Hey, there! This is my first Cam story so I don't think it's gonna be that good, but anyway if i never start it's never gonna be! ^^
I'm sorry if there's something written wrong, but the thing is: I'm a brazilian so my mother tongue is Portuguese and not English, but I think my grammar is kinda good... If you read it, leave a review! Even if it's just a face or something, I want to know if you like it!
Another thing: it's a femmeslash! Contains girl-girl love, don't like, don't read!
DISCLAIMER: I do NOT own iCarly or its characteres (but I will! Belive me! At Least Sam and Specencer will be mine someday!)
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- Sammy?? Are you awake??
I heard her voice and wondered if i were still dreaming. Well, it's just like a dream.. hm... I can even feel her hands in my arms and her breath near my face and...
- C'mon Samantha Pucket! Wake up!! - Someone was shaking me... I wouldn't say that this is a nice way to wake, but only the fact of who was doing that made me feel OK. I knew it was her before I had the time to open my eyes.
- Morning, Carls... - I said with my eyes still closed with a sleppy voice.
- Morning.. Maan.. you sleep just like a rock!! I even thought you were dead or something! - She was saying this in a very happy way, but I wasn't paying attention to her... I mean, at least not to her words... God, she's so pretty! How could I take so many time to realize that?
[FLASHBACK ON]
- Ok..so...Do I look good?? - She asked once more.
- How many times you'll ask me this? I just said you look... - I passed my eyes through her again. Her dark hair was wonderful down like that... her chocolate-brown eyes were looking a bit insecure, but it didn't matter.. and her body... OMG, her body! I have no words to describe it! Just perfect!! What I was gonna say, anyway?
- Sam? - She seemed a little worried - Are you paying attention?
- What? Ahm.. I'm sorry.. - I said a bit confused - What were you saying?
- Do you think he'll kiss me? - Boy, for this one I wasn't prepared
- Well, I dunno.. - She looked disapointed - Maybe.. Probably! I mean, who would NOT kiss you? - Tell me I didn't say that! Why in hell would I say something like that? Am I blushing?! Ok, this is not normal, what's going on here?!
- Really? Do you think so? - Phew, she didn't notice, I'm safe... for now.. She started walking in circles... this is driving me crazy! She's so nervous about this date.. I don't like that guy.. he's just a stupid jerk.. What does she see on him?
- Hey, Sam, are you Ok? Today you're acting so weird!
- I'm..eh...just hungry! - It wasn't a complete lie
- Again? Don't you ever stop eating? - She asked, not really surprised, I'd say. I heard the the bell.. someone at the door...
- The d.... - I started
- Oh, My God!! He's here!! Do I look good? Be true! - She was almost fainting.
- Hm.. I think you are just gorgeous... really! - I said sincerely.
- Thanks!! Wish me luck! - She runned to me, kissed me on the cheek and then she was gone.
- Good luck, Carls... - She wasn't even there anymore, but it didn't matter, because I was realizing one thing about myself... Me.. Samantha Pucket... Gay?! Makes sense... OMG, I'm gay!! And OMG again, I think I'm in love with my best friend!! I can't belive it!
[FLASHBACK OFF]
Yeah... this was a month ago... Since that day I can't stop thinking about Carly all the time... She just doesn't get out of my mind! She's so sweet and patient with everyone... I mean, I like to think about Carly, it doesn't upset me, but I'd like to think about other stuff too.. such as how to annoy my teachers a little bit more and all those other important things.
Anyway, I'm glad it's Carly's amazing picture inside my head and not someone's else... like Nevel, or worse: Freddie!
Oh, no! I can't belive I'm not staring at Carly without saying a word AGAIN! Shit... I think I actually am... And I have just waken up!
- Sam, are you sure that you're not sick or anything? I mean, you've been so quiet these days. What's on your mind? - She asked a little worried.
- If I told you, I guess you wouldn't like it. - I tried to smile. And Failed.
- Oh, c'mon! We're best friends! You can tell me everything! - Great, we're just best friends!
The door opened and I swear I didn't imagine who would visit the Shay's at that time. Carly turned around. Did I metion how cute she get when she does that?
- Hey, Freddie... - She said a bit bored. What in hell is he doing here at 8 am? Today is Saturday!
- Hi, Carly! Sam... - Stay cool, Sam. Don't blow your top! Don't hit him!!
- Hey, big-headed guy! - I said, trying to be as sympathetic as possible... at least in front of her.
- Wow, Sam! I'm really shocked! You've not been getting very angry at me because I said 'hi' to you since the start of last week! - I can't belive it! He's causing me! I'll kill him when I have the chance!
- Yeah, Fredweirdo, I can keep my cool when I want to! - I said calmly.
- So why don't you keep your cool, particurlary with me, always? - He asked. This boy definitely wants to die!
- Because I don't want to, duh! - I didn't want to be rude, but he forced me.
- Ok, I'm sorry!! - He said taking a step back. - so, what do you have been planning to do tonight?
- A Girl's Night in my house! - Carly said quickly.
- Again?! - He asked. I looked to Carls a bit confused, but she went on.
- Yeah... Freddie, we really love you - I raised my eyebrows... we? - but we need some girl's time, got it? - She looked at me and I nod.
- You know, to do girl's stuff... even Spencer will have to get out of the house! - I laughed - Anyway, not even if you dress like a girl we'll invite you!
- No problems - He said. He seemed to be really upset. Score! - I'll go fencing with Spencer then...
- Great for you, shorty! You can go now! - I was serious, maybe it'd make him go faster. And.. it worked! It always does.
- Bye! - He almost runned out. You can say it! I'm the best!
When he left, I asked Carly:
- Why did you do that?
- Because I'm too tired of boys at the moment! I can't even look at them! - She said sitting on the couch.
- I wouldn't say that Fred is a bo.. - I started.
- Sam, I'm not kidding! - She said. Ok, maybe today she's not that patient...
- Oh, sorry... I didn't mean to upset you... So, what time do I come back to your house? - I tried to change the subject.
- Ah, just go to your house, get clean clothes and get back. And I'm sorry if I'm being rude with you... It must be my PMS.
- Don't worry! With you I have all the patience of the world - I smiled. That was true. Her smile is sooo perfect! - Stop thinking those things, girl! - I told myself... Oops... I think I said it out loud.
- What did you say?? - I think I got her confused now. Holy shit! Again!
- Never mind... it's just.. ahm.. nothing, really! - I was so emabarrassed. And now we go again! It's like a superpower! I think this word and I start blushing. Great! I really deserve it!
- There's something wrong and you don't wanna tell me! But you will, tonight! I'll force you if I need! - I just can't say yes. - But you won't make me, right? - Sorry! I can't! I can't! I can't! Don't look me like this!!
- Ok... - nice shot blondie! You are in big trouble now!
- You promise? - Please, don't ask me this! - Pleeeease?
- Aaah, this is not fair! I just can't say 'no' to this face! Ok...- OMFG! I just can't belive it! She controls me!! Aaah!!! I hope I die before the night comes, or I'll have to lie.
- Good!! Now, I'm gonna take a shower - DO NOT IMAGINE IT, SAMANTHA! CONTROL YOURSELF, GIRL! - then I ask Spencer to drive you home and everything...
- I'll have to cook something to my mom too. Or she'll blame the cat, like she usually does. - I rolled eyes, comparing with my mom, I'm kinda normal!
- I'll be right back. - She said going upstairs.
I heard the sound of the shower, sat on the couch and tried to relax, but it's just IMPOSSIBLE to relax when you're thinking the things I was thinking. I closed my eyes and waited. I got so concentrated on Carly's image that I didn't hear when she arrived and sat by my side. I only noticed her when I felt her head in my arm. I opened my eyes slowly and took a look at the girl. Her eyes were closed but I don't think she was really sleeping.
I was a bit (more) confused about what was going on, but I didn't really cared. I just stayed there, admiring her face, and probably thinking how much I'd like to be a guy now. If I were a boy, I'd already have kissed her! Life is so unfair with me! At least at that time it was. I'll probably be just her "best firiend forever" forever! I can't risk her friendship for anything in this world, so I'll never tell her about how I feel about her.
She opened her eyes and asked me:
- Hey, there you are! Staring at me again! - She laughed.
- Do I do this a lot? - I asked.
- You can bet you do!! - She smiled - so, I called Spencer and he said he would take care of everything. He'll bring your clothes and take some food to your mother. You can stay here the whole day if you want to!
- Thanks! That's why I love you so muuuch! - I kissed her on the cheek. Well, it wasn't a lie!
- Oh... that was so sweet! I love you too! - She smiled again. Too bad it's not the same kind of love, anyway.
- So, what are we gonna do today? Nothing with the Buttons Monkey, I hope!
- With who?? - I hope she doesn't get angry!
- Fredweiro...
- Aaaah... Nice one! - She started laughing again. Man, she's so unpredictable when she's on PMS!
- So...lets eat something? Or let me eat something, this one is better! I'm just starving!!!
- When you're not? - she went to the kitchen. And she was still laughing!! Wonderful!
After my second breakfast we went to the park to walk a little. We had ice cream, and then I ate a hot-dog and after that some popcorn and a Coke. Anyway, we didn't have lunch, so it's fine.
I was starting to get nervous... The night was coming! What I was gonna tell Carly?
OMG!
We arrived at her house. Spencer had left my stuff on Carly's bed. I always liked our Girl's Nights 'cause I could spend the whole night playing with her and all those Girl's things... but tonight... Oh, no! I can't belive it! It's already toNIGHT! Ok, Samantha! Calm down!! You can do it! You can! No, you can't! Oh, Shit!