Serious piece of advice, I think...believe that if you didn't read Pregnant Intern you will be confused as to people and relationships.
So if you need to do that no worries this story will be waiting.
I missed you guys seriously...I missed these characters...I missed writing their story.
I had to do a sequel I hope you enjoy, this really picks up like it never ended.
August 9, 2009
"Can I have some more ice cream?" I asked with a pout as I crawled across the bed to Troy who had his muscular back to me. I snaked my arms around his waist and rested my chin on his shoulder.
"I don't know….." Troy said trailing off a little as he took another scoop.
"Pwease?" I asked placing kisses on his neck moving myself closer just to tease him letting my breast rub against his back. Well that's what it must have felt like; I'm only wearing the dress shirt he was wearing last night when he got in from New York.
"Here," Troy reached over his shoulder holding the spoon letting me have some of the butter pecan he was having.
"So how was New York?" I asked sitting back on my heels.
"It was okay…hot…but okay." I frowned slightly at his reply
"But you seemed to be having so much fun, what happened?" I looked down at the shirt I was wearing and played with the hem.
Troy sighed but continued eating on the ice cream. I bit my lip a little wondering if it was something really bad. Troy has been gone a week in New York working on one of his charities he works on. Tomorrow he's going to Canada to do more work on another one of his charities where he is going to be giving a speech of some sort then a commercial.
"Well?" I asked quietly, he sighed again placing the carton on his nightstand and bent over and put his head in his hands.
"You didn't cheat on-" Though I never got to finish that thought when Troy jumped up and turned around looking at me like I was crazy.
"God no Gabriella," I looked down embarrassed for even asking.
"Then what-"
"I went there and everything was fine. Then we went back to the hotel and I had this room to myself and there was nothing but silence. I slept like a baby Gabriella but then I woke up at 4 am freaking out because I couldn't find you or Summer but then I realized that I was across the country. I couldn't get back to sleep for hours and I only slept an hour before I had to get back up for a meeting." He ran a hand through his hair before walking over to the little balcony in the corner that looked over the backyard leaning against the rail.
I watched him a moment before crawling off the bed and walking hesitantly towards him playing with my hands which were covered by his long sleeves. I walked out to the balcony and stood to his right and leaned against the rail my hair blowing in the cool night air. I slowly moved my left hand over to his right and interlaced our fingers, I kissed his hand softly.
I dared a quick look up at him but only ended up blushing when I saw he was staring at me intently. I looked at the pool with the reflection of the moon on it before looking back at my love.
"So you did miss me," I said with a huge grin which caused him to blush but nod none the less.
"Yea maybe, yes, both of you," I nodded as if it were obvious.
"Well how could you not miss two insanely beautiful girls like Summer and I? Well I have to say that even though she is a few weeks Summer is ahead of me in the looks department…" Troy frowned bringing his left arm around my waist bending down to my level.
"Yes I missed my insanely beautiful girls but Summer could only be beautiful because her mother is stunning. " I blushed and pushed on his chest a little before bringing him in for a kiss though never locking. I looked into his ocean blue eyes and let our noses rub lightly making my stomach tingle with delight.
"Well you know there were tons of guys lined around the block just waiting to take us while you were gone…it's good you got back I didn't know how long I could hold them off." I winked at him before slipping out of his grasp and running through the bedroom and the short distance to Summer's bedroom.
I quietly opened the door and moved over to her crib and peered over to see brilliant blue eyes looking back at me. I gasped lightly which caused her to smile and release a happy noise from her mouth.
"Well hey pretty girl, what are you doing up?" I asked as if she could respond as I lifted her up and into my arms. I patted her butt lightly to see if that's what she needed but it's too early for that need, that's normally around 5 am, and she'd be having a fit if it were that. I glanced at the small clock on the wall and made out 1:30 am.
"Well I don't know why you're up-" I got my reason a few moments later when her little hand nudged my right breast not fully comfortable with reaching and grabbing quite yet. I giggled a little coming to the conclusion she must have woken a few moments before I entered the room because she would have been having a fit for that too otherwise.
"Well why didn't you do that sooner? You want to stay in here or go see daddy?" I asked getting a happy noise towards the end and nodded understanding. I yawned as I walked out of her room to ours I peeked in and saw Troy sitting on the bed flipping through T.V. channels.
"Hey would you like company?" I asked him lightly before looking back down at Summer who nudged my breast again squealing a little, I swear she gets that from Shar.
"Of course," Troy said brightening turning the T.V. down as I walked into the room kicking the door closed.
I walked over to the bed and handed her to Troy before heading to the bathroom to find her blanket. I yawned as I walked into the bathroom and looked around for the blanket.
"When did she get this outfit?" Troy asked from the other room. I yawned again as I grabbed the blanket out of the closet in the bathroom before responding.
"Uh your mom and mine got it for her while you were gone before they left." I said turning the bathroom light off walking back over to the bed where Troy was grinning at her as she touched his face as if she wanted to be sure he was real.
I walked over to the bed and sat down on my side and watched as Troy played with her a moment longer before Summer realized I was there instantly reached for me knowing I have something she wants. I took her from Troy and put her in my arms so she was towards my right breast. I unbuttoned Troy's shirt and helped her a little before she had things in control.
Right now I feel pretty drained. I mean when I saw Troy this strange amount of energy came over me but now I just feel ready to pass out. I haven't had a good sleep in two days and both of those days only got 2 hours of sleep each. I've mainly been getting things ready for when my classes start.
"I thought you were going to put her on the bottle?" Troy asked putting an arm behind his head as he leaned against the headboard.
"I'm trying but she doesn't like it very much, just like she didn't like it when we brought her home from the hospital." I ran my hand over her head which was full of hair already turning into locks.
"So what are we doing later?"
"Well I think that everyone agreed to come over and have a little get together before you leave again. Well mainly they want to play with Summer so that will be fun." I looked back at him to see him staring at me.
"What?" I asked
"Nothing…did I tell you, you were fine yesterday?" I giggled shaking my head looking back at Summer.
"Okay I'll just say it today," I nodded
"Okay," I said through a yawn,
"Tired?" Troy asked rubbing his hand on my back.
"No Troy I have burst of energy at 2 in the morning, yes Troy,"
We stayed in silence for the next few minutes as Summer finished. I handed her over to Troy and quickly buttoned up his shirt before turning to him my hair falling over my shoulder.
"I should take her back," I said a little sad to have her go,
"Can't she stay with us?" I reached over and carefully took her from him standing up and heading for the door.
"One of the easiest ways to kill a baby is to sleep with them since you could flip over on top of them and suffocate them." I winked at him opening our door and going to her room
"Okay pretty girl," I said placing her down in the empty crib as I felt something brush against my legs. I looked down and smiled.
"Hey Ocean are you going to stay and watch Summer?" I asked and got a purr from the white cat. I giggled and picked her up.
"Well how about you visit her later?" A small whimper came from the cat and I frowned.
"Well you know she's going to be up in a few hours anyways so…" I walked towards the stairs and sat her down by the top step. For some reason she loves to rest there I don't know why though. I yawned before turning and heading back for the bedroom and pulling the door up just so it was opened a crack.
I ran a hand through my hair turned the lights off and the T.V. before crawling into bed with Troy. He smiled at me wrapping an arm around my stomach making me move a little with pleasure. I looked up at his gorgeous eyes unconsciously drawing circles on his abs with my fingers.
"To believe this time last year we were just dating, now we're parents." Troy said kissing my forehead.
"I know, a lot can change in 11 months."
"Gosh it's almost a year?" I nodded sneaking an innocent look at his lips. "It's surreal," I nodded again biting my lip.
We stayed like that in silence just thinking I guess. I turned away from Troy with a sigh as my thoughts drifted to things that have been on my mind for a while. I looked over at my closet, I've been in it so many times I've memorized the look and feel of everything, and I'm turning into Sharpay.
Even though it's dark I pictured myself walking into the closet and getting on my white step stool and going to the top shelf and pushing aside boxes until I came to a small Urban Outfitters box. I pulled the box down and opened it and looked inside seeing diaries and pictures that made me shiver then the one Polaroid that was flipped over simply saying. Keep in touch, See you next fall.
"Hey what's wrong?" I jumped a little coming back to reality suddenly and touched my face softly never realizing that I had been crying.
"Nothing," I whispered, Troy stayed silent as if letting me re-think my answer.
"Can you promise me something?"
"Of course,"
"Will you – will you be careful no matter what?" Troy was silent as if thinking over what I'd just said.
"I promise. What brought this on?" he asked softly his breath on the top of my head, I sighed again.
"I just don't want Summer to lose her dad. I don't want to lose you either."
"I'm not going anywhere I promise." He said pulling me closer.
I nodded feeling slight comfort though I wasn't confident with the answer. I stayed in his arms staring into the dark. My eyes slowly drifted to the closet once again before whispering into the night.
"You never know Troy; there are some crazy people out there."
Later that day – Noon
"I still can't believe you got the baby weight off in like 2 weeks. I mean it took me 2 months to get back to my size in high school." Shar said as we were in the kitchen cutting fruit for when people started arriving.
"Shar you had twins of course it was going to take you a little longer." Taylor said looking at Shar as she cut some pineapple. I giggled as Shar glared at Taylor.
"Please twins shouldn't make a difference. I should have hired Jessica Alba's trainer I mean 3 weeks after birth and she looks like she's never had to open her legs that wide." Shar rolled her eyes again as she took a sip of her wine.
"Shar already hitting the bar I see," we all looked towards the living room entrance and saw Paige walk in with 3 boxes of wine coolers.
"You're one to talk," Shar said taking one of the boxes after placing her glass down. I laughed while fixing the brown belt I wore at the waist of my paisley tunic dress.
I looked at Paige and noticed that she actually looked cute with her hair down and curly in her purple printed V-neck dress. Her sandals pulled the look off nicely I'll have to raid her closet sometime. I glanced at Shar who was playing with her dress telling Paige how the idea to design it came to her when she was walking through the fabric warehouse. I must say her floral belted dress looked fabulous as Sharpay could only put it.
"Uh you can just take those outside to the guys. Oh and Paige is Carissa coming?" I asked rinsing my knife off.
"Yea she just had to find something to wear." She said laughing before following Shar to the back. I shook my head turning back to the island where Taylor and I were still cutting fruit.
"You know I'm still recovering from the Espy's? I mean my feet and after wearing like 50 different Spanx to cover all of myself I still have trouble breathing." Taylor said with a laugh.
I looked over at her with a frown. I looked over the black smock dress she wore with a tan belt around her small waist. Chad certainly doesn't seem to have a problem with her size, he's crazy about her.
"Tay you look amazing!" I said shaking my loose curls on my head.
"No you look amazing,"
"I'm 20 I look amazing in everything," I teased bumping her hip.
"Oh now someone is getting a big head."Taylor said bumping me back as a new song blasted through the property speakers.
Yes I said property speakers. For the fourth Troy insisted on getting property speakers so if you were in the house you could hear the music and outside you could hear it. There are speakers in the house in almost every room. Of course the baby's room one is off as are most of the upstairs bedrooms. The ones in the pool had to be checked many times of course I just think Troy wanted to get me wet. He even had to put ones in the bathrooms. I of course was against it and he just said if they have a problem just turn the speaker off. Of course there aren't any in the front of the house but he is getting to that later.
I will say the rock speakers in the backyard are rather cool and the ones hidden in the bushes are nice effects. Taylor and I started moving to the beat since this was and always will be one of the best Cobra Starship songs ever. We sang along and couldn't help but put our knives down and start dancing I mean how can you not?
"I make them good girls go bad
I make them good girls go
Good girls go bad
I know your type
(Your type)
You're daddy's little girl
Just take a bite
(One bite)
Let me shake up your world
'Cause just one night couldn't be so wrong
I'm gonna make you lose control"
Shar and Paige ran back inside singing the song along with us. I noticed briefly that Paige had taken her shoes off but that didn't really matter at the moment. This song was the moment. We all slowed our dancing for a moment gearing up for the chorus.
"She was so shy
Till I drove her wild
I make them good girls go bad
I make them good girls go bad
You were hanging in the corner
With your five best friends "
We jumped a little when Kirsten and Aly came running in screaming the chorus with us. We all quickly hugged before continuing our dance session. Taylor and Shar moved things off the island and Paige sat on top and grabbed a spoon singing into it as if it were a mic.
"You heard that I was trouble
But you couldn't resist
I make them good girls go bad"
We all looked towards the entrance and saw Gordo singing the song. Of course he's in a band he would know this song. I love that about him he is the only guy – besides Ryan – who will dance around with us.
"I make them good girls go
Good girls go bad"
Gordo walked over to me and grabbed my waist sitting me on the counter as I sang Leighton's part.
"I know your type
(Your type)
Boy, you're dangerous
Yeah, you're that guy"
I moved and stood up on the island and Gordo hopped up next to me. Okay can we say living in the moment is the way to live life? I mean we're all only in our 20s we don't have to act 30 and all serious all the time.
"(That guy)
I'd be stupid to trust
But just one night couldn't be so wrong
You make me wanna lose control "
Gordo fixed his cap on his head and handed me his sunglasses and danced on the island while the girls handled the floor. I also love the fact that in our group - which has slowly gotten larger – there is no jealousy.
"She was so shy
Till I drove her wild
I make them good girls go bad
I make them good girls go bad
I was hanging in the corner
With my five best friends
I heard that you were trouble
But I couldn't resist
I make them good girls go bad
I make them good girls go
Good girls go bad
Good girls go bad
Good girls go bad "
I looked over and saw that the guys watching us in amusement even Troy, though he did have a murderous look somewhere in there.
"Oh, she got away with the boys in the place
Treat 'em like they don't stand a chance
And he got away with the girls in the back
Acting like they're too hot to dance
Yeah, she got away with the boys in the place
Treat 'em like they don't stand a chance
And he got away with the girls in the back
Acting like they're too hot to dance "
Gordo hopped down and I got on my knees as he took his sunglasses off my face. Kirstin came and hopped on the island next to me and we both sang together.
"I make them good girls go bad
(They don't stand a chance)
I make them good girls go
The good girls go bad, yeah
Good girls go bad
I was hanging in the corner
With my five best friends
I thought that you were trouble
But I couldn't resist
I make them good girls go bad
I make them good girls go bad
I make them good girls go
Good girls go bad
Good girls go bad
Good girls go"
When the song ended everyone cheered and Troy walked over to me and I wrapped my arms around his neck as he scooped me up bridal style.
"Yea Gordon out," Troy teased before carrying me out with some of the others following.
He brought me over to a beach chair and laid down with me. He placed kisses on my neck and I couldn't help but get lost in the moment. Of course I had to come back to reality when I heard people talking behind us.
"Troy I have to help Tay." I said trying to get from his grip but he just held on tighter making me smell all of his goodness.
"That can wait, you look fine today" he kissed me on the lips and I tangled my fingers in his hair I mean how could I not take this moment? Hell if he wants to go up to the bedroom I'm- wait..
"Hold up –" I sat up catching him totally by surprise. I looked at him and couldn't help but laugh when I saw the lip gloss on his mouth. I reached over and wiped it off before continuing. "What brought this on?" I asked looking at him.
He looked at me as if he had no idea what I was talking about. I just continued to look at him until he slowly caved. Finally his eyes looked guilty and he sighed for effect.
"I have to tell you something." He said grabbing my hand and running his thumb over it.
"Mmmhmmm," I replied trying not to get too caught up in the sudden choice of PDA
"Well see I kind of invited someone over." I frowned a little.
"You told me this morning that Kobe, Vanessa and the kids were coming so I don't –"
"I'm talking more on the lines of Nikki and Lily," I pulled my hand away from him and stood up glaring.
"Come on Gabriella don't be like this."
"Troy you know we don't get along!"
Everything got suddenly silent though I hardly noticed. Troy stood up and grabbed my wrist pulling me back towards the house though I pulled from his grasp and ran up to our bedroom. I walked in and turned just as Troy walked in closing the door behind him.
"Why?" I asked simply trying to stay calm though it wasn't working.
"Because they're my friends Gabriella,"
"You have horrible taste in friends."
"I deserve that,"
"Why?"
"Why what Gabriella?" I rolled my eyes and took a deep breath.
"Why invite them if you know only the male population will enjoy their company?"
"They are my friends Gabriella and Chad is the one who told them. How was I going to tell them they couldn't come?" he asked giving me a truly helpless look as he sat on the bed.
So this is Chad's doing. Oh he is going to have to die later. I looked up at him and saw him giving me this look simply saying how can you ask me to be the bad guy?
"Say it was canceled. You have to go to a meeting. Summer is allergic to bitches. I don't know think of something!!!" I yelled shaking my head as I started to pace.
I wonder when they'll be arriving exactly. Ugh knowing them they'll come 'fashionably late' ugh they make me sick. I just can't stand them I mean I can hear them now. Hey Gabi-Ella-
"Gabriella!"
"What?!" I jumped looking at him not realizing he had been speaking.
"I said that's a little cruel." I sighed and walked over to him grabbing both of his hands in mine and looking in his eyes.
"I just…we don't get along. We've been through this already Troy. I just…" I looked at him again and sighed.
"Can you please be the bigger person for me?" He pouted a little, I avoided his eyes.
I looked around the room trying to think of a comeback anything that would make him change his mind. I have to realize that Troy is just a good guy, hell he was nice to Shar when she wanted revenge on him for something that happened when they were breaking up. He was nice to Chad still after he had shaved Troy's eyebrows off. Of course Troy just shaved Chad's head.
I looked down at the floor and let my eyes wonder to my toes which were painted a very electric blue. I must say I'm impressed that they didn't chip considering I got the nail polish from Forever 21 when I went shopping with Kirstin a few days ago. I love that it's nice and thick, I hate watery/clear like nail polish. It's a pure waste of money well unless you want that as a light cover. Of course I would never spend more than a dollar on polish like that- Wait wasn't I supposed to be yelling at Troy?
Oh yes the bastard invited the evil step sisters over for the party. Ugh this is just a waste of my breath. Troy isn't going to change his mind no matter how many times I cry over the things they do. Well I wouldn't say cry over them but yea something like that.
"Fine," I said in defeat. Troy grinned standing up and kissing me on the lips in the process. He practically skipped out of the room and ran downstairs.
I rolled my eyes; no matter how many times he invites those two to something I will still love him. That's what I love about him; he's a good guy not a total jerk…Okay there just has to be a book on how to totally finish getting your guy totally whipped because I still have a few loose corners. Maybe I should ask Shar, Zeke is pretty whipped.
I walked out of the room and to Summer's room. I smiled down at Ocean who followed me in. I looked over the crib to see Summer playing with the lone teddy bear we allowed in her crib. Her great-grandfather left it to her. Her legs kicked every so often and I couldn't help but giggle at how adorable she was. This caught her attention and she instantly flashed me a toothless grin a happy gurgle coming from her mouth. I grabbed her blanket and draped it over my shoulder before picking her up out of the crib. In the process the bear dropped from her grasp. She squealed in my right ear and kicked nearly knocking the wind out of me. If she isn't Troy's child I don't know whose she is.
"Okay I'm getting the bear," I said giggling.
She pulled back from my shoulder and looked to see if I had really grabbed the bear as if she didn't believe me. She clapped her hands together before reaching for the bear almost falling out of my grasp though I knew I had a firm grip on her. I took her over to the small mirror Shar insisted she had. I let her see her reflection and all she did was reached out for the mirror.
"See look how cute you look in your little dress," I said pulling her green baby sundress out over my arm and bouncing her a little she almost lost grip on her bear. "Why don't I just hang onto this for you" I grabbed the bear in my left hand and headed for the door.
"Ready to go see everyone pretty girl?" I asked as we walked down the hall. She leaned over and kissed me on the cheek I couldn't help but blush.
"Well don't I feel special, you better not go off and do that to any of those boy's in the diaper aisle." I teased poking her stomach lightly. She giggled as if she understood exactly what I just said.
Once we were downstairs I walked into the kitchen where Emily and Shar were talking while sipping some wine. They both instantly stopped when they saw her.
"Oh there she is! Isn't she just adorable, hey Livy" Em said coming over and giving both of us a hug, Shar followed doing the same though not taking her away from me since she doesn't like being held by people other than Troy and I and our parents for too long each day. She's very picky so everyone tries to wait it out for the perfect moment to take her.
When we had our 4th of July party we all decided to give her nicknames and establish who could call her what. Of course Troy and I can call her whatever we want but we wanted everyone to have a normal nickname for her. We all decided on Liv or Livy, the girls usually call her Livy while the guys take Liv. I made a joke that day while everyone was deciding that we should save a name that her boyfriend could call her only like Troy called me Ria and Brie. Troy instantly didn't like that idea neither did Zeke or Chad.
"Everyone's out back," Shar said with this look that told me Nikki and Lily must be here already.
"Well I guess we could stay inside…" I trailed off looking back at them. Emily nodded understanding that I wasn't in any hurry to get outside.
"Maybe they'll melt," Shar said
"You think Livy could maybe…accidentally of course…barf on them?" Emily asked, I gasped and Shar just laughed. Well it's not such a bad idea I mean she's a baby how can you get mad?
"I will not have my daughter sinking to your level," I said sticking my tongue out at Emily and Summer tried to do the same but only managed opening her mouth and drooling a little. I laughed along with Shar and wiped her mouth.
"Livy I thought we were friends?" Em said pouting. The doorbell rang and I sighed handing her over to Emily before running towards the door.
"Gabriella!!!"I rolled my eyes opening the door
"Ryan!!" I yelled wrapping my arms around his neck staying in the embrace for a moment before pulling apart.
"How was Miami trick? You still didn't tan I see," I said linking arms with him as I closed the door.
"Oh it was fabulous and I was disappointed too but I'm pale and I'll have to deal with it."
"Maybe you're part vampire," I said looking at him with wide eyes stepping away a little.
"Oh please I will not be joining the Twilight saga anytime soon," I laughed before becoming serious and wrapping my arms around his neck again burring my head in his neck as he wrapped his arms around my waist resting his head on my shoulder.
"I missed you," I mumbled
"I missed you too, so much," he pulled back kissing my head and I loosened my grip.
"Look at us acting like a couple." I said wiping my eyes quickly before I made a scene.
"Oh I know love, I promise if Troy doesn't marry you in 2 years I will get down and ask you myself." I giggled and hit Ryan on the chest.
Suddenly crying came from the kitchen I sighed and rushed in there to find Emily and Shar trying to get Summer to stop crying but she continued. I rushed over and grabbed her bear and tried to get her to take him but she just pushed him away. Shar realized Ryan was there and attacked him with hugs and questions.
"What happened?" I asked taking Summer when she reached out to me crying louder leaving tears on my new dress. I took the blanket and quickly put it over my shoulder and allowed her to continue to belt.
"She saw the cover of that magazine." I looked over at an old copy of Troy's Rolling Stone cover. I groaned and realized she wanted Troy. I bounced a little patting her back softly.
"Sweetie it's fine I'll take you to daddy I promise." I said as I quickly headed for the back yard where people were talking and having conversations and quickly noticed the crying baby in my arms.
"Troy," I called out to him making him turn and rush over to me.
"She really wants you, see I told you I'd take you to him." I said and Summer instantly turned in my arms and cried harder practically jumping into Troy's arms. She coughed a few times trying to calm herself though still feeling worked up. I sighed and headed back for the house but Nikki came into step with me leading me over to a beach chair in the corner of the yard.
"Looks like your daughter likes daddy more, I don't blame her." She said simply giving me her special look. I am the bigger person.
"He's gone a lot she misses him easily. She has a heart; of course you know nothing about that." Okay the slightly bigger person.
"Ouch that hurt Gabi-Ella, I don't want a fight…yet. But I just want you to know I meant what I said a few months ago. I'm not giving up easily. Troy will be mine."
"I don't think so," I said simply. Yea Gabi keep it short and to the point.
"Oh well, I'm sure the media and rumors will get to you soon enough,"
"I trust Troy,"
"You trust a 24 year old who has hormones that should be used at his bachelor age? He has a kid not legal bond; he won't be cheating on Summer only you."
"Why are you such a bitch?" I'm still the bigger person….right?
"Because Gabriella you took what was mine,"
"I never forced Troy to break up with you that was his choice." I growled
"You really don't know what happened that night do you? Well that doesn't matter it's the past. But I just have one question for you Gabriella before I respect Troy's plea in me not to annoy you." Maybe Troy is a good boy,
"What's your question?" I asked not sure I want to know what it is. She looked at me her eyes showing so many emotions at once some so sincere they made me wonder if I really was talking to Nikki or an impostor. She leaned a little closer, not in a threatening way either in an almost secretive way. She simply whispered.
"Are you ready?" My first thought. No.
Ahh! I am so nervous my stomach is wild. I didn't know how to write a first chapter. These are always the hardest since the response to that usually sets the story. So I figured the safest easiest thing for me to do is just to read the last chapter of PI 50x and then go for it like I was just literally continuing...As I had said I hate sequels that are years later...so since I'm in control I have this 2 months later a party...on my birthday :) hehe. reviews would be a fab gift for me. preview would be the gift for you.
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