Ok, Now it official. Something is wrong with me. A strange than ever plot bunny started to run around. And this is the result. I usually ship ByaRen, and I have no idea what this is about. Just writing this prologue, to see if anyone is interested such a strange AU. This is Ishida Uryuu/Kurosaki Ichigo, Ishida Ryuken/Kuchiki Akarui (Oc), story and some Kuchiki Byakuya/Abarai Renji in the side. Honestly why am I even listening my bunny?


White cross, black tears

Chapter 1

17 years ago…

Gentle touches, kisses shared a joy of the mere matter that you can caress the flesh of the one you truly love. Fingers ghosted the white flesh of thighs, lips traced fine line of the man's spine beneath him. They had their secret time now. Soon they would be separated again, until they would have time to be together again. They made love, slowly, passionately, their breathing shallow of the intoxicating movements and pleasure they brought. The explosion of white between them, the other spilling his essence inside. In the morning they would separate, both to their own worlds. If time would give them, they would meet soon again.

The young man, who had brown hair, wore perfectly white clothing and a pair of glasses was known to be a happy, smart and loyal man. He waited the day he would be able to spend more than few hours of those mesmerizing moments with his lover. He waited, days, weeks, and then months. No word from his precious raven haired lover was heard. Then it came, the special knock on the door of his small bachelor apartment. When he opened the door, he saw nothing at first. There was no man behind it, no lover, nothing until he heard a sound on the ground. A woven basket of fine Chesnutt tree sat the on his door step. The man in white lifted it, noticing the weight and he peeked inside. His eyes widened in recognition.

A child, glad in the finest silk one could produce. A child with the blackest hair and bluest eyes looked at him. The child had features so sharp and as recognizable as his lovers and as his own. Ishida Ryuken stared at the bundle of joy and the fear grew in his heart. It had happened, his beloved had given him this gift and it had cost the man's freedom. Their relationship had been something forbidden and his lover baring a child for him unforgivable. Ryuken knew that his beloved one was now being punished and he could nothing to save him. But someone from the raven's family was in their side because this child was here. He knew that who ever that had brought this child here could not have been his lover Akarui. He was either dead or locket in the blackest hole that family could find.

Silently he brought the child inside the house. He lifted the child from the basket and looked at him. The infant squealed and then quieted. The silk had embroidery Ishida-Kuchiki Uryuu and the Kuchiki crest. Ryuken shivered. He cradled the infant and cried. He wowed that he would never feel anything towards anyone, no one else than Akarui could bring anything to his heart. He would raise this child, but ne knew that the little boy would always remind him of the one person he vowed to love. Ryuken knew that he would hate this child whom had destroyed his life as he had come to know it. And he would implant that hate in this child as well. And he would implant the hatred towards the Kuchiki Clan the most.


AN2: Ok, I hope someone ends up reading this and review to let me know should I continue or not.