I walked into a clearing like nothing was wrong...I saw you,your Smile filled with happiness,and you didn't know what I was about to do to you."Squirrelflight!" You said with glee.
"Ashfur!" I don't love you. I thought blankly.
"Squirrelflight,You know how I love you right...let's be more than just friends, let's be mates!"You said as you then started to butt your head against mine,I turned away. I don't love you. My mind only fixiated with what I was going to do.
"Whats wrong?" You asked me, I felt so guilty.
"Nothing,it's just..." I can't bring myself to say it, but I half too...for Brambleclaw's sake.
"My,love there is something wrong..."You said 't worry about me,your going to be hurt.
"Ashfur...I-I don't love you anymore...I don't even know if I ever did!"I said as you stared at me, as though it was a joke.
"That's funny,Now in all seriousness-"I cut you off.
"I love Brambleclaw,Not you..." That's when I noticed, Your blue eyes looked like shattered glass...
"Squirrelflight this isn't-" I glared at you.
"What part of 'I DON'T love you' don't you understand!" I screamed in your face. I'm sorry... I kept thinking.
"What..."You backed away slowly,you looked like a mouse that was just killed, only, you were alive. I'm sorry. I Kept thinking those same thoughts.
"Just,go away, leave me be." I didn't mean to say that.I turned and left you, I never looked back...not once...Maybe i could have seen the blood that poured from your heart.
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Ashfur,I'm sorry... I meant to say those words to you, its just... I couldn't bring myself to do it like that.