Hello readers, I hope you would like my short stories about how I see some episodes. english is not my first language, so don't judge me.

Damon's blood

Damon closes his eyes for a second again, how he might even hope, that she would make it easy. That's way he came into this bar to drink, to be alone, away from those problems, from her needs, from those bunch of kids who needs to be saved.

He quickly finishes his drink, to have some strength not to back down. His idea might be not the easiest, but right now he's little bit out of any other solutions.

"-Fine...come.", he quickly stands from his seat and grabbing her hand leaves forwards the bathroom. He ignores that she doesn't understand what he is about to suggest, or if her hand hurts, from his rough touch.

She has time to react, just when he drags her into the small room and locks the doors behind them. Her eyes in surprise just watch his moves, until he finally stops in front of her. Elena has time just to check on the doors "-what are you doing?", Damon ignores her question and not hesitating bites his palm

"-Giving what you need. Drink", her eyes gets widen immediately

"- What?" she looks at his palm, already bleeding, then rises her widen eyes at him

"-You are the new vampire Elena, you need warm blood from a vein, maybe this would do the trick" he hesitates, before he continues, her eyes goes in circle, "-..Or not... just don't tell Stefan", when she heard last words, she's in surprise again, it's never goes okay with that. It's already bad that she came asking for help to Damon and now she has to keep it in secret.

"-Why not?", she can't understand why this idea is wrong, if she could manage his blood, maybe she could drink from Stefan too.

"-Because blood sharing is kind of ...personal", he hesitates before finishing his sentence and it's all she can hear then, "-what do you mean it's personal", her voice raises, Stefan would be probably furious, words personal and Damon in her sentence only can mean trouble with her boyfriend.

"-Just drink", he narrows his eyes and he already sees that she will, she's hungry and his palm full of blood is right in front of her. She hesitates, but Damon already prepares himself for what is about to happen.

They both nods to each other right before she sinks her teeth into his flesh. It takes just a second until she lost herself into the taste. That huge desire to feed, who stalks her for hours, that smell. All she could think is to drink, more and more.

Damon hits the wall, when she's hungry she might me strong, but also he lose his energy. It's been many years since someone drank that amount of blood from him. He used to heal some people, but not that much. And of course during sex, like with Katherine, Vicky or others, but it was long time ago. He forget how personal it is, how intimate this feels, and now it's Elena.

He lose his energy, she drinks a lot, but all he could feel is pleasure. Her body hits him close, pulling his palm, her head resting on his chest. Damon knew it's not a good idea, but now he's more than glad, he did it. His other hand resting on her head caressing her hair. He missed that closeness with her, that intimate feeling, her small body pressing against his.

When Elena took enough, at least from him, Damon pushed her softly saying, "-It's enough, Elena you need to stop", first she didn't wanted to, but he repeated it louder and she pulled away. She drank enough not to feel hungry and Damon's voice was very convincing, so it wasn't that hard to resist from continuing.

"-Are you ok?", she asked Damon, when she wiped blood from her lips and chin. He looked pale very pale. As a vampire, he never had any tan, even being able to walk in the sun. His dark hair and clothes made even bigger contrast, so he always looked pale, but not like this.

"-I'm fine, I just need to feed", he said wiping his palm and standing straight. "-Since I don't have such problem as yours, it won't be so hard.." he smiled narrowing his eyes, that she would understand his mind. At first she was afraid that he might attack someone in the bar, but she knew she can trust him. He is totally fine drinking his blood bags, he keeps in basement.

"-Thank you, for helping me..", she said with true honest and sweet smile. She feels guilty for asking his help, for using him as her rock, but she always could trust him, and no matter how much he might feel hurt, he would always be there for her.

"-No problem... how much time did it took to resist animal blood?", he still wasn't sure, that his blood would do the trick, but he hoped that it will

"- Almost 24h, maybe less." She said with sad smile, she didn't wanted to feed on human, she truly wanted that Stefan diet would work on her. She was afraid to become ripper like her boyfriend, she never wanted to become a vampire and killing people would make it much worse.

"-Let's hope, you won't puke out, my blood is not for wasting...", he smiled with his usual smirk

When they walked out from the Grill, Damon rushed to get back home to feed and Elena wanted to meet Stefan, of course she won't tell him, what happened. Sitting in her car she dialled his number, but he didn't picked up, so Elena drove to her old home. It felt weird to be there again, cause now she used to live with her boyfriend in boarding house. Jeremy was not at home, maybe he is with Bonnie. Right now Elena didn't knew what is going on between her best friend and her younger brother , but she hoped that they are both happy. Elena walked to her room to pick up some clothes, staying at Stefan, she has to bring more of her stuff. In the bathroom she needs more female products, and she also has to took her make-up products. Around her boyfriend she already stopped worrying how her face looked, he keeps reminding her that she always looks beautiful, no matter what she wears. Elena smiled for herself thinking how sweet he sometimes is. And of course the older Salvatore helps too, his eyes never lies, and she always can tell, when he likes what he sees. When Stefan is not around he's always more gentle, somehow different, caring and protective about her.

Her phone vibrated , got the message from Stefan "- I need to help Tyler, something is wrong, talk to you later". Her heart would start to beat faster, if she would be still alive. Her hands shook with nerves. Seems like they can't have even one single day without troubles and worrying. Their life is always in danger. Elena smiled half lips, remembering that now she might protect herself, and she won't need to be that weak human, who can't take care herself. Elena always was brave, and she never scared what might happen, she was willing to sacrifice herself that others would be safe. But she always needed brothers Salvatore help, Bonie's- the witch or other friends. Even being just new born vampire she is stronger and faster that she ever was.

When Stefan came back to boarding house, Elena was already here for almost an hour. She placed her stuff in open drawer, Stefan cleaned for her long time ago. She just walked around worrying why Stefan is gone for so long time. She tried to dial Caroline, but she's probably busy taking care of Tyler, whatever happened. Damon was not around too, maybe she was wrong and now he's drowning someone in the woods. She remembered his pale face and now she feels guilty for whatever is happening to his victim.

"-Hay..", he walked in with sad smile on his face, Stefan set down with her on the couch and told her about new vampire hunter in town. He also was to visit Bonie, which wasn't much help, and now they all have a problem what to do, how to deal with new threat.

"-Seems like I chose to become a vampire right on time.." she smiled with sad face, feeling her emotions to raise up again. now vampire hunter is her problem too and she has to worry about her own life now. It was bad before, hunter wanted to kill her friends, but now it's even worse. She knew that she's still not strong enough to fight battles by herself, and her friends( brothers Salvatore) will have to save her again.

"-Everything will be ok, we can handle it..", he smiled with soft face and it's always calms her down. At least on the outside. She manage to smile at him widely, but inside still feeling worried.

In couple hours they were laying in bed, to get some sleep, both felt they had pretty hard day. But now Elena could understand why some vampires never sleeps. They are technically dead, so neither their bodies, neither their minds ask for rest. She didn't wanted to sleep at all, her day was hard, at least it would have been for human Elena. But now she felt wide awaken and couldn't force herself to sleep. She rolled in bed and saw Stefan already sleeping, breathing deeply , or at least she thought, he's breathing, with calm and pure face. Elena stayed in bed for another 10minutes but after failing to fall asleep she give up. Being silently as vampire she rolled in bed and get up, Stefan didn't even moved. She managed to sneak out from the room and not knowing what to do she walked down the stairs.

It was dark everywhere, so she thought that she's all alone, but then she heard some noise, just because her super hearing she heard someone outside. She start quickly thinking who it might be, usually she would think that it's Damon, but she haven't heard him coming back, and with her super hearing she would have, if he would have came back. Other thought wasn't that pleasant – bad guys, who wants to hurt her. It might be Claus, new vampire hunter, who cannot be that stupid coming into vampire's home, maybe Katherine, which they haven't seen in very long time. But while thinking about who it was outside, she already reach the doors and being vampire she wasn't that scared to open it. She tried to be as silent as possible that guest outside wouldn't hear her, but when she stepped outside she jumped with fear...

"-Don't fool yourself, if you think that you can move without me hearing..", Damon said with his usual smirk. Elena's heart would have jumped out if she would be still human. His voice came from dark, so suddenly that she really didn't expected.

"-You scared me... Damon? what are you doing here?" she found him sitting by the outside wall, just couple feet away. He had glass of bourbon in his hand swinging in the air.

"-Didn't thought you would be so easily scared as vampire..", he definitely smiled, even if his face wasn't easily seen in the dark. Elena come and set besides him, with her super seeing , now she saw his face well and clear.

"- I didn't heard how you came back..", she said analysing his serious face, eyes lost into dark night.

"-Don't offence Elena but you're just new born, I'm being 170 years old can sneak around without you hearing", he turned to her for eyes contact. Maybe she set too much close, his face seemed to be just inch apart, if her heart would be still beating, right now she would be embarrassed that he might hear it.

"-You were to feed.." she said with hearing judgment , "-I knew I drank too much, you should have stopped me sooner..", now she felt guilty, and now he just smiled after such mood changing.

"-Of course I fed, but I'm fine, you don't need to worry..", his voice was soft and calming, maybe little bit too much worrying, his eyes were circling around her face, studying her nice features.

"- Want some?", he raised his glass of bourbon to her, still not breaking eye contact, Elena just nodded her head lightly taking glass from him. She took just few sips, until she could handle burning in her mouth. When she moved glass from her lips and handed back to Damon, he wiped small drip with his thumb from her lower lip, being so sensitive to touch, her body shivered. He took the glass and sipped himself,.. she stayed speechless, watching him drinking. Elena hoped he didn't noticed her being nervous.

"- Are you still hungry?" he asked after some moment of silence, raising his eyebrow.

"-No... why you say that..?", she widen her eyes at him.. she didn't felt much hungry and how he could say that looking at her face. Damon didn't smiled, but she could swear he wanted to. her eyes went down to his lips, which she thought was tremulous.

"- Cause you were looking at my neck, like you would like to... bit me" he smiled narrowing his eyes, "-Or maybe to kiss..", she could swear that he leaned closer, cause apart between them seemed incredibly small. "- It's not like I wouldn't approve" , his voice was lower and soft

"-Stefan...might hear us", first she thought that he might pull away after she said her boyfriend's name, but he didn't. Maybe because she said "us", why the hell she did that, she should have said "you".

"-He's sleeping..I can hear him", he said in lower voice not moving even for a second. Elena wanted to move her head that she could hear better, but somehow she was afraid to move. He's right, Damon is much older, his hearing is much better. She set not able to move or to speak, so he did..

"-So how about that kiss, ups...bite." he raised his eyebrows with suggestion. Elena could swear that she hold her breath, if she was breathing at all.

Suddenly with his eyes locked at her, Damon opened his mouth and his fangs popped out, eyes become blood red and his face skin grey. In a second Elena did the same, like feeling threat, like they would start fighting. But he didn't moved, he probably just wanted to provoke her, and he succeed. It took just a second until Elena bit his neck hard, pushing him against the wall. Damon did nothing, his fangs disappeared and he become normal again. Elena couldn't see his face, but she could swear that he closed his eyes. She didn't knew if she can feel alcohol in his blood but she did.

After a minute she pulled back, she wasn't that hungry, and besides she was afraid that she might lose control, and drunk too much. She set back in her place besides him and pulled fangs back. Damon's blue eyes were locked at hers, she didn't thought she could see his blue eyes in dark, but they were just crossing her thru. Elena followed his eyes circling around her face, until it stopped on her lips. She wasn't afraid that he might kiss her, cause she was sure, he wants to wipe blood from her lower lip,.. and he did. In a second he leaned closer and licked the blood drop, first with his tongue, later joining lips. Softly kissing then sucking her lower lip until he was about to pull away, but she bite his lower lip pulling on, and his all mouth was on hers. She was kissing him with closed eyes and shivering hands, not knowing where to place them.

Elena opened her eyes and stayed still not understanding where she is and what she is doing, it took few seconds until, she blinked couple times and saw that she's... in bedroom, lying on her back, watching at the ceiling. OMG. Is she was sleeping, dreaming..? she rolled in bed and saw male back turned at her. Elena smiled feeling safe with her boyfriend, she moved closer and caressed soft skin.

"-Stefan...", male back moved around and muscular body rolled on top of her...Damon. Elena stayed speechless not able to move or to make any sound. He smiled leaning closer and buried his face into her neck and hair. She felt soft kisses on her skin, all body start shivering...

Elena opened her eyes again, feeling her all body shivering and sweating, if vampires sweat at all. She set in bed with wide eyes... it was a Dream. Definitely dream. The most strange and intimate dream she ever had. She quickly looked around feeling relaxed in Stefan's room, bed...without him. Her eyes widens again being afraid that she's still dreaming . but no... she's not. She's wide awake. And dream is gone... she's safe. Or course she would feel better seeing Stefan but seems he left while she was dreaming. Elena rushed into the bathroom to take cold shower and forget whatever she dreamed about.

In 20minutes she walked down the stairs looking for Stefan. Her head was still with mind about her dream, why the hell she dreamed about Damon, her boyfriend's brother. It was wrong, she felt guilty, even if dream doesn't mean anything how she should react, should she tell Stefan...No, he would freak out. Or maybe it does mean something.. but what? Blood. It has to be it. Damon said that it's personal, what it could mean. It must be it, that's why she can't tell Stefan, cause he find out, that she had that intimate dream about his brother...

"-Good morning Elena..", she jumped with fear. Damon's voice brought her back on earth.

"-Good morning..", she lowered her head, afraid to meet his eyes. Elena crossed the living room where he stood and walked into the kitchen looking for Stefan. But he wasn't there.

"-You know that vampires doesn't eat human food right?", she jumped again. Damon followed her into the kitchen. He was holding glass of bourbon, morning drinking again.

"-I was looking for Stefan..", she said in unsure voice, not knowing how to react in front of him.

"-He left like hour ago... maybe hunting some furry friends", he said with half lips smile, always mocking Stefan's diet. "-He didn't took you.. I hope you didn't told him about our little sharing?", he narrowed his eyes still with little smile on his face, but she couldn't say a word. Elena just shook her head, feeling sweating again, if it's possible.

"-Aren't you volunteering in the church today? ...Should get ready then" he winked at her lightly and left the room. Somehow he didn't noticed her being nervous around him, or maybe he just pretend not noticing. She just breathed deeply feeling glad.

Damon was right, she is volunteering today at the church, so she had to get ready. Gladly she brought her dresses last night from her house, so she didn't had to leave to change.

Coming back into Stefan's room upstairs she start thinking if blood drinking outside, last night was the dream too. She can't remember how they stopped kissing, how she came back to her room, so it must be it. All of it was a dream. But why she dreamed it..? did she liked his blood so much, that she wanted more. Is she hungry for sex dreaming it, cause she didn't done it in a while. Her becoming vampire caused lot of problems and everything else, just distracted her from reuniting with her boyfriend. Or everything is just about ...Damon?

"-Elena?" ,she jumped again, but this time turning around she saw Stefan. He stood on the doorframe looking at her, picking her dress to wear today.

"-Hay.." she smiled softly, finally feeling not so much nervous. "-you're back.."

"-Yeah... I was hunting. I hope you're not mad", he smiled with sad smile regretting not taking her with himself , "-No.. I'm not hungry..", she smiled softly to reassure him.

"-You're sure? It's been almost 24h?", he start coming closer, hoping that closeness would make her more open for the answer. "- I'm late to the church...", she quickly smiled closing herself into the bathroom to change and get ready.

To the church she left alone, Stefan and others will come to the ceremony. Elena was glad that he didn't pushed her about the feeding. Before leaving bearding house, she said they will come to hunt after the ceremony. Stefan could teach her again, how to attack the animal, how much she can drink from any size. That moment she couldn't think about animal blood again. Remembering her sickness she almost felt that disgusting taste in her mouth again.

Elena was in the church for almost an hour now, helping others to prepare for ceremony, when she saw someone else walking outside,

"-Damon, what are you doing here? I didn't expect to see you till the ceremony began.", she walked outside to talk to him, cause he wasn't coming inside, and it was obvious that he came to talk to her or maybe with someone else ( no much likely).

"-This morning you seemed little bit off, thought you would like to explain to me, what's the problem this time..." he smirked narrowing his eyes at her. He talked in lower voice somehow knowing that it might be a secret, like vampire stuff.

"-I.. don't know what are you talking about.", she shook her head but it didn't seemed convincing.

"-Cut the crap Elena, just tell me, I already came." he smiled stepping closer, sometimes she just hated that closeness, it always made her to feel guilty, like she would be playing with both brothers, but she wasn't. They both knew that she chose Stefan, but somehow it still made some problems in their love triangle.

"- What did you meant that blood sharing is personal?", she lowered her voice, cause someone might still hear them. Damon just rolled his eyes

"-You feel guilty... in front of Stefan..", he didn't asked, he said it like statement. He felt naive thinking that Elena might let it go so easily.

"- I don't like lying to him, how our relationship might survive if I keep lying to him..", she said almost with anger in her voice. Elena knew that Damon is not happy about her relationship with his brother, but she didn't expected that he will try to broke it.

"-You don't have to worry about it, blood sharing affects only me, Stefan might not like it, but if he would knew, he would be angry only on me, cause he knows what it causes.", Damon saw it annoying

"-What is it? What it causes?", she didn't let it go and Damon just rolled his eyes, "- Tell me, if you don't want me to tell Stefan, tell me what it causes..", she was talking in serious voice, and he didn't liked her tone. Damon didn't expected her to be so nervous about it, or that pleasant sharing might become so unpleasant conversation. He hesitated for a second,

"-Alright, if you must know. For every vampire it's different... and for me it just makes thought about that person..lots of thought.", he was making pauses while talking, but her serious look made him continue

"-What kind thought? Does it... intimate ?", she lowered her voice even more and it almost made him to smile. "-Why do you want to know? It's not like it effects you... I had those stalking thoughts. It makes harder to forget You, or your relationship with my brother", he lowered his voice too, cause it wasn't to pleasant to remind her, that he has feeling for her. At least he didn't reminded her , that he loves her.
"- And it's no way that it would affect me? My minds or something?", she was afraid to ask but she had to know. Damon just said that every vampire it effects different, so maybe it's how it affected her.

"-Why you're asking me that, I just told you...", suddenly he smiled widely, "-Did you were thinking about me? Intimate maybe..?", he raised his eyebrows, but she stayed silent, "-You know maybe blood sharing it's not the cause of that... maybe you just want me", he couldn't put that smile away.

Elena just rolled her eyes and slapped him into the shoulder lightly. She didn't said anything and shaking her head she just walked away, how she could thought that he might gave her a normal answer.

Luckily he didn't followed her to get some answers, Elena was afraid that she gave him more hope about them, she didn't wanted to hurt him more.