He's something I have. But I shouldn't have him. He's too good for me...besides, I don't even think I actually love him. There's someone else...who is imperfect yet so handsome. So perfect...so...human. A human has flaws, but his don't show. But I know he's human, I mean he looks like one at least. Ah never mind, I don't know what he is...he's just...he's just...he's just everything. Everything I ever wanted. He's what I need! His dark brown eyes make my heart skip a beat, his skin is flawless and his touch sends chills down my spine. The boy knows how to make an entrance and make a damn good memory. Does he do it on purpose? Surely he does. He definitely knows what he's doing...and he does it quite well. Gosh, he leaves me on the edge of my seat. I always try to think of words to say. But what can I say? I'm speechless when I'm near him. My hands start to shake, I get a light sweat and my legs tremble. Then he gives me that look. The look that makes you want to grab him, kiss him, show him how much he means to you. But then it hits you. Like a ton of bricks that you can't have him. You, I don't deserve him, my god I don't even deserve the guy I have now. But there's something about this boy. This boy right here gets me. He understands me...it's almost as if he can see right through me. And I hate that feeling.
My name is Aria. I have an awkward obsession with writing, dancing and watching the television all day long. Yeah, I guess you could say that I don't have much of a life. But it all kinda changed ever sense I sorta really became...how can I put this...? Famous? Well, I don't really consider myself famous but...I was on MTV's America's Best Dance Crew. It all started when my best friend since birth, Olivia, asked me if I would join her dance group. .me. I've been dancing with Olivia my whole life so I might as well join a dance group. Then it just happened. We did a couple of gigs in Texas and we later auditioned for MTV during late January of 2010. Then it just ends as a blur...suddenly my life has turned upside down and...and...and we all changed. All of us. We earned our cash prize, trophy and we separated. Technically we're still a group but who am I kidding? We're not a group anymore. We're not as close as we used to be at all. This is really hard to just explain...let me show you the beginning. Where it all started.