Hello my readers, this is my first fanfic so be nice whilst reviewing, but I'll take any criticism. If you have any ideas please tell me, and please please please review.
Eve xx
Disclaimer: I do not own twilight or any of the characters, I only own the plot.
Chapter One – Thought I could trust you
I opened my eyes, where was I? I saw the pictures on the wall; I knew where I was, La Push. HOLY FUCK, I'm in Jakes bed, and I'm naked. I knew it, I didn't want to turn around, and I knew who'd be lying next to me. I looked anyway, he was lying next to me, and he was sleeping so peacefully. Had I done what I think I did, I can't remember, did I sleep with Jacob Black?
I got out of his bed, SHIT all my body ached, I looked down at my body I was covered in blue and purple bruises, I felt dried blood by my mouth, and there were scratch marks down my legs. I wrapped myself in his blanket and started picking up my clothes. I put on my underwear and then got dressed in my shorts and blouse, they were all ripped, what had I done?
Then I thought about Edward had I just cheated on my boyfriend? My entire life, my purpose to live, Edward. No I couldn't have slept with Jake, then I remembered the reason I was even in La Push last night, Edward and I had a fight, it was the last thing I can remember apart from coming here.
I felt sick and my head was killing me, I felt like someone was poking my brain with a fork, I must have had a lot to drink last night. I picked up my sweater, and there were a few empty bottles of Smirnoff's, that explains the hang over and no memory part, but I could never be drunk enough to cheat on Edward, I could never drink enough to hurt Edward like that.
Well it's not like I decided to sleepover at Jacobs house, took of all my clothes, beat myself to bruises and fell asleep in Jakes bed. No wait, I remember getting drunk and falling asleep on Jakes living room sofa, then how did I get here, oh no no no no, I know what happened. Jacob raped me; my best friend Jacob did this to me.
I wanted to wake up, pretend this was a bad dream, wake in my bed with Edward's arm around me, I felt like someone had just ripped a chunk of my heart out of my chest, my best friend just raped me, he just stole my virginity. I felt like I was going to faint, how am I going to tell Edward without him leaving me, what was I thinking of course he will leave me, he will never be able to forget this. I should hate Jacob but all I wanted to do was go curl up next to him and cry, he was the one person who understood me, I felt the tears in my eyes. I wanted to cry, I had just lost the two people that mattered most to me, Edward would never want to be with me and I couldn't be friends with Jacob anymore. I was about to leave when Jacob woke up ''Hey gorgeous, get your ass back here'' he had a dirty smile on his face, what happened to the sweet Jacob Black I knew? Now he was acting as if I was ok with the whole rape thing.
''You ruined everything, I hate you, you raped me'' I screamed I threw the little string bracelet he made me at him, I remembered the day we were in his garage and he found a piece of string and tied it around my wrist. I had told him that I would never take it off, but even looking at it made me sick. ''You know you wanted me to, they way you looked at me that night, I knew you were lusting after me.'' Argh! The more he talked the more I started to hate him.
''I wasn't lusting after you, and even if I was I was drunk and you are disgusting taking advantage of me when I was too drunk to realize what you were doing!'' I stormed out of his room, when I got down stairs Billy realized now wasn't the time to talk to me. I got in my truck, that's when I broke down, I was crying hysterically. I pulled myself together and I drove home, when I got home Charlie asked me what was wrong, obviously Billy had called him.
''Bells, what's wrong?'' He asked looking worried. ''Nothing leave me alone, I don't feel like talking now.'' I knew I shouldn't have been mad at my dad for caring about me, but I couldn't face people without falling to pieces again. ''Billy said- ''
''I don't give a damn about what Billy said, look dad I'm sorry I just don't feel like talking now.'' Then Charlie's phone started buzzing, thank god because he left as soon as he ended the call saying he had police stuff to do.
I dragged myself up to my room to find a very angry Edward, he had so much rage in his eyes and he said in a dark voice ''I'm going to kill that mutt!'' And with that he was gone.
AN: Sorry to leave you hanging, I'll update if I get some reviews. :)