear suddenly dropped from his missed her so failed to protect was just right there yet he still saw her in match pain but he can't even save her.

Natsume's POV

Here I was staring at the blankly. I felt pathetic, crying bacause of a dead woman who doesn't even love me back.

Flaskback

We were on a mission and it was bloody that hava to steal the CD from the AAO Group. Now that we got the and was about to leave when we heard an explosion. There I see a bloody brunette lying on the group helplessly. I went immediately to her side and carry her in my arms.

"Mikan, don't leave me." I said softly as I try my self my best not to cry.

"Your pathetic Natsume -pant- I never -pant- really love -pant- you. -pant- Did you think -pant- I really -pant- love you -pant- well then -pant- your wrong -pant- I -pant- ha -pant- te you -pant-." Mikan said as her breathing tarted to slow down.

"Mikan, don't say that. Stop it." I said tring not to cry,

"Your pathetic Natsume" she said as her eyes began to close.

" Mikan! Wake up! Don't do this to me! Take back wath you said!" But it was already too late, she was now gone.

End of Flashback

Now I know that everytime I'm with you, you alwaysfind a way to ba far from me.

Normal POv

Natsume was not crying. Suddenly his sense became to turn down. Little did he knew that Mikan do that for his own safety. That she really love him. That even getting herself killed just to let him live.

The End

A/N:I'm sorry!!!!I know the story was ugly.I know!!!Natsume was a bit OOC!!!!hehehe....Please Review anyway I accept Flames!!!!!