My name Iasbella Voltori I have my older brother Aro and older sister Didyme. Im 15 years old. Marcus is Didyme's mate we are vampires and we live in Italy. Didyme and I are vegitarians we dont feed off humans and that pisses off my brother says we are going against our nature.

Didyme raised me before I was a vampire. Aro turned me against Didyme's wishes I was her baby our parents died when I was still a baby. She read to me constitantly we had a great relationship. Aro changed Didyme when I was 13. At that time it was really hard she didnt come around me she was a newborn and wanted to stay on her diet on just animals.

Then I was moved into the castle. Aro and Didyme argued constitantly about changeing me she said no he said yeah this went on for 2 years

Aro came to my room and had the guards hold Didyme, and Marcus down then he bite me and it hurt so bad Didyme whispered to me for 3 days, but nothing made the pain go away.

I loved Didyme she is my mom Marcus is like a dad but we dont have that strong of bond he is bonded to Didyme so he kind of watches me for her Marcus is more like a brother than a dad. I have a gift I'm a shield both physical and mental so no one can touch me until I put it down then I just cant hold it up. I can project my shield over 5 feet but Im still working on it. Aro can read minds as long as he touches you except for me unless I want him too. Didyme projects happiness over everyone.

14 years after my change someone killed Didyme. We were going to leave Aro is such a drag. Now Marcus and I are empty, depressed, and want revenge.

Years went by I still wanted to leave but Aro wouldnt let me go. I stayed to myself Marcus would visit we didnt talk much, but he promised Didyme if something happened to her he would check on me from time to time. After awhile Im still wanting to leave but I cant get away.

Years went by and Carlisle Cullen visited the castle always observing, and he started talking to me. He was much better company than Marcus. Carlisle was a vegitarian as well and starting to doctor the humans. I had told Carlisle I wanted to leave with him and to try to convince Aro and he did after 300 years I finally got away. I stayed with Carlisle for ten years and I told him I needed time to be on my own. He didnt like it but let me go. He called me his daughter kissed me good bye saying I could come back any time. I instantly put up my shield so Aro couldnt find me. I told Carlisle to write him to let him know. He agreed to.

I first wanted to see the world. So that is what I did, but as it turns out it is boring as always every ten years I send Marcus a letter:

Marcus
I'm having fun seeing the world. I hope you are well. I miss you but we both know if I come back now Aro would never let me go again. Maybe some day I'll come to visit you. I'm well and tell my brother I love him but Im not coming back to him. I blame him for Didyme's death he should have found out by now who killed her. Any way I'll write you soon. Tell Aro dont try to find me.
Love ya brother
Isabella Voltori

Running sucks so much and I'm always trying to get a break but it dont matter I'll never go back to Aro. I miss my dad Carlisle but I cant go there either. I sent him a letter:

Dad,

I miss you so much but I'm afraid that if I come back to you Aro would take me back to the castle and we both know I'll not survive that. I'm also sorry not to give you a return address,but I'll keep writing you. I hope you are well.

I'm so lonely dad. I miss Didyme so much she taught me humanity at least how to keep it. I have seen my self as a monster without a soul. I know you dont feel that way, but I still feel that way. I know that Aro is probably pretty upset with me and maybe you. I am going to keep moving but I will look into getting a p. number so we can write each other.

I send ya my love

Bella

The years went by and I finally got a P. number so I sent it to my dad in just a post card:

Dad

Still ok my pobox number is 123 in LACalifornia. I'll check it every couple of months. sorry that is the best I can do for now!

Love ya daddy

Bella

I waited for 6 months before I went back to L.A. I paid a teenage girl $100 and gave her the key and told her if she brings what ever is in there back to me I'll pay her double. She looked at me and said that is all I have to do? That is all I assured her, but you have 25 minutes so hurry I'll wait over there in that coffee shop. With that she left running I know it will take about 15 minutes even on foot and going at humans pace. I went inside the coffee shop and ordered a black coffee and read the paper that was sitting there.

She came back in ten minutes smiling and handed me 4 letters and 2 boxes

I smiled at her and gave her $300 dollars I was so excited. She looked confused and asked why. I said I'm just happy I got something. I thanked her and left. I havent put my shield down in weeks I have 3 weeks longer if I hunt so I went to McDonalds sat down and read my letters:

Bella,

Darling it is really nice to hear from you again it has been too longand you are right Aro was pissed after he recieved my letter. You should know Demetri has been here. I waited till I knew it was safe to send you stuff I thought you needed. I have been working at a hospital in Ohio. I have a mate now and another son. I made him first then her. Edward was dying from spanish flu and Esmee fell from a cliff the humans thought she was dead. I am so sorry you are lonely you can come home anytime I'll never let Aro take you my dear daughter. You will be safe with us.

With all my love darling daughter,

Carlisle Cullen

The next one :

Bella

Here is some money I dont want my daughter to be destitute. Plus if you need anything just let me know call me here is my number to the house (555)555-4562 call anytime We miss you and yes we Esmee wants you to know you are now her daughter now. Edward said hi.

Love

Daddy

The next one:

Bella

You dont know me yet my name is Esmee. Your dad loves you so much. I have talked to Carlisle with everything. I need you to know somethings about me. First I dont know a lot about Didyme and I dont want to replace her. I do see you as my daughter since you are his you are mine in a way. I had a son once he died a few days after I gave birth. I was grief and I jumped off a cliff and was taken to the morge. He died because of my poor decisions staying with my abusive husband. I am so happy now with my new family and I hope you will let me be that to you.

I love you and I cant wait to meet you.

Esmee

The last one:

Bella

Aro has visited me trying to get information from me. I didnt touch him so he dont know Edward said so. We talked for hours. He wants you back and I told him that you are free to make your own decisions and that you are my daughter and to stay away from you. I dont think he will stay away. plus I think Demetri isnt going back. Edward said Aro is sendind him out to find you.

Be safe.

My Princess I believe you may be in danger Please come home we'll protect you. I am just worried my sweet girl. Edward said Demetri is the best at finding anyone. Keep moving my daughter if you refuse to come home. I'll keep writing but I believe it isnt safe to answer that pobox anymore. I have a friend that does papers for us here is an address ask for Jay tell him you need to get into contact with me you can give him anything...

Love ya,

Dad

The first box had $100,000 dollars in it the second box had papers and more money. Serously how much does he think I need. The first was too much. but oh well. I left immediately I was scared so I ran. I went two weeks without hunting and my shield went down I was too weak to keep it up. I just needed to sit and rest not sleep just rest and hunt. Then I smelt another vampire and I ran again until I got to a forest I took down a large buck and two smaller doe my eyes are a creamy butterscotch now and I'm full and in an hour I can put up my shield again. I got my backpack on my back and started to run again then I got knocked to the ground and I was being held there.

He was hissing at me then he said "you will stay there where you are. I have been looking for you for years and this is the first time I've seen you so clearly. I am going to make it worth it little girl" with that he slid his hand down my arm. Just above my breast.

"Dont touch me my dad will kill you and so will my brothers."

He laughed "Aro sent me to collect you so I'll do as I please."

I punched him he fell back I screamed as he hit me again and he pressed me into the ground again this time with his body. He held me down and started grinding against me I tried to move but I couldnt I was screaming then all the weight was gone. One man was in front of me in a protective crouch growling at Demerti. He said "You will leave that child alone. She dont want you to touch her."

"I have permission of Aro to take her home. She will go to him, he owns her."

" My name is Garrett and she dont belong to anyone expecially that guy." He turned and looked at me and said "If you want to leave then go now run you'll have an hour little one, NOW RUN ALONG"

With that I ran stopped for a second Thanks Garrett, and left I ran for an hour straight then I was able to get my shield up and ran in a different direction. After that I never went back to my pobox ever again. I had to tell my dad

Daddy,

I wont ever go back to that pobox. Sorry I almost got caught by Demetri he tried to do things to me. Dad I was so scared. I owe a lot to A man named Garrett He stopped Demetri and let me go. If you see Garrett he is about 6'1 long sandy hair tied back, he is white as well and he was a nice to me even if it was only for a minute. Tell him thanks please daddy Demetri would have hurt me. Thanks for the money but it was too much and i know you will say no it wasnt so I wont argue hope to see you soon.

Love ya

Bella

It has been 160 years since Ive seen or writtten Carlisle my dad and Im tired of being alone plus I miss my dad. He has a family now a wife and 5 other childern they go to school. Maybe he would take me back I hope he isnt mad at me. I have my motorcycle it goes so fast. I only have a backpack and 4 outfits, 2 pair of shoes, and Im down to 50,000 dollars. So tired of running Ive almost got caught by Demetri that bastard hates me. I only had my shield down for like an hour. It gets very tiring holding my shield up all the time. So Carlisle is in Forks, Washington. And Ill be there in an couple of hours. I have been in Europe for a while I had to dismantle my bike just to get it on the plane. It will take 30 minutes to put it back together. No big deal. I had to pay extra it weighted a ton. I just landing in Seattle. I drove to the hospital in forks. I went to the receptionist and asked

"Is Carlisle Cullen avaliable?"

She said "sorry dear he went home for the day and wont be back for a week he and his family are going camping again. He is such a good father to those kids."

"Oh I see I'll come back next week then. I want to surprise him. Is there a hotel or something around here?"

"are you a relative?"

" yeah"

then she just gave me directions im shocked she didnt ask me for ID or anything I could be a serial murder.

"thanks"

and I left. Plus I didnt need directions. Just follow their scent, but directions helped. It took me ten minutes to get there and I was so nervous.

I got off the bike walked up to the door. Started to knock on the door. A big boy the size of felix black curly hair golden eyes, and cute dimples.

"Umm ... Is Carlisle here? I want to see him."