Well here's a little one shot of Alistair freaking out after Irina's death. I have a question for you guys though, I've had a story idea for a long time now but it adds a very very dark side to Alistair. Do you think I should do it? I'm also thinking of discontinuing a few of my stories, what do you think?
Alistair held back his sobs as he heard Irina's scream as she fell. He fell to his knees and choked out a little sob. It was all his fault, Irina was going to die because of his stupidity.
Amy watched from a distance. She had no idea that Alistair would have been so upset at what just happened, she would've never thought Alistair and Irina had been friends. Yes she was upset because someone was currently dying because they saved them.
She walked over and placed a gentle hand on his shoulder "Are you okay uncle Alistair?" She asked softly and Alistair choked out another sob and looked up from the ground at the burning house.
He let out a full sob this time and didn't try to hold it back, Irina the woman he had adored for years was now dead. He was CLEARLY was NOT okay and Amy could see that.
She sat next to him and didn't say anything else, she knew that Alistair needed to let his grief out. Before she knew it he had laid down and fallen asleep. She watched him as he slept knowing that he needed, she knew Irina's death was going to take a toll on him.
He woke up just as the sun was just starting to peak up in the sky. He looked at the now fully burned down house and nearly broke into sobs again. "We should go to the beach" Amy suggested softly and Dan nodded.
Alistair let out a tiny little sigh and nodded. He started to get up and Dan was at his side to help him, knowing his uncle's knee was weak. Alistair gave him a small sad smile.
Both children could see the pure sadness in Alistair's eyes. Amy gave him a small smile and whispered "Don't let what Irina did be in vain. Try to live your life to its fullest. I'm sure whats what she would want you to do"
Alistair choked out the words "There's no point in living a full life when the person you've loved for years just died in front of you" a single tear slipped down his face and fell onto his collar bone.
Amy looked at the ground sadly "Did she know?" She asked softly and then looked at her uncle, he softly shook his head no.
Alistair continued to walk towards the beach, not wanting to be near the place where Irina had given her life. When they got to the beach he sat down in the sand and watched the waves lap the shore, leaving sea foam near his feet.
He watched as Amy and Dan sat away from him. He let out a soft sigh and stood up. He knew if he didn't say good bye he would never have closer for what just happened.
He slowly started to walk back to the burnt down house. When he got there he pasted into the ashes and sat down in the middle of the rubble and spoke out loud "I'm sorry Irina, I'm sorry I didn't make your life brighter, I'm sorry I never told you I loved you." He paused to choke back a sob "I'm sorry for not being the person you needed me to be and most of all I'm sorry for letting you die, it should've been me and never you" He whimpered out.
The wind blew at that exact moment and he knew that she wasn't angry at him. It felt as if she was there and wanted him to know that it was going to be okay. He gave a small little smile as a tear slipped down his face
Da end XD What did you think? leave a review to let me know!