A/N: So I don't own Glee or any of the characters. They belong to Ryan Murphy and Glee. I also don't own the song used, that all belongs to Katy Perry.
This takes place during season 3, set a few days after The First Time.
Song used: (youtube).com/watch?v=wdGZBRAwW74&ob=av2e
Summary: Blaine can't stop thinking about Sebastian
He took a deep breath, hopefully Kurt wouldn't pay attention to the lyrics of the song and would just mindlessly sway along and clap afterwards. Blaine was performing at Breadstix in a few minutes and all of the Glee Club and the Warblers were in the audience. And most importantly Sebastian was in the audience. The song was dedicated to him even if he couldn't announce it because his boyfriend, who was currently in deep conversation with Rachel, was sat in the audience waiting for Blaine to make an appearance like all the others. Ever since Sebastian has handed him that coffee a few days ago, when their fingertips brushed against each other, their eyes met each other and Blaine realised that their faces were within kissing distance and if one of them leaning in their lips would touch and they wouldn't be able to stop, of course Blaine hadn't given in but ever since then Blaine couldn't stop thinking about him. He wasn't being a bad boyfriend, not right now, but he had the possibility to be. He didn't want to cheat on Kurt, he wouldn't let himself, in the past week they had shared something so special together and Blaine wasn't giving it up. All he felt for Sebastian if anything was lust and nothing more. But of course he wouldn't give into it, he just had to get his feelings out to Sebastian and hopefully Sebastian would get the picture. He just didn't want him to take it literally and mean he could pounce he just wanted him to realise that Blaine had been thinking about him. Artie just finished singing 'Moves Like Jagger' and everyone clapped politely a few 'woops' here and there, apart from Sebastian who was sat in a both beside Nick and Thad and just sat there looking midly interesting and impressed but overall indifferent. When the applause finished Blaine entered the stage.
The music started up and Blaine realised that he couldn't back out now.
Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one, I still got the seed
You said move on where do I go?
I guess second best is all I will know
After the day it happened he listened to all the cds that he owned, then he got to the Katy Perry one, singing along with Still Breathing and Waking Up In Vegas when it finally got to this song he realised what he had to do.
'Cause when I'm with him I am, thinking of you
Thinking of you, what you would do if
You were the one who was spending the nights
Oh I wish that I was looking into your eyes
It had taken him about a week to get the whole of the Glee Club to perform at Breadstix but he got their eventually. Then another week of people deciding songs and outfits and telling Mr Schue that it would be better if he didn't perform and they just told him about it but he finally got it all planned and organised.
You're like an Indian summer in the middle of winter
Like a hard candy like a surprise centre
How do I get better once I've had the best?
You said there's tones of fish in the water so the waters I will test
He kissed my lips I taste your mouth
He pulled me in I was disgusted with myself
Blaine stared at Sebastian through the whole song, hopefully he would get through to him without people getting the wrong idea, I mean he didn't kissSebastian but he was close enough to him that he could feel Sebastian's breath on his face. And ever since then he'd been talking and texting Sebastian with Sebastian not holding back about his feelings but Blaine having to. He was confused, he loved Kurt and he didn't want to give in to lust but he didn't know how much he could hold off. Blaine repeated the chorus again will his eyes bore into Sebastian's was he getting the message? Blaine couldn't tell, he could never tell what Sebastian was thinking unless he was vocal about it.
You're the best, and yes, I do regret
How I could let myself let you go
Now, now the lessons learned
I touched and I was burned
Oh I think you should know
'Cause when I'm with him I am, thinking of you
Thinking of you, what you would do if
You were the one who was spending the nights
Oh I wish that I was looking into your, your eyes
Looking into your eyes, looking into your eyes
Oh, won't you walk through?
And burst in the door and take me away?
Oh, no more mistakes
'Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay, stay
The music ending and the applause and cheering began, all Blaine wanted was Sebastian to show some acknowledgement to the message Blaine was trying to get through. Blaine, unfortunately couldn't go talk to him right now and had to sit next to Kurt. Sebastian actually clapped this time looking impressed but not shooting Blaine anymore glances throughout the night. Santana then got up and sang Back to Black, Rachel followed, singing her third solo of the night, Kurt then Mercedes who was on her second. When everyone had finished the goodbyes started it took about twenty minutes before Blaine had bidden everyone farewell, well everyone apart from Sebastian who left as soon as he could possibly slip out. Leaving everyone wondering where we went but not bothering to care enough to search for him outside. However after everyone left Blaine finally existed Breadstix Blaine saw a figure approach him and there stood Sebastian Smythe, perfect as ever smiling broadly at Blaine.
"That was an interesting choice of song Blaine," before he could reply Sebastian continued "I can't stop thinking about you either, I wanted to kiss you so badly. But I don't want to mess this up Blaine. We need sometime, Lima Bean tomorrow, whatever time you want, I'm open. Text me. See you, gorgeous." And with that he was gone, round the corner and into the darkness, within seconds his phone buzzed.
Miss you already. ;) xxx
Well, Blaine had got his wish. Sebastian Smythe had gotten his message.
