Remember Everything.
This is a song by Five Finger Death Punch and it is caledl simply Remember Everything and it describes Gaara exactly. Well this is my first Fan-fic ever so please go easy on the reviews unless it's totally bad.
Gaara walked into his room and turned on his radio and a song began to play. At first he didn't pay any attention but after the first few lyrics he turned it up and began to really listen.
Dear Mother, I love you. I'm sorry, I wasn't good enough. Dear Father forgive me. Cause in youreyes, I just never added up. He thought about how true those words really were about him. In my heart I know I failed you, but you left me here alone.Well about as alone as one can get with an older sister and older brother. If I could hold back the rain, would you numb the pain? Cause I remember everything. If I could help you forget, would you take my regrets? Cause I remember everything.
But dear brother, just don't hate me. For never standing by you, or being by your side. He tried his hardest to be everything he possibly could be and more to be there for anyone who needed him, but sometimes it just wasn't good enough. Dear sister, please don't blame me. I only did, what I thought was truly right. It's a love and lonely road, when you know you walk alone. He sat on his bed and held his knees to his chest.
If I could hold back the rain, would you numb the pain? Cause I remember everything. Gaara was never one to cry over silly things like songs but this one had really gotten to him. The tears had began to swell up in his eyes. If I could help you forget, would you take my regrets? Cause I remember everything. He turned it up a little more and then crouched back into the corner of his bed where he sat before.
I feel like running away. I'm still so far from home. You say I'll never change but what the fuck do you know? He thought about the several people who had said pretty much those exact same words to him over the span of his life time. He also thought of how much he had actually changed. I'll burn it all to the ground, before I let you run. Please forgive me, I can't forgive you now. I'll remember everything.
If I could hold back the rain, would you numb the pain? Cause I remember everything. Yes, he did and always would remember everything. If I could help you forget, would you take my regrets? Cause I remember everything. Trust me if I could help you all forget everything I've done, I would. He thought as the song continued. It all went by so fast. I still can't change the past. I always will remember everything. If we could start again, would that change the end? We remember everything.
Gaara thought about how this song was so much like his life it was like his it was written about him. He decided that this was his new favorite song and whipped the tears off his cheek.