Hello everybody! First up, I like to introduce myself.

My name is Katie (aka Catfish ... no, I'm just joking :D), I am 15 years old and I'm from Germany. I posted this Fanfiction of a german website befor, but season four has not started in Germany yet. Of course I watched the season in the origanal, because I coulnd't wait until July, when it will be in the german TV. From episode three on I totally start loving Ryder Lynn/Blake Jenner. He is so cute and handsome and I reeeally like his eyes :D. So I started a Fanfiction (in german). But because not many people know him yet in my country, I decided to translate my story in english and post it on this website. Please don't hate me, when there are spelling - or grammatic errors. I am still studying and I'm doing my best.

I hope you like my story and I'm looking forward to your reviews (If there will be any reviews. :D).

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Insanity

My life always was quiet bad. Maybe that was the reason for hiding myself and talking to nobody. And that made me some problemes. At my old School in Calirfornia I was bullied. Not only at School, on the Internet too. That's why I deleted my facebook account many months ago.

I don't have to talk about my parents. They are awful people. Earlier it was nothing special when they send my into my room, locked the doors and made party in our house. Well, they were young. My mum got me when she was 16 years old. Maybe they wanted to feel like teenagers again. But they aren't teenagers anymore, they are parents.

So I sit in my room for three days. Nothing to eat, nothing to drink. I had luck that I got my own bathroom right behind my room, so I got something to drink, but still nothing to eat.

I started cutting myself. First only my legs, so nobody could see it but later I started cutting my arms. One day, my father saw the sarcs on my arm and totally freaked out. He punshed me into the face, send me into my room and locked the door again. And that was the time when I was at the end. Everything became too much for me.

Two months ago I went to one of those youth welfare departments. They believed me and came over to my house. And of course, my parents didn't clean up after their last party.

Those guys from the youth walfare department put me into a hostel for teenagers where I lived one month. They found a new family for me where I could live until I'm 21.

My 'adoptive parents' Lauren and Thomas are really nice people and they gave my more love at my first day at their house in Ohio than my real parents ever did. Besides me, they got two other adoptive childs. First: Ethan, a 16 years old boy with dark skin, who is from California too. He told me that his real parents are from Africa but they send him away after his birth. Second: Megan, a cute 11 years old with long blond hair. She is so sweet, I wish she was my real sister. And now, Lauren and Thomas got a second adoptive daughter. My name is Julie Carter and I'm 15 years old.

Tomorrow is my first day at the now school, the McKinley High. Ethan promised to pay Attention to me. But I know that it wouldn't be this easy. He is a junior, I'm a sophomore.

But I promised myself, that I am not going to be a wallflower again.