this pain grows stronger with every breath I take.
oxygen cutting me like knives. I cry, but you don't know. How could you know, this pain I feel?
everyone you have loved has loved you back
you've never been alone. You say he understands you but I know so much more.
you don't like to be alone. you fear silence more than death. You hate when people lie, even though you know I do all the time.
I have been there with you always. You have no idea how many shirts I had to throw out, because your mascara stained them.
How much time I wasted drawing your name in my notebook.
I don't want this anymore, I just want you to be mine, but that isn't going to happen is it?
your favorite color is orange. you never got around to picking a favorite movie or song.
but little did I know...
Your lungs sting when you think about me try to choke back tears.
every time you breath you feel like your being stabbed by 1000 needles.
You know everything about me. You know where each one of my scars come from. you remember the stories I forgot I told you.
You know my worst fear is love. You wasted so much time drawing my name in your notebook.
ruined SO MANY shirts while walking my illegally drunk ass home. you lied to my parents for me.
and the last thing I didn't ...know is that... you love me so much.
A/N: if you got this far thank you so much I haven't really been in a writing mode lately I just kinda squeezed this one out of my brain. so it sucks ^.^ but thanks for reading it anyways.
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