You watch this girl she screams from all the nightmares and dreams
And you don't believe that she even cares
But then you look in her broken mirror
You then notice the blade that thrusts upon her wrists
But you still don't get what pain she has to bare
Or what memories she tries to resist.
Then comes the next day and she refuses to say a word
And people try to ask but she walks away before they can be heard
She thinks people don't understand and believes they never will
Now she starts to feel the knot in her stomach and the wounds in her heart Running to the bathroom feeling her world be torn apart
Then her best friend runs in and the girl doesn't even see
Falling to the ground feeling uneasy
The friend just sits down and holds her close
Knowing in her heart is where it hurts most
This girl means a lot to the friend
And she doesn't want her to put herself to an end
But all she can say is "Iam here
And if you need me all be ready to listen
Wiping away each and every tear"
The girl just shook her head and begs to be alone
The friend doesn't want to leave but for her she walked away
Feeling the chills run through her bones.
Then came night again
And the girl takes some pills and a drink
Hoping it will erase the memories that sink
But she just goes to her room where its silent and dark
And turns to her broken mirror that shreds her refection apart
Then she looks at the blade stained with old blood
Wondering why she had to fall in love
So she picks up her blade wanting it to end
Because she doesn't want to live her such life that doesn't involve him
But right when she is ready
Her phone begins to ring , looking at the collar id
Seeing it's the dear sweet boy wanting her love again…