This is mainly just the result of it being to long since series two and the fact that there still isn't a release date. And I have English homework, which I am determined to put off for as long as possible. Hope you like it anyway.
George, on the outside, seemed largely unchanged. Most of the time.
Sometimes, he would just stop. Just stop talking, stop listening, and stare into the distance. Nina doubted that he even knew he was doing it. Afterwards he would just carry on, as if it had never happened.
She often saw him crying, usually when he was left alone. She never went to him. It seemed to private, too personal to interrupt. She just left him to it.
Nina didn't cry. She had never seen the point in crying. It never achieved anything. Instead, she tried to find out all she could about Jaggat from her book.
There was nothing to find out though. It was all rubbish, it didn't mean anything. It was just proof of how lost, how desperate, they were.
In the end, she gave up. Nina hardly ever gave up, but she could tell t was a lost cause. In her time off work, her guilt overcame her. There was nothing to keep her mind off it.
All she ever thought about was it being her fault.
Mitchell appeared to give up. He made no attempt to hide his crying and hopeless behaviour.
He knew Nina thought it was her fault. He knew that George felt responsible. But more than that, he knew they both blamed him. He knew they were both right.
But he hadn't given up. Wasn't he himself proof that the dead didn't always stay dead? Ever minute he was awake he was thinking about how they could get her back.
None of his ideas went anywhere though. He had no idea what to do. Or how to do it.
He wanted to give up. He would never forgive himself if he did.
Because more than anything else, he knew he had to get her back.