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Donghae's pov
"Hyukjae, there's something I need to tell you" I breath heavily while saying those words.
He look at me, confusedly as if his asking me what the hell is happening. For the last time, I want to clear myself from this stupid mess.
I shutter-a bit, "we-well y-you see Hyukjae, I know this is hard for you...yo-you didn't want me...but I'm selfish enough to ask you...to-er, at least be by my side...but now Hyukjae...although I'm not that strong enough...I'm letting you go" while saying those words, I try to stop my sobbing. I want him to think that I'm strong enough to face everything without him.