EPOV
Bella is definitely not making things easy for. Every day, it seems she is trying to find new ways of crossing our relationship boundaries and it looks as though she is getting better at it every day. Tonight, it took all I had to say no to her, I was on the edge. She looked so sexy. She is very beautiful, naturally and then this lingerie, it looks good on her. The black colour against her pale skin, then its laces. Stop it Edward, no. You have to wait till she is less breakable, its been two weeks since our first night and the yellow marks on her skin are still visible.
I looked at my Bella, resting peacefully in my arms. Her hot skin touching my cold skin. She is finally asleep, now. I taught I might loose it, 10 minutes ago when she came out in her new night dress, I wish she packed her bag, herself, for our honeymoon. Its not that, I don't like Bella's dress but it is tempting me, Bella's trying her best to get her way. It is not that I don't want her, our first night here was so wonderful, my best. I do wish that could happen again, but I do not want to hurt her ever again. We tried but it did not work out right.
It is already bad enough me being a vampire. I can feel by venom burning in my throat but it is getting easier to ignore, every day because I am with her more often. I will have to hunt, in a couple of days, I not that thirsty but taking precaution and not waiting till the last minute when I am with her alone, here. I guess I will have to go at night, when she is sleeping.
Bella twisted around in my arms. I cannot believe she is my Mrs Cullen my beautiful wife, she trusts me so much and loves me, more than I deserve. I am not even human. She is so desirable and trying to seduce me, almost every day. I know, if I don't try to strong on this matter, she will probably get her way, I always wanted to give her what she wanted, what I can, every time I have to deny her, it hurts me.
I started tracing slowly her hand, around me, her face. Then her eyes flung open, tears started running down. Oh, poor thing, she must have had a nightmare again. I did not like seeing her upset, how serious or silly, the causes are. I will comfort my love.